LOL @ Eugene. You're hecka funny. I'm happy for you. I truly am. I really hope that something good comes out of your relationship with her. If not, someone's gonna get a big ass beating, and I'm not talking about you... Lol.
     Today, I talked to Asher for a bit. I so want to show him that I'm upset, but I can't bring myself to do it. He's such a happy go lucky person with the dreamiest eyes ever. Every time I look at his face, I see sadness and I can't bring myself to be upset at him. It's truly unexplainable.
     I kinda agree with Jimmy now. You Win... Our teacher is sightly more awesome than our old teacher. Everything is 10 times more easier. Mainly because she does problems straight from the book.
     After class, I went to the library and did trig hw. Omg, be proud! After, I found Clare and we chilled for a bit. We walked around the whole campus. OMG! We walked next to my trig class and we saw Cecilia walking the other way. OMG! We waved to her of course. Lol. After, I just left to go to PCI.
     I feel so popular there. Lol! I'm friends with a lot of people. We just made cranberry bread, applegingerbread cake, and coconut haystacks. Yum! Class was pretty slow today. I got to walk out of class about a hundred times.
     After class, I was supposed to meet up with Asher to work on trig, but he had to hang out with his dad. The sucky thing was, I was heading towards his house, so I ended up making a little detour and taking the wrong freeway entrnce (101 North). First off, I took 101, I was supposed to take 237. And second, I took 101 North, going to SF. So I had to make a U turn and go south. Anyways, some bitch cut me off as I was merging and she flipped me off. I should've highbeamed her. Bitchass.. I was tailgating her though.
     It took me about an hour to get home. Longer than usual. I went home, dropped off some stuff, then went to mountain mike's for Pizza night. There were 9 people; Alex, Vince, Alan, David, Wilson, Darren, Elizabeth, Basil and I. We ordered 2 mountains, ate, chilled, loitered outside, played with the football, chilled some more, then ended up going to my house to chill some more. Long story short, everyone was gone by around 10.
     After they left, I talked to Jimmy Bui and he helped me with test corrections. I'm so glad he has so much patience with me. He's really helpful. Right now, I'm just talking to Blake. It's 12:23 AM... I need to sleep so I can go to school. Good night!
 
     I didn't really talk to Asher today. He kinda just left us after class. Wilson came with us to De Anza! YAY! I gace him a BIG FAT hug. Lol. We all went to Chipotles; Darren, Wilson, Donald, Alex, Vince, David, and David's friend. I just got chips, ate it, and left for school.
     I gave Jude my Goldfish. He was starving and was picking off all of the mussel from the morning culinary class and eating it. Class was fun. We made Banana Bread and Guelgoph. The banana bread tastes hella good! I love it! Lol. After class, Lynn and I stayed back for a bit to work on our gingerbread house. We didn't get much done. We just sheeted some dough and baked some. We baked it for too long so when we tried to cut it, it was already hard, but we got some pieces cut out of it. No biggie. I burned myself terribly today. I thought it was smart to melt white chocolate and try to carry the hot bowl with my bare hands back to my table. Let's just say the bowl fell to the ground after 2 seconds (but it didn't spill). Now my fingers are burnt.
     I was supposed to take karate today with Kim but I got home about 15 minutes before it began and I'm hella tired. Plus, I gotta do my laundry so badly, find my uniform, do hw and test corrections, rewrite more PCI notes and try not to think of Asher. Alright, I'm going to go pursue my goals.
     -Banhzaii

