I have had such an awesome and productive 4 day weekend. It saddens me that it's now ending. I have finals and exams all this week. I also have that gingerbread competition. Oiy. I think Amanda wants me to go to Vacaville with her this weekend. We'll have to see how this week is like. If it's good, then my momma might let me go. Hopefully I won't be busy!
     Monday: Trig quiz, work on gingerbread house (maybe)
     Tuesday: French Exam, Trig exam (?), Pizza Night
     Wednesday: French Oral exam (I'm going to fail!!), Gingerbread?
     Thursday: Nothing!!!
     Friday: Gingerbread competition day!!!!!!
Yup.. That's my week so far. I'm pretty sure that there will be tons to do.. Oh joy. I need to go back to doing homework though. Fun stuff right there. I also seriously need to jump on my oral exam. I'M GOING TO FAIL!
     -Banhzaii

What a Weirdo!!!

Darren: i thought your elike
Darren:
allergic to mcdonalds
Jessica: did you really?
Darren: no
Darren: i thought you were like
Darren: MCDONALDS PHOBIA
Darren: where you refeuse to step into one
Jessica: hahaha
Jessica: your so weird...
Darren: HEY
Darren: YOU KNOW WHAT
Darren: theres a reason why weve been friends for so long!
Darren: im weird and you tolerate it
Darren: :]
Jessica: haha
Jessica: yet you make fun of me and i sorta tolerate it!
Darren:
hells yeah
Darren: 5+ minutes of you searching through my house for something thats not in my house


YoMommaFat264314: hey ... you're hot. and you have no clue who this is
Wilson Cheah: block it....
Wilson Cheah: jessica!
Wilson Cheah: do it!
Wilson Cheah: dont let your curiousity get the best of you
BUTitsMEEjessica: im a good child
BUTitsMEEjessica: and i listened to you
Wilson Cheah: thats right
Wilson Cheah:
im yo daddy


Darren: tell him you have a dick
Wilson Cheah: i think darren just wants you to tell the truth
Why do I always attract the creepers???

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Aww yay! I'm currently teasing him now. He's going to attempt to make me "unmad" at him.
 
 
     I know it's Sunday, but let's pretend it's Saturday.
     I had to go to PCI for the gingerbread house competition practice at 7 AM. Not that many people were there. It was so empty! I literally felt like I was in Resident Evil or something! It was awesome.
     Amanda and I ended up just making more gingerbread dough. It takes a LONG time! Anyways, I took home a bunch of gingerbread dough and went to Lynn's house around 10 AM. I stayed there till 6 PM working on the project. It's so time consuming! I have to say though, the base looks awesome! I should've taken pictures. But anyways! We bought LED lights so now our house lights up! Super amazing! I hope this turns out really well.
     After Lynn's, I went to Amanda's place and we went to Valley Fair, had Pizza My Heart, and went to Santana Row. I introduced her to pearl drinks! Lol. It was super fun. I'm exhausted though! We also went to this small mall near her house. I bought new shoes and a small portable speaker from Ross! Lol. Ohchess! After, I drove her home and went home myself.
     When I got home, I showered and cleaned up the room a bit. Then I went to Darren's house to rockband with Kenny, Wilson and Darren. I miss playing rockband with these fools! I'm going to miss you Wilson!! It was a lot of fun though.
     I'm at home and yes, I'm talking to Blake. Lol. We're going to have a movie day "tomorrow". I'm so going to win this challenge. Buahaha.
     -Banhzaii
 
 
     I basically stayed home this whole day. I webcammed with Eugene for over 2 hours, I think 3. I was going to take a nap but I kept getting distracted. It's good that I didn't take a nap because I got so much done. I washed Clover, took out the trash, made dinner for my brothers, re-write PCI notes, update my music, do the laundry, etc. I'm super exhausted at the moment. Wilson invited me to go to tap X with them, but you know... I don't want to INTRUDE or anything. Instead, I'm going to head to bed as I talk to Blake and fall asleep.
     Is it wrong for me to talk to a guy that my friend likes? I say "talk" as in talking as friends. She IMed me today and said, "I heard you hung out with Blake yesterday" I'm not going to lie and say "No I didn't", I did tell her that we hung out though, strictly hanging out. I hope she doesn't think differently of me.
     -Banhzaii
 
 
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     This is my first official Black Friday shopping day. Wilson Picked me up around 7, along with Albert and we went to the Great Mall. We met up with Darren and had Chipotle's for breakfast. I got a free bowl! I don't know why though, the guy was like "It's on the house!" Lol. He's pretty cool, he gave us free chips and salsa. We stayed at Chipotle's for an hour. Alan also met up with us. It was nice. After, Alan and Darren went home to sleep so Wilson, Albert and I walked around the mall and went into the new Forever 21. It's HUGE! (that's what she said). I didn't buy anything though. It's alright, next time...
     We then went to Wal-Mart and then to Best Buys where Wilson bought an Itouch. I'm inspired to buy an Itouch now too! Mainly because it's cheapers AND you get a gift card along with it. Yay! Lol. I hope they still sell them because I want my sister to take me shopping, but she's sleeping now. Maybe I'll wake her up later or something.
     Anyways, my parents are going to go off partying/gambling. Maybe I'll clean the house again for their sake. My parents want to give me the beamer, but because it has leather seats, I'm iffy about it. I'd rather redo my room though, of course. I have so many plans for it, you don't understand.
     I am currently challanging Blake to something. I don't really know what it is, something with sarcasm. Now we're planning the punishment. LOL. Ok, our "prize" is going to be a date, Winner chooses where, Loser pays. I hope I win!!  Buahahahaha.
     -Banhzaii

Eugene comes home in 20 days!!!

 
 
     LOL @ Eugene. You're hecka funny. I'm happy for you. I truly am. I really hope that something good comes out of your relationship with her. If not, someone's gonna get a big ass beating, and I'm not talking about you... Lol.
     Today, I talked to Asher for a bit. I so want to show him that I'm upset, but I can't bring myself to do it. He's such a happy go lucky person with the dreamiest eyes ever. Every time I look at his face, I see sadness and I can't bring myself to be upset at him. It's truly unexplainable.
     I kinda agree with Jimmy now. You Win... Our teacher is sightly more awesome than our old teacher. Everything is 10 times more easier. Mainly because she does problems straight from the book.
     After class, I went to the library and did trig hw. Omg, be proud! After, I found Clare and we chilled for a bit. We walked around the whole campus. OMG! We walked next to my trig class and we saw Cecilia walking the other way. OMG! We waved to her of course. Lol. After, I just left to go to PCI.
     I feel so popular there. Lol! I'm friends with a lot of people. We just made cranberry bread, applegingerbread cake, and coconut haystacks. Yum! Class was pretty slow today. I got to walk out of class about a hundred times.
     After class, I was supposed to meet up with Asher to work on trig, but he had to hang out with his dad. The sucky thing was, I was heading towards his house, so I ended up making a little detour and taking the wrong freeway entrnce (101 North). First off, I took 101, I was supposed to take 237. And second, I took 101 North, going to SF. So I had to make a U turn and go south. Anyways, some bitch cut me off as I was merging and she flipped me off. I should've highbeamed her. Bitchass.. I was tailgating her though.
     It took me about an hour to get home. Longer than usual. I went home, dropped off some stuff, then went to mountain mike's for Pizza night. There were 9 people; Alex, Vince, Alan, David, Wilson, Darren, Elizabeth, Basil and I. We ordered 2 mountains, ate, chilled, loitered outside, played with the football, chilled some more, then ended up going to my house to chill some more. Long story short, everyone was gone by around 10.
     After they left, I talked to Jimmy Bui and he helped me with test corrections. I'm so glad he has so much patience with me. He's really helpful. Right now, I'm just talking to Blake. It's 12:23 AM... I need to sleep so I can go to school. Good night!
 
 
     I didn't really talk to Asher today. He kinda just left us after class. Wilson came with us to De Anza! YAY! I gace him a BIG FAT hug. Lol. We all went to Chipotles; Darren, Wilson, Donald, Alex, Vince, David, and David's friend. I just got chips, ate it, and left for school.
     I gave Jude my Goldfish. He was starving and was picking off all of the mussel from the morning culinary class and eating it. Class was fun. We made Banana Bread and Guelgoph. The banana bread tastes hella good! I love it! Lol. After class, Lynn and I stayed back for a bit to work on our gingerbread house. We didn't get much done. We just sheeted some dough and baked some. We baked it for too long so when we tried to cut it, it was already hard, but we got some pieces cut out of it. No biggie. I burned myself terribly today. I thought it was smart to melt white chocolate and try to carry the hot bowl with my bare hands back to my table. Let's just say the bowl fell to the ground after 2 seconds (but it didn't spill). Now my fingers are burnt.
     I was supposed to take karate today with Kim but I got home about 15 minutes before it began and I'm hella tired. Plus, I gotta do my laundry so badly, find my uniform, do hw and test corrections, rewrite more PCI notes and try not to think of Asher. Alright, I'm going to go pursue my goals.
     -Banhzaii

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     Even though it's technically 12 right now, I'm gonna blog as if it were yesterday.
     Today has been such a busy day for me. All I gotta say about De Anza is, I met up with Asher before school and he gave me his hw to copy and stuff. Then as I'm sitting in French, he texts me saying that someone stole his book, so he basically made me feel like shit. I was like OMG I'm Hella SORRY! After Trig, Jimmy, Asher and I went to Asher's first class to check if his book was in there and Low-and-behold, it was. I was like, "ASSHOLE!" Lol. Funny. Jimmy and I went to Pho Wagon and had some pretty delicious Pad Thai. Yum yum. I hella showed you up at eating Jimmy! Lol, jk.
    After I dropped off Jimmy, I went to Jeff's place and chilled for a bit. It's pretty nice and relaxing. We just chilled and talked and stuff. Then he drove me to PCI. We made whole wheat bread and baguettes. It was a hella relaxing day today. The culinary class made hella food so it was like a buffet there. I chilled with Jeff and Jude for a bit. I hella stole Jude's food and started eating it. LOL! Sarah Le came in today too! It was nice seeing her. I think she's auditing a class next wednesday. Anyways! Hella chill day.
     After class, I waited till Jeff was done and then we headed out to his car. OMG! Jude, Jeff and I were in the elevator and Jude was talking to his gf (Strike 2) and he was hella rude to her and stuff (strike 3!) I was like, "Total turn off". Whatever, I told you I didn't like him Wilson! LOL. He's still hella cool though, just pretty disrespectful. Anyways, Jeff dropped me off at my car and I decided to then go to Bed Bath and Beyond.
     I seriously didn't want to go home so I was wandering around there. I swear! I was like texting and walking around and looking at random stuff. Yea, I'm hella random. In the end, I decided to go to the Cambrian party, but Jeff called telling me to chill with him so I went to his place again. It was hella nice. We just talked for hours! Then his gf came. She seems like an angry person! LOL. It was cool though. After Jeff's I met up with the guys at the mall.
     They wanted to watch a movie apparently. It was Alex, Hieu, Perry, Alan and Darren. We just hella messed around and played tag and stuff. Hella fun. We just decided to go back to my place and watch a movie. We ended up watching Marley & Me. Hella sad! I was trying not to cry but I think a single tear escaped from my eyes. Anyways, I'm hecka exhausted right now. I'm going to go to sleep then go to PCI in the morning to help out with a Hobby Class. Then, Folsom! Whoo whoo! Lol, I didn't even ask my parents yet and I'm just going... Terrible. I just hella forgot about it. Anyways, NIGHT.
     -Banhzaii
 

Hmm.

11/05/2009

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     I feel a sense of emptiness when we don't talk anymore, whether it's a day or just a few minutes. Why do you have to be such a ladies man? You know just the right things to say and you know just the right things to do to make a girl smile or even go crazy. You're also very full of straight up kindness. I crave for every text message you send me (as weird as it may sound) because every text is always a happy one. You're such a positive and relaxed person that it makes me want to hang around you. Everybody needs that positive energy around them because it makes everybody a happier person. All I can say right now is Yellow Fever FTW! And, I hate you Wilson, I don't just admire him anymore.
    Anyways, I'm extremely exhausted right now. I find it funny on how Jimmy and I compete against each other to see who got the lowest score. (I know I did horribly). I give up on trig homework. No use in doing homework when my brain isn't functioning correctly. By the way. Almost 50 views yesterday. Ya ya! Haha. I'm such a loser. I wonder why you guys like reading my blogs. Probably because I constantly update them huh? I have no life. But I love to blog because I love to talk. I have a million things running through my head and if I don't get it out in time, I'll forget. The weekend is coming up! I'm so excited. Whoo! FOLSOM! Haha. Next week is Merced! Then Davis? Je ne sais pas. I think I'm driving up to Merced. Can't wait, I'm super excited! Alright, I'm hitting the hay now. Night loves!
     -Banhzaii
 
 
     I'm sorry, I talk about him too much. It's what I do though, I talk a lot. LOL.
BEAR WITH ME... please?
     I feel like I'm myself. I'm back to the old me. I used to be all quiet and what not the past few days/weeks. I was all shy and everything, but now I'm back to my old outgoing self. I feel like I've accomplished something. I learned that in order to get somewhere, you have to take action, you can't expect things to happen to you out of the blue. That's not how life works (as much as we want it to). I like making new friends. It's always fun to see them and wave to them at school or whenever you see them. That's the whole excitement of everything. I'm trying to not be like, "That person didn't look at me so I'm gonna pretend I don't see them" I want to be like "I haven't seen that person in ages! I'm gonna wave and say hi!" Lol. Weird but I'm trying to be a better person. Key word: Trying. I still have that mindset where I don't care about what other people think about me, but I care what I think about myself. Anyways, