Oh man, I love talking to Carlos. Even though I've only met him once, I feel like I can have the most randomest conversations with him ever. So Jen and Allyson came over today. We just talked and watched 500 Days of Summer. Then we made some cookies and went out to buy stuff for pizza. We came home and started making pizza. Omg. Hella big! We undercooked it though so now my tummy kinda feels funny. I won't get sick. Don't worry. We also watched The Number 23 at the same time. Hella trippy movie. Even though I've seen it already, it was nice to watch it again. After the movie, we just talked some more, cleaned up and then they both went home. Fun night with the ladies. I'm hella tired right now. All I want to do is to clean my room and shower. I really wish I had a guy to look forward to talking to. If only...
     -Banhzaii

You can try to hide your feelings, but they won’t disappear just like that, and if they don’t go away, then there must be a reason why they’re t h e r e.
 
     So yesterday after De Anza, I went to Patty's house and went to the Mall with Daniel and Patty. We went to the American Apparel store. OMG! They have a friken American Apparel store!! We were all hecka excited. That store was really quiet though, not gonna lie. So we ended up buy nothing. Then I dropped them back at home.
     At PCI, we made hella cookies and pumpkin bread. Omg, someone drained 2 sinks at once so it started overflowing! Ughh. It was flooding in the hallway too. I think it was Thao, but her and Nancy TRIED to clean it, but ended up leaving all the towels there. Then they just went home. Serena changed, but when she got out, she helped Lynn and I and Chef clean it up. GG. Dirty dirty work.
     After PCI, I had so much time to kill so I stopped by Kira's. Amanda and Geoff were there. We played rockband. Lol... ANYWAYS. I was supposed to chill with Vlad that night because I was gonna get my mom a BDAY cake. But Vlad had to eat dinner with his family. Then he calls me up and tells me that he already made plans and all this other confusing stuff. So anyways, Kira drives us all the way to Milpitas to eat In and Out. Then we go to Walmart to look for flowers for my mom but they didn't sell any. On the way home, stuff happened. Drama.
     So we get back to Kira's place, and I go to Amanda's place. Amanda went home to get her things then we go back to my house and give my mom the cake. Amanda slept over and we just talked, chilled, drew sketches, etc. Man, talking to Blake and Vlad are hella funny. Vlad was drunk so I was messing wih his head, and Blake is just Blake. Haha. We eventually fell asleep at 1 in the morning.
     So this morning, we were both pretty late. Good thing there wasn't any traffic! So this morning, Lynn and I thought of our gingerbread house. It's gonna be a Pagoda. Hella awesome! So we took carboard and started cutting and stuff. and also making the shape of everything. It's funny because she was talking about her son. Lol. So, we didnt really get much done, but we just decided to go back to her place and finish. I love talking to the guys. Blake, Ameet and Greg were there. I'm gonna be sad when they graduate..
     After PCI, I drive Amanda home and I head over to Lynn's house. She showed me a pic of her son. Lol. He's alright looking. Apparently he plays the drums, got a label deal, is 6'1", and he cooks. Lol. Funny. So yea, we get everything done. We built our gingerbread pagoda out of cardboard! Whoo! Lol. I hope that we actually pull this off. I dont care if I win or not, this is just a pretty fun experience.
     So now, I'm at home, waiting for Jen and Allyson to come over so we could hang out. I'm so exhausted! But I can't wait. Tomorrow, I think I'm going over to Blake's with Vlad to go chill and stuff. If Vlad doesn't come with me, I'd just be like "WTH VLAD, WTF" Lol. Jkjk.
     -Banhzaii
 
     I saw him today, before class started! Lol. Let's call him sheepskin. Iono why, just something random that pops into my mind. So I texted Wilson and I was like "OMGOMGOMG!" and he's like, "Dude your head over heels for him". No Wilson, I'm not head over heels for him. I don't even like him, I don't even know him! I just really admire him.
     Trig was good today. I kinda talked to him. I asked him what color does red and green make, which is brown. Lol! I'm slowly getting to talk to him... right? Lol. I just want to be friends, STICTLY friends. The END.
     I had my PCI final today. Dun, Dun, Dun... We made an Almond Sponge Cake and 6 Tartlets. I aced it! Yay! My buttercream was a little off color, but it's alright. I did good. I brought my music today. Lol. We also made our dough for the croissants. Yum yum! I think it'll be done on Monday? Probably. Oh! After class, I hurried and changed and I was walking towards the elevator/stairs. I was gonna take the stairs, but Chef Sam held the elevator door open for me, and guess who was in it! LOL. Oh chess, the short cute guy. He's very shy, but he has a nice car. I love the color blue! Lol. Next time I'll talk to him... Forsure. When it's just me and him and when we're not in an elevator full of other girls and Chef Sam.
     After PCI, I headed to Allyson's house. I gave her the gift! She's my special somebody of the day! Yay! I hope you loved the TOFU! And the fruit tarts and cake. I think the cake tastes okay in general. But yea. We got to talk for a bit, and then Kim called asking me if I wanted to go to SJSU with her.
     At SJSU, Kim wanted to loook for an art consultant for her project so we went to the art building. It's AMAZING! I love it! Cute guys everywhere too! Lol. The people there are really nice. Kim got some of her answers and stuff. We then went to karate and chilled there for a bit. I took some pics of the SJSU thing by the way. I'll post them up when I'm NOT busy... But yea, I gotta study for French and finish HW. Bleh...
     -Banhzaii
 
     Alan spent the WHOLE day with me. Hecka crazy! He went to De Anza with me, sat in my French and Trig class and we chilled at the park.
     After De Anza, I drove us to PCI but we got there hella early so we started to stall. Lol. But yea, I got him all fitted, got changed and headed off to class. I think Alan had fun, we made Bacon and Chive scones and cranberry walnut muffins. Since I didn't like bacon, on a third of the dough, I put in parmesean cheese instead. I personally think it tastes hecka good! I haven't tried my muffins yet, but I tried chef's. I think it tastes okay. The cranberries are very sour though...
     After PCI, we dropped off some goodies at karate and went to the football game. It was pretty fun. The band wasn't THAT bad. Jen and Allyson are such cuties! LOL. Kim met up with me and we said hi to a bunch of people. After halftime, Kim and I went back to her house and talked. So relaxing.
     Now I'm watching the Office. Hecka funny. But I'm super tired so GOOD NIGHT!
     -Banhzaii
 
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     That was one of the funnest. I picked up Allyson and Axell around 1:30 PM and we went to Nob Hill to buy more food for the beach. We bought some ingredients for the wraps, some drinks, and chips. We then headed out to Jen's house. All I'll say is that we FAIL at kidnapping. Lol. We somehow made it into Jen's house. Sorry Jen, only certified ninjas are allowed to know how we got in. Anyways, Jen was sleeping when we came and we swept her away.
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     I drove all the way to Sunset Beach for her birthday. It was really nice. Super foggy and empty. It was just like the beach was only ours for the day. The sand is really nice and the water was very cold. We ate some wraps and then us ladies went into the water. Jen and I got fully soaked while Allyson looked like she peed her pants. Lol. Axell didn't want to go in because he didn't want to get sick. You party pooper. We were joking around with jellyfish and Axell. If we got stung by a jellyfish we would tell Axell to pee on us. LOL. He's the only one that can actually aim... ANYWAYS. Us ladies went out for a walk and everything. It was really nice and peaceful. There were a camp of seagulls and Jen ran through them. I was scared that they were gonna poo on us! We then joined back with Axell. We just chilled and talked, it was nice and enjoyable.
     Then, around 6, we packed up everything and headed back to the car because we wanted to warm ourselves up and eat some ice cream. When we got back to the car, my car remote ran out of bateries so I couldn't open the car. FAIL! The alarm kept going off because I opened it manually. Ughh. I couldn't start the car either. I had to call my dad and he told me to press this button where the foot pedal was and turn the car on. Somehow, it worked. But I couldn't turn my car off. Bleh. So yea, we just drove back home and there was hecka traffic! Axell had to go home so we made a quick stop at Savemart. Jen went in and bought some ice cream while we stayed in the car and left it running. Then I took Axell home. I stopped by home first so I could get a new remote for my car and shorts for Allyson. Then I took Allyson home because it was 8:30 PM.
     At Jen's house, her family "surprised" her with a nice chocolate mousse cake. It was pretty good. Then we had some pizza and Jen opened my gift. I got her a giraffe and I made her a scrapbook a.k.a my "project". Lol. I got to cake her. WOOT! Ahh... What a fun day. Lol.
     When I got home, I immediately took a shower and collected all of the sand in a bottle. Then I went downstairs to watch tv, but then I forgot to do TRIG homework! So I stayed up till 12:30 doing it. I kept texting Marvin for help. Dude, our teacher doesn't teach us shit...
     Now I'm here alone in the library. There's a couple making out right next to me... ANYWAYS. I saw Adam again today! Lol. I should say Hi to him next time...
   -Banhzaii
 
     Haha, you know it Wilson! LOL. First day of school. DUN DUN DUN.... I woke up at 6:30 AM. I'm so thankful my alarm went off twice because I would have definately over slept and that would be the end for me...
     Traffic was TERRIBLE this morning. Good thing I left more than an hour early. I was so tired this morning though, I didn't even sing in the car! That's how tired I was. LOL. Anyways, when I got to school, parking wasn't that bad. I parked at a good distance and I walked to school. I quickly found my first class, French. But I couldn't find my second class, Trigonometry. I eventually gave up and sat at a bench not too far from French class. I then texted Darren, who ended up calling me back. He, unfortunatley, didn't get into his class because his teacher is a PRICK. He, instead, helped me find my Trig class. Then it was time for French and I left as he wandered aimlessly around school.
     My french teacher is awesome. I'd be mad if I didn't get an A in this class. This is basically french one all over again.
     Trig is alright. I'm still on waitlist so I really hope I make it in the class. I forgot to stay after to get my add code so I'm kinda screwed right now. I really hope my teacher lets me in or else I'd have only 1 class... Ughh...
     After, I went to the library, met up with Vince, Alex and Darren. Then Sherwin and Janella joined us. Then Kevin. And then Clare. LOL. PARTAY! We eventually left because I was craving a chocolate muffin. We all went to the cafe, minus Sherwin and Clare, and I bought myself a muffin. Then Kevin left. We then went to the book store where Alex and Darren went in. Vince, Janella and I just waited outside....blah blah... We went to Quicklys, chilled, went back on campus, chilled. We saw a lot of people! Like Marvin, Camacho, Kavin, etc. OH! And ARMONDO! LMAO. Yea that's right ladies! Armondo goes to De Anza! Hehe... I think he's ok honestly though. Anyways. At 1:30, It was time for Darren, Alex and Vince to go to class, so I headed off too.
     As I was entering the freeway, I decided to try and look for PCI. It's a really short drive from De Anza to PCI. I think I'll do fine. I then went to Wal Mart and bought contacts and fabric. Then I went home. Now I need to buy more school supplies at Staples later. Bleh, I have hw. Pray for me to get into TRIG!
     Oh, one last thing. To Allyson: You're probably reading this right now. I just want you to know that I love and care for you. If you ever need anything I'm here by your side. The reason why I started a completely new blog space was because my old wordpress was filled with stupid middle school / high school drama. That was my past, and this is my present. I don't believe in deleting your blogs or throwing away your old journals because that is what makes you who you are. I like reading back on them and getting a good laugh, or possibly even a cry. I learn from my past, no matter how stupid I was or how fucked up it is. There is nothing wrong with starting a new beginning, so go for it. I love you! Don't ever forget that. I can't wait for the weekends!
     -Banhzaii
 
     It was a quiet peaceful morning. I did the usual on Sunday mornings; eat pho with my family. We had a party at night so I expected my day to be filled with cleaning, cleaning, and of course, more cleaning. As I was cleaning I got a random phone text from Jen. She wanted to hang out today! I immediately agreed but then, what were we going to do? I didn't want to spend any money so we had to be creative. Jen had practice from 1 to 3, so between that time, I decided to longboard over to Wilson's house. He kept me captive for about 10 minutes and fed me homemade fruit sorbet. After I escaped, I longboarded back home and cleaned for the remeinder of the time I had left.
     Then... at 3, I got a phone call from Jen. She was in trouble! She had no ride to my house, so I went and picked her up at Southbay. We went to my cousin's house to pick up parcels for my mom. I dropped it off at home and that was when our adventure started.
      We agreed to go to the top level of the parking structure. Since there was a slope, we long boarded down there for a little. The patrollers were roaming around so we decided to call it quits after a few rounds. I didn't want to keep my car up there so it could get raped, so I drove it down and parked next to a nice yellow sports car. If they decided to break into any car, it would be that yellow car. Jen and I went inside the mall and immediately walked to Daiso. That store is just oh so cute. Jen found these Zodiac Animal juggling bags and started to sort them out and find all the animals. I took a picture with the ram while she took a picture with the monkey. She's such a monkey...
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     After Daiso, we walked around the mall and we found KOHLS. (Happy Kenny?) Jen had this genius idea to find bras that wont fit us and take pictures with them. I got this massive bra in leopard print while she got a tiny bra in zebra print. Fun times with bras is all I can tell you.
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     After Kohls, we were about to call it day until I reminded her why we went to the mall in the first place... to take pictures with mannequins! We walked around and found some nice mannequins and started taking pictures with them. People were looking at us and laughing. It's totally worth it. We went to Forever 21, Love Culture, and another store.
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     After our mission was complete, we were about to call it quits AGAIN, but then... We saw Victoria's Secret. We absolutely HAD to get pictures with those mannequins! I made a new best friend! I noticed that, as I was taking pictures with the mannequin, these guys were watching us... CREEPER! Jen and I darted out of there immediately.
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     We also found a Japanese Photo booth! We definitely had to take pictures in there! We didn't have to think twice. We paid the $8 and went in. It was so much fun. There were monkey bars so we could climb all over it and everything! I'll have to upload those pics later. It's the best! We finally called it quits and headed back home. Jen wanted to visit Frank so we had this genuis idea where I drive my parent's beamer and dress up like a gangster. Then Jen and Kevin will shove Frank into my car and we drive away. So I went home, got the keys to the beamer and went to Frank's house.
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     I have to admit, that plan failed miserably. After our fail plan, the 4 of us just chilled in front of Frank's house. We talked and stuff and Jen and I had to go back home to eat dinner. Dinner was delicious! Yum for steak! Jen was salivating over all of the food. Lol! But yea. Salmon tastes so good! Jen liked it so much that my mom let her take some food home. LOL! After dinner, Jen and I headed out back to Frank's house. We were GOING to take him to Allyson's house but he didn't want to. Jen got fed up and we just left. We weren't going to let this ruin our day. Instead, we went and randomly picked up Axell and went to Allyson's house. We chilled around for a bit, went inside, and when it started pouring, we went back outside. We started dancing around and everything. It was so much fun! Axell didn't want to get wet so I gave him my umbrella to hold. He was our photographer of the day. I cracked the window in my car and started to blast music. Dancing in the rain and rocking out to music is the best shit in the world. Especially when you spend it with people like Jen, Allyson and Axell.

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     That night was so much fun! It was still pouring when I drove Jen home. I'm glad Axell stayed with me. Thank you! It was really pouring and I had trouble seeing. But Axell helped me through it. I wouldn't've asked for a different night. It was just so much fun! Sorry I got your jacket wet Wilson! I'll wash it! I promise!
     -Banhzaii

    This is the video Jen! It's hecka cute isn't it?
 
     Wow... Just wow. First, Allyson can't go to Verde today because she already made plans. It's alright though, I'm not mad at that. I always see her... a little too much I might say... LOL JK ALLYSON I LOVE YOU!
     My brother walked into my room and said, "I think mommy left me home." It was 9:30 too! LMAO. So I went to my mom and said, "Why'd you leave Michael home?" Here eyes got hecka big and she started saying, "OMG OMG OMG" LOL it was funny. She was freaking out. Stupid Michael, he was sleeping the whole time.
     Ok, so you know my friends from school right? June, Clare, Jessica Lim, and Kristine? So we were supposed to have lunch together today. Kristine can't make lunch because she has to take care of her sick mom, so thats reasonable. So we just planned that the 4 of us will go have lunch then have froyo with Kristine after. But then, June can't go out the whole day, but I don't know why. So we decide to just cancel. Ughh. I was so ready to have lunch too! We seriously never hang out. The only times were at SF twice, and a few luncheons. I seriously doubt that we'd still be friends in the future. It's a downer, but that's how I see it. Sad.
      -Banhzaii
 
     I woke up at 10 today and drove to De Anza with Donald at 11 to get our ID cards. He's so awkwardly silent! Bleh. So I went and got my ID and everything but Donald had to go and pay fees first so he left to do that. I look like I'm friken mi deng! Lol. So yea, Donald payed for his fees and everything and then took his photo ID and then we went home. I dropped him off at Nob Hill, went home, played comptuer till 2 and went to visit the band. When I got to school, Darren was ironically right behind me. Lol.
     Today was such a productive day because I got my ID card, I returned Jen's, Kirsten's and Wilson's jacket, Allyson's shirt and salami, and I gave Dee the "cheat sheet". At school, we just longboarded around and stuff. Kaldy got hella mad at people and lectured them because a lot of them were missing out on practices and stuff. Lame! Yea...
     After band, I went over to Frank's house and took him to Fremont to look for the longboarding shop. We couldn't find it and ended up driving around somewhere random and stuff. Then we went back to Milpitas, got some really good pizza and went to the hills to sit on a curb and enjoy the scenery while eating pizza. Then we went to Axell's house to get him to longboard but he couldn't so I just took Frank home and went home myself.
     I feel like I accomplished a lot today. Yay! I want to visit Eugene you guys! Let's do it! I can drive there if you want, until I get tired or until my leg starts to cramp up. Let's do it!
     -Banhzaii