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     I didn't get to blog yesterday because I got home around 11 and slept around 12. I didn't even get to touch my macbook because my sister took it.
     Yesterday, I had such a fun day! So I over slept till 7:30 AM and hecka rushed out of the house. I got to Alex's house around 7:45 AM and waited at his house for Darren till about 8 AM. Apparently Darren woke up at 7:55. So we didn't leave till 8:10 AM and got to school hella late. I missed a little of the French exam review. I took that stupid trig exam yesterday too. Fuck. I think I failed but Asher was like, "That shit is easy!" He's supposed to tutor me! That jerk. Hah. Anyways, I just hung out with the guys in the library. Then we all decided to go to Curry House so I drove a carful of people while David drove Donald. Haha. So when I got there, I ordered my food togo. It didn't some out in time so I just left and told the guys to drop it off at school.
     PCI was alright. We just preped for our final. I also baked my croissants. We also made Breadsticks and wheat crackers. Yum! Lol. So during class, He was texting me asking me to watch a movie with him. But was like, "FUCK! I told Amanda and Kira that I'd hang with them" So I just told him that I wasn't sure. Long story short, Kira and Amanda waited for me at school, I had to call Him and tell him I couldn't watch the movie with him. So, Kira and Amanda followed me home where I dropped off my car and food and went with them back to Valleyfair where we went to Safeway and bought cookies, cupcakes, juice, ice cream and milk. Then we went to Kira's place and dropped it off. Then I called Him and told him that we're picking him up because he ended up not watching the movie. So we picked him up, went back to the apartement and watched Pathology. Carlos and Blake were there and Blake made us spaghetti. Yum! Lol.
     I'm so glad the ladies forced me to get him to hang out with us. I had a good time spending time with him. Pathology was a hella good movie! Yum, Milo Ventimiglia! As we were about to leave, Sky comes home and tells Kira that her car is blocked off, so He called Vlad who came and chilled with us. Sky made them fried rice and Vlad drove me home around 11. Hella late... So I quickly showered and did all my french hw and slept.
     So this morning, I toasted some croissants for Him. I hella winged that French exam. We had a sub for Trig. She's hella slow at teaching. I feel bad for her though. He wasn't there for class. I was pretty bummed out, but it's alright. After class, I went to the library and helped Tiffany with math, then we went to Tartinis and bought some crepes. Hecka good! Then I dropped Tiff at school and went to PCI.
     I got there a little earlier so I hung out with everyone outside. Then I went and changed and got ready for my final. Let's just say I passed. Lol. I also made croissant dough. Yay, more croissants. I'm so glad breads section is over. That section was so boring! I'm excited for the next section. A lot more goodies are coming out.
     My credit card bill came. I'm scared... Pizza night with the guys minus Alan. I'm hella full. Well... I gotta do hw and sort out my life because something just came up...
     -Banhzaii
 
     Even though it's technically 12 right now, I'm gonna blog as if it were yesterday.
     Today has been such a busy day for me. All I gotta say about De Anza is, I met up with Asher before school and he gave me his hw to copy and stuff. Then as I'm sitting in French, he texts me saying that someone stole his book, so he basically made me feel like shit. I was like OMG I'm Hella SORRY! After Trig, Jimmy, Asher and I went to Asher's first class to check if his book was in there and Low-and-behold, it was. I was like, "ASSHOLE!" Lol. Funny. Jimmy and I went to Pho Wagon and had some pretty delicious Pad Thai. Yum yum. I hella showed you up at eating Jimmy! Lol, jk.
    After I dropped off Jimmy, I went to Jeff's place and chilled for a bit. It's pretty nice and relaxing. We just chilled and talked and stuff. Then he drove me to PCI. We made whole wheat bread and baguettes. It was a hella relaxing day today. The culinary class made hella food so it was like a buffet there. I chilled with Jeff and Jude for a bit. I hella stole Jude's food and started eating it. LOL! Sarah Le came in today too! It was nice seeing her. I think she's auditing a class next wednesday. Anyways! Hella chill day.
     After class, I waited till Jeff was done and then we headed out to his car. OMG! Jude, Jeff and I were in the elevator and Jude was talking to his gf (Strike 2) and he was hella rude to her and stuff (strike 3!) I was like, "Total turn off". Whatever, I told you I didn't like him Wilson! LOL. He's still hella cool though, just pretty disrespectful. Anyways, Jeff dropped me off at my car and I decided to then go to Bed Bath and Beyond.
     I seriously didn't want to go home so I was wandering around there. I swear! I was like texting and walking around and looking at random stuff. Yea, I'm hella random. In the end, I decided to go to the Cambrian party, but Jeff called telling me to chill with him so I went to his place again. It was hella nice. We just talked for hours! Then his gf came. She seems like an angry person! LOL. It was cool though. After Jeff's I met up with the guys at the mall.
     They wanted to watch a movie apparently. It was Alex, Hieu, Perry, Alan and Darren. We just hella messed around and played tag and stuff. Hella fun. We just decided to go back to my place and watch a movie. We ended up watching Marley & Me. Hella sad! I was trying not to cry but I think a single tear escaped from my eyes. Anyways, I'm hecka exhausted right now. I'm going to go to sleep then go to PCI in the morning to help out with a Hobby Class. Then, Folsom! Whoo whoo! Lol, I didn't even ask my parents yet and I'm just going... Terrible. I just hella forgot about it. Anyways, NIGHT.
     -Banhzaii
 
     I have no idea how to spell it. Let me recap on my day from my last blog. Hella sleepy by the way. Sorry if I don't make sense.
     I met up with Jeff at Chipotle's on Saratoga, we got our food togo because we were running late. Then we went to PCI and ate lunch in 10 minutes. I had to change first. When I came out to the lounge, Jeff was sittind with Jude. LOL. Jude took a bite our of my bowl. Yay! Haha. Now I have Jude germs... Anyways, I took ike 2 bites of my food then I packed up. I wasn't that hungry to start with. I just bought it, just because. Anyways, class was quiet. Lol, as always. We had to prep for our final. I hella messed up on my bear claws. Gosh! I'm hella stressing out right now. This fucking sucks! Jeff brough us some food (Falafel ball and other healthy food) and I brought them some of my Babas. I swear to God that I'm gonna have good alcohol tolerance by the time I graduate. My class LOVES to put rum in all the things we do...
     Dude! Friken culinary class gets out hella early! I never get to meet up with them after class. I wish they would wait for me. LOL. I'm not that close with them... yet. I should ask them out to dinner. "Them" as in Jude, Jeff and their friends. Most likely, I'll be the only girl, which isn't much of a surprise. Lol. I like hanging out with guys.
     So, when I got home, I took pics of my food and then went to karate, dropped off some food, then went to Mountain Mikes for pizza night. Alex didn't come with us so we all ended up getting 5 slices. We ordered Pike's Peak (with mushrooms). I finished hella fast! Fucking Alan didn't finish his 5 slices, he only ate 3 and he was full. LOL. Weakass! Haha, jk Alan! After, Alan and I went to Darren's house, chilled, then I went home and did french hw. Gosh! I'm hella sleepy and hella stressing out. I have 2 exams tomorrow and 1 final. FML! Alright, I'm gonna sleep. NIGHT.
     -Banhzaii
 
     Alright, maybe not "24" hours, but I spent most of my day with him. Let's recap:
     I skipped French and stayed in the library with him instead. We were hella messing around. Kevin texted me saying that there was a creeper (named Kevin Nguyen) who wanted him to hook us up. I was like "Creeper Kevin?" Pretty loud and then was like "oh.." because he was sitting close to Darren and I in the library. FUCK! LOL. Oh well. We just kept messing around in the library. I spammed him about a few hundred times on his phone and on facebook. Hehe. Let's see. Trig was boring as usual. Exam tomorrow! I'm not ready.. FUCK!
     We just chilled in the library until it was 11:40 AM. That's when I had to leave to meet up with Jeffrey (from PCI). We were having lunch at Pizza My Heart. So when I got there, I was like, "Okay, he's not here yet, I'll just order something". So I order and I sit outside and wait. He never showed up! By the time it was 12, I had to leave or else I'd be late for class. So I left. When I got to school I saw him, but I had to change. Right when I got out I bumped into him and he was with Jude. LOL! I was like "DUDE! What happened? Where were you?" I found out that he was at a completely different Pizza My Heart (In Saratoga). We're gonna have lunch again, probably tomorrow. I hope he calls or texts me or something. I just gave him my number. When I was going to class though, I saw Jude and waved to him.
     Class was quiet today. Not much really happened. Our final is on Wednesday! EEK! LOL. Oh well. The good thing is, Jude walked past my class away from my class, then he walked towards my class so I got to wave and smile at him. Yay!
     After class, I met up with Jeffery for a bit. Then I went to Darren's house. Alan was already there. They were just washing their cars. LOL.  After they washed and stuff, we just chilled then went to CHILI'S for Darren's birthday dinner. Alex, Perry, Jesse, Vince and Kenny were also there. I was the only girl... Even though I ate only appetizers, I was HELLA FULL! We had so much food that It ended up being $117 about. They also gave Darren and free Molten cake. LOL! I swear to GOD that it was Kenny's idea! But... I'll take the credit if you want Kenny. Hehe.
     After Chili's, we went back to Darren's place and played Dirty Minds and Cranium. We ended up just doing the star performer on a speed timer to see how many you can get. LOL. It was fun. We also had Ice cream cake. Yes, I texted everyone telling them to cake you. YUM! Haha! Love! I had a super fun day for Darren's 18th. DUDE YOU'RE OLD! Hehe. Alrighty, Imma sleep now. NIGHT!
     -Banhzaii
p.s I'll post pictures up when I'm free or something...
 
     LOL! I sit next to Jimmy in Trig now. We got new seats. He's hella funny. He's from Silver Creek too. After classes, the guys and I went to Chipotle (while Alex and Donald went to KFC) and we had lunch. Yum yum! I tried to savor my food this time.
     I was super super early for classes so I just chilled in my car trying to prepare myself for my ULTIMATE plan. So once I got the balls to go, I walk towards the school and GOAT INTESTINES is there! He's like a few steps ahead of me. I was about to talk to him, but his friend came up. Damn. So yea, he held the door out for me. Yay! Lol. So I was walking.. Walking.. Walking, but I chickened out. I couldn't do it. I was dressed for the moment too! Bleh. So yea, I went upstairs and got changed and everything. I felt so shitty that I missed my opportunity that I decided to go back down. So I went to class hella early, dropped off my stuff and went downstairs. Sadly though, he wasn't there. Good thing people WERE there. So I walked past the doors and I recognized this girl from the competition. So we just chilled with a few of her other friends and stuff. So, it wasn't a total loss. Anyways, when I went back upstairs, I passed the student loung and THERE HE WAS, microwaving something. I don't know what, but something. So we hella made eye contact and hella smiled at each other. Yay! Haha. It was very satisfying.
     We made HELLA pastries today. It was friken CRAZY! Ughh. We made Raisin snails, bear claws, large bear claws, hazelnut spirals, and danishes. Hella food! I took home like three 14-in cake circles filled with food and one super full cake carrier! LOL. We donated a bunch of food to the other classes. Class was good today though. I noticed that I finish a lot of my things WAY before anyone else does. AND mines turns out nicely. Lol. Chef always asks me to help him do things and scale out food. Is that a good sign? Hot Foods Team, HERE I COME! Yay yuh! Haha, jkjk. I love competiting though. I love to win. I just don't want to get 2nd place and feel like I've failed my chefs, that's my biggest fear. We got out pretty early today though, but the other classes were gone before we got out, so I didn't get to see him. Darn...
     I went to karate and dropped of some good, then I went to Kim's house and gave her some pastries. We talked and stuff, it was nice and peaceful. Then I went to Darren's house, dropped off some food and now I'm here, exhausted.
     Should I stop talking to Mr. Myspace? I feel like I'm bothering him and I'm annoying him. I know how it feels like to have random creepers talking to you and stuff, it's not fun. I don't know. I feel like he's the one, he just doesn't know it. And as I see it, he doesn't want to talk to me which makes me sad, but I understand. Should I give up on him and talk to goat intestines? My head has been set on him for the past few MONTHS. It's pretty crazy. And yes, I sound like a friken creeper right now, but that's how I see it. That's why I don't like goat intestines or Jimmy or  anyone else. I mean really though, if anything, I would definately love to be his friend. What should I do? He kinda stopped talking to me on myspace. I want him to go visit PCI or find a way somehow where I can actually meet and talk to him in person. Everything is better when you meet people in person. This is frustrating. Tips anyone? Tips?
     -Banhzaii
 
     I'm failing TRIG! That test was hella hard! I definately failed, forsure. I indirectly talked to that cute guy sitting next to me Wilson! Yay! Lol.
     I was too early for PCI... We made fruit tartlets today! I made HELLA! I stole some fruits and stuff, so when I got to karate, I made them right at the spot. Just some mini tartlets, whipped cream and a piece of fruit. Yum! Lol. Everyone loved them. i swear, I think I made a little over 100! Good thing I brought them to karate. I don't know what I would do with them all...
    After, Darren, Alex and Vince met up with me at karate RIGHT when I was about to leave. Then Brandon came, and Jared, and Ferly. LOL. Random much? Anyways, Us 4 walked over to Mountain Mike's for PIZZA TUESDAY! I hope it becomes a tradition! I love pizza! I saw Francie today! I miss her! Alan met up with us at Mountain Mike's. We ordered The Everest, size: Mountain. (Note to self: I owe Alan $3 ish). So we just chilled there and waited about 20 minutes until our pizza came. Then we immediately went straight to Alex's house to enjoy our dinner. Yum! I ate 5 slices. SHUT UP I'M NOT A FATTY! Lol. We were watching hella random stuff on TV. Anyways, arund 8:30, 9ish, We decided to go home. I got dropped off at karate by Alan and I took my brother home. I did a pit stop to Darren's first though. Lol.
     I'm hella tired! I'm about to crash right now, but my hair is wet. Maybe in a couple of minutes.. Bleh. Sleepy. I had a wierd dream that I had a blind date dinner with a white guy. Lol.
     "I don't know you. But I want to say hello to you. Ask you on a date or two." Josh Golden; Small Town, Big City. I still can't believe he's only 15... I really enjoy listening to his music.
     -Banhzaii
 
     That's a lot! but keep 'em coming! Lol. Anyways. I had a stupid trig exam today. I think I failed it... It was hella hard! Gosh! We also get to finish it tomorrow too so hopefully I'll get to add more stuff to my test if my teacher hasn't graded it yet. Trig is so hard! I wish I had a smart twin so she could take my tests for me... ALAN be my twin for the day! Lol.
     I went to the library and chilled with Darren, Alex and Vince. I hella messed up Darren's facebook! LOL. Anyways, I left to school after they went out to eat.
     I was just a few minutes late. Darn... I was hella blasting Nujabes too! Lol. Anyways. Class was BUSY! We made pound cake. Then Almond Sponge cake. Then Pastry Cream, then Swiss Meringue Buttercream and Almond Short Dough. MAN! That's a lot of dishes to do. Out final is Wednesday/Thursday and we have to make an almond cake, frost it and top it. We're also going to make an amazingly awesome fruit tart that will make you go "WOW". Lol. That's what my chef instructor said. We were super busy today though. Lots of washing and cleaning. Also piping... My hand gets really cramped from piping.. I'm sorta getting better though. Sorta.
     Chef Alex was making this amazing Gingerbread house. IT WAS NICE! He used carmelized sugar to make windows and he put doors on and OMG just amazing. He wasn't finished with it though. Note to self: When making a ginger bread house, use carmlized sugar as glue and not the frosting. It was amazing though. His class is making a gingerbread house for their final. YIKES! That's what WE'LL be doing in a few couple of months!
     When I left, I was a little too late... It's alright though. Next time. As I got home, I got a call from my sister's boyfriend. My sister's in trouble, and I mean DEEP trouble... I hope to never do the things she does. Except for getting hella money from working at home.
     I'm currently eating Saltine crackers. I need to do trig homework, but I hate trig so much. I'm just listening to Josh Golden songs. Yum.
   -Banhzaii
 
     I forgot to blog about my day yesterday. That creeper was distracting me...
Anyways!
     I hate school. It's boring. Darren carpooled with me and right when we parked, Alex, Vince and Patty were there. Yay! Reunion much? Lol. We then went to the library as Alex and Vince went to get food and to class. So, I chilled in the library, reading my homework assignment for PCI. I was going to go to french class, but Patty and Darren somehow convinced me to just skip it. So instead, I stayed in the library doing homework. Then at 9:25 AM, I immediately left for trig. I hate trig, our teacher is ridiculous... Anyways. after, I went back to the library, did some trig homework, and just chilled with Darren, Patty, Alex, and Vince. Then, Kevin came out of nowhere. Then another Kevin came. Then David came. PARTAY! Lol. Jk. This random library lady scolded us for having "too much" people. We only had friken 5 at the time too. Anyways, Around 11:30 AM, I walked Patty to class and I left for PCI.
     PCI was fun that day. We cut our rapid puff pastry and made Palmiers, Pretels, Cinnamon Twists and Cheese straws. I say that the cheese straws are my favorite. We used parmesean cheese. My FAVORITE! Lol.
     After class, I went to the locker room again and saw the cute guy looking at me again. If he talks to me, I get 10 points! So, I got changed and everything and went home. When I got home, I decided to plate the things that I made today and take pictures of them. I need to be more professional with my plating so I can put them all into a nice portfolio. Then I went to karate and gave them some goodies. Good thing Shelby was in the office. I went there and chilled. Shelby ate some Palmiers (which is now her favorite) and a Cinnamon twist. Then Mariah and Patrick came in to eat some Palmiers (which they liked). Patrick proposed to me but I had to deny him. SORRY! I plan to marry a chef. Hopefully. Then OJ came in while us ladies were in the room (Shelby, Mariah and I). He went in, stood there, looked at the box and just stared. We were hecka giggling because I was trying to hide from OJ under Mariah's hair. Then he came and burst in. We were still giggling but we didn't say anything. After about 2 minutes of random silences + giggling he was just like "Oh, you guys are talking about me? OKAY" and he left. Whatever! I don't want to feed him stuff anyways. He makes me feel guilty so sometimes I HAVE to give it to him... Anyways, Allan Dale came in later and ate the last Palmiers. I left some extra pastries for the staff and I then I headed off to Darren's house. Alan was there. We had some cinnamon sticks and looked at Darren's China pictures. Then we watched some random videos. Then I left while the guys went to Costco.
     Not much when I got home, just did homework and slept early, around 11 PM. I need to sleep earlier!
     -Banhzaii