I saw him today, before class started! Lol. Let's call him sheepskin. Iono why, just something random that pops into my mind. So I texted Wilson and I was like "OMGOMGOMG!" and he's like, "Dude your head over heels for him". No Wilson, I'm not head over heels for him. I don't even like him, I don't even know him! I just really admire him.
     Trig was good today. I kinda talked to him. I asked him what color does red and green make, which is brown. Lol! I'm slowly getting to talk to him... right? Lol. I just want to be friends, STICTLY friends. The END.
     I had my PCI final today. Dun, Dun, Dun... We made an Almond Sponge Cake and 6 Tartlets. I aced it! Yay! My buttercream was a little off color, but it's alright. I did good. I brought my music today. Lol. We also made our dough for the croissants. Yum yum! I think it'll be done on Monday? Probably. Oh! After class, I hurried and changed and I was walking towards the elevator/stairs. I was gonna take the stairs, but Chef Sam held the elevator door open for me, and guess who was in it! LOL. Oh chess, the short cute guy. He's very shy, but he has a nice car. I love the color blue! Lol. Next time I'll talk to him... Forsure. When it's just me and him and when we're not in an elevator full of other girls and Chef Sam.
     After PCI, I headed to Allyson's house. I gave her the gift! She's my special somebody of the day! Yay! I hope you loved the TOFU! And the fruit tarts and cake. I think the cake tastes okay in general. But yea. We got to talk for a bit, and then Kim called asking me if I wanted to go to SJSU with her.
     At SJSU, Kim wanted to loook for an art consultant for her project so we went to the art building. It's AMAZING! I love it! Cute guys everywhere too! Lol. The people there are really nice. Kim got some of her answers and stuff. We then went to karate and chilled there for a bit. I took some pics of the SJSU thing by the way. I'll post them up when I'm NOT busy... But yea, I gotta study for French and finish HW. Bleh...
     -Banhzaii
 
mushroom?
     I usually am an outgoing bubly person. I usually can make conversations with anyone! But not him. The guy who sits right next to me in class. He's really cute and funny, yet I have nothing to say to him. He makes me all tounge tied and stuff. LOL. No, I don't like him, I just admire him. Wilson was like "Ask him to help you in trig!" but I can't. He's not that smart either! LOL. I guess we DO make a match, right Patty?
     Patty and I went out to Chipotle's after class. Yum yum! We also went to Hilltop. I bought a special gift for a special somebody! You'll get it tomorrow, special somebody! Hehe. I also bought myself a new phone charm! It's these 2 black fuzzy balls thing. Lol. Patty said it's from Spirited Away, but I have no idea what that is. I don't watch anime. Sorry.
     After I dropped off Patty, I went to PCI. I think I was too early. Today was a super easy day. We just took our final. We also went through the final and got to change our answers and stuff. Hehe. Lol. We didn't have time to do our practical (1 almond sponge cake, 6 tartlets) so we just prepared for Baking and pastry 102. We made dough and by the time it was 3, we went over to Chef Sam's room to watch Chef Doug give us a lecture on pulled sugar. He's AMAZING at it! That's what his specialty is, pulling sugar and making masterpieces at it. Yes he burns himself very often, but the fact that he loves doing it is what keeps him going. He taught us how to do blow sugar, he made a humming bird, a heart, and a swan. Then he made a centerpiece for us, which featured a hella nice sugar rose. Inspiration! I want to try this centerpiece pulled sugar stuff sometime.
     My chef instructor has the funniest laugh ever! Litterally! Chef Alex's laugh is litterally like this "HA HA HA". He's so cute too! LOL. No, I'm not trying to hit on my chef instructor. He's always smiling and winking at people and making all these weird noises. He also tells us funny stories on his experiences in the food industry. Here's a picture of him putting his sugar scorpion on his "haunted" gingerbread house. It wasn't broken down before, but the gingerbread was so heavy that it broke. But, it gives it a really nice Haunted look.
Chef Alex
     That's Chef Alex. Lol. Anyways.  We out super early for class. Some of us went to check out the showcase room because it was the Baking and Pastry PM class final. They have to show case everything they made, make everything look all fancy and everything, and they graduate! When I was walking by the culinary class (which is next door to the show case room) I looked in and I noticed that they were making an Almond sponge cake and stuff. LOL! When I looked in, the cute short guy was look RIGHT at me, we made eye contact and I just smiled and turned away. LOL. Sucks that I left hella early. No traffic though! Yeah yeah! Lol.
     Since I got home early, I decided to clean my car a bit. I just took out al the trash and everything. I also found this huge ass mushroom! It was BIG! Lol. The picture is above. It's a pretty good picture I must admit. Very clear and focused. Yay for digital cameras! I guess I'm gonna do homework or something......
     -Banhzaii
 
     I'm failing TRIG! That test was hella hard! I definately failed, forsure. I indirectly talked to that cute guy sitting next to me Wilson! Yay! Lol.
     I was too early for PCI... We made fruit tartlets today! I made HELLA! I stole some fruits and stuff, so when I got to karate, I made them right at the spot. Just some mini tartlets, whipped cream and a piece of fruit. Yum! Lol. Everyone loved them. i swear, I think I made a little over 100! Good thing I brought them to karate. I don't know what I would do with them all...
    After, Darren, Alex and Vince met up with me at karate RIGHT when I was about to leave. Then Brandon came, and Jared, and Ferly. LOL. Random much? Anyways, Us 4 walked over to Mountain Mike's for PIZZA TUESDAY! I hope it becomes a tradition! I love pizza! I saw Francie today! I miss her! Alan met up with us at Mountain Mike's. We ordered The Everest, size: Mountain. (Note to self: I owe Alan $3 ish). So we just chilled there and waited about 20 minutes until our pizza came. Then we immediately went straight to Alex's house to enjoy our dinner. Yum! I ate 5 slices. SHUT UP I'M NOT A FATTY! Lol. We were watching hella random stuff on TV. Anyways, arund 8:30, 9ish, We decided to go home. I got dropped off at karate by Alan and I took my brother home. I did a pit stop to Darren's first though. Lol.
     I'm hella tired! I'm about to crash right now, but my hair is wet. Maybe in a couple of minutes.. Bleh. Sleepy. I had a wierd dream that I had a blind date dinner with a white guy. Lol.
     "I don't know you. But I want to say hello to you. Ask you on a date or two." Josh Golden; Small Town, Big City. I still can't believe he's only 15... I really enjoy listening to his music.
     -Banhzaii
 
Pretty Little Face

As you walked by
Well you caught my eye,
And I was hopeless
I, well I was, head over heels for you

And now I'm in tears for you
And I don't know what to do
'Cause everything I knew is gone

I can't get your pretty little face out of my mind
It keeps me up at night
and I just cant lie
It's not okay, to feel this way
I've been living in a place where nothing's right
Where night is day and day is night,
Everything's changed since you came along

I spend most nights
I, where I met you
You were perfect
Oh, I hope
I get another chance to
Wrap my arms around you
And show you how I can do
and now I really like you, you

I can't get your pretty little face out of my mind
It keeps me up at night
and I just cant lie
It's not okay, to feel this way
I've been living in a place where nothing's right
Where night is day and day is night,
Everything's changed since you came along

I can't keep waiting for you
My heart cant go through this much longer
But I can't forget you

I can't get your pretty little face out of my mind
It keeps me up at night
and I just cant lie
It's not okay, to feel this way
I've been living in a place where nothing's right
Where night is day and day is night,
Everything's changed since you came

i gotta get your pretty little face out of my mind
I need some sleep tonight
And it's just no right to say we are
Something we're not
I can't keep living in this place
'Cause it's not right
Where night is day, and day is night
I need to change
And just move along.

Josh Golden

Disclaimer: There maybe be some off lyrics to this. I did my best to write down everything word for word. I had to replay this song over a hundred times to get it down.
          P.S. He's only fucking 15! Enjoy!
     -Banhzaii
 
     That's a lot! but keep 'em coming! Lol. Anyways. I had a stupid trig exam today. I think I failed it... It was hella hard! Gosh! We also get to finish it tomorrow too so hopefully I'll get to add more stuff to my test if my teacher hasn't graded it yet. Trig is so hard! I wish I had a smart twin so she could take my tests for me... ALAN be my twin for the day! Lol.
     I went to the library and chilled with Darren, Alex and Vince. I hella messed up Darren's facebook! LOL. Anyways, I left to school after they went out to eat.
     I was just a few minutes late. Darn... I was hella blasting Nujabes too! Lol. Anyways. Class was BUSY! We made pound cake. Then Almond Sponge cake. Then Pastry Cream, then Swiss Meringue Buttercream and Almond Short Dough. MAN! That's a lot of dishes to do. Out final is Wednesday/Thursday and we have to make an almond cake, frost it and top it. We're also going to make an amazingly awesome fruit tart that will make you go "WOW". Lol. That's what my chef instructor said. We were super busy today though. Lots of washing and cleaning. Also piping... My hand gets really cramped from piping.. I'm sorta getting better though. Sorta.
     Chef Alex was making this amazing Gingerbread house. IT WAS NICE! He used carmelized sugar to make windows and he put doors on and OMG just amazing. He wasn't finished with it though. Note to self: When making a ginger bread house, use carmlized sugar as glue and not the frosting. It was amazing though. His class is making a gingerbread house for their final. YIKES! That's what WE'LL be doing in a few couple of months!
     When I left, I was a little too late... It's alright though. Next time. As I got home, I got a call from my sister's boyfriend. My sister's in trouble, and I mean DEEP trouble... I hope to never do the things she does. Except for getting hella money from working at home.
     I'm currently eating Saltine crackers. I need to do trig homework, but I hate trig so much. I'm just listening to Josh Golden songs. Yum.
   -Banhzaii
 
     I bought a new toolbox today! I also bought a torch head thingy. I'm excited to use it! Yea yuh! lol. After Home Depot, I went to Michaels and bought myself 50-12 in. disposable piping bags, 4 couplers, 1 flower nail. and a candy bottle. I'm so excited.
     As of right now, my parents left us home alone. It feels as if it is 5 o'clock but it's actually 3. Time is passing by... I only have 3 chapters left! Plus I have to go on SUPER STUDY MODE for Trig. I hate that class, but I need it. I'm scared for the exam. All I want to do is just clean my room and reorganize everything. But I can't. Why? Because I have to read 3 friken chapters for PCI. DANGIT! I have a final for PCI this week too! And I know that if I don't read the chapters they assign me in the future, I won't have time to read them during the week. Yay for weekends! Bleh. Ok back to reading...
    -Banhzaii
 
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Never Again... Credit: Alan Hsu
     I'm so bored of reading! I ended up looking at some of my pictures on FB and I came across some pretty embarassing pictures of me. THANKS TO ALAN HSU! Who posted pictures of me from 8th grade. Man! No WONDER Alan Berryhill chose Toni over me! I thought I was to die for back then... But now that I look at it. YEA RIGHT! Lol. Oh well. Like I always said, I got $5 out of it, so I'm good.
    When I compare my 8th grade pictures with current pictures. I notice how much of a difference it is. I used to be this super dorky person with a terrible sense of fashion. I used to also be super obsessed over Orlando Bloom and and OTHER guys that I liked. But now, I'm not THAT dorky anymore and I have an ODD sense of style. Lol. I'm also that THAT obsessed with the guys I liked... BUT ANYWAYS. I changed a lot from my younger years. This will be the only time you'll ever see me post this up...
     -Banhzaii
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Pay Back's a BITCH! hehe. Credit: Alan HSU
 
     Reading sucks! There is so much to read in one chapter! Bleh. I need to read at least 2 more chapters tonight. Hopefully I'll finish what I need to read today though. hopefully. Check out my photo gallery! I added some pictures from PCI!
     -Banhzaii
 
     Alan spent the WHOLE day with me. Hecka crazy! He went to De Anza with me, sat in my French and Trig class and we chilled at the park.
     After De Anza, I drove us to PCI but we got there hella early so we started to stall. Lol. But yea, I got him all fitted, got changed and headed off to class. I think Alan had fun, we made Bacon and Chive scones and cranberry walnut muffins. Since I didn't like bacon, on a third of the dough, I put in parmesean cheese instead. I personally think it tastes hecka good! I haven't tried my muffins yet, but I tried chef's. I think it tastes okay. The cranberries are very sour though...
     After PCI, we dropped off some goodies at karate and went to the football game. It was pretty fun. The band wasn't THAT bad. Jen and Allyson are such cuties! LOL. Kim met up with me and we said hi to a bunch of people. After halftime, Kim and I went back to her house and talked. So relaxing.
     Now I'm watching the Office. Hecka funny. But I'm super tired so GOOD NIGHT!
     -Banhzaii
 
     Tiffany and I had a good conversation over nice hot curly fries. It was really nice. The air was humid though! By the time it was 11:25, I walked Tiffany to class. We chilled outside a bit longer and Kevin met up with us. We just talked and stuff until it was time for their class. As I was about to leave for class, I met up with Patrick and Ronald. We just chilled some more and stuff. It was nice. I saw Adam while I was with them! LOL. I was like "OMG! That's the hot guy from orientation!" Patrick was like, "I wish I was good looking so good looking girls like you can talk about me!" Aww, I very solly Patrick.
     As I was walking from the lot to the front door to PCI, I was walking next to this super good looking guy! He had a nice car and he's a culinary student! The downfall? He was as tall as me. So I walked next to him for like a split-second and I walked faster. Well, that's my normal walking speed anyways. Maybe next time I'll say HI or something. If there ever IS a next time.
     Class was fun, we just made raisin bread and cinnamon rolls. Yumyum! Lol. I went to karate and dropped off some goodies, and then I went to visit my dear sick friend, Darren. I have a strong immune system so hopefully I wont get sick.
     Alan is coming to De Anza and PCI with me tomorrow! Yay! Lol. I gotta sleep now though. Good Night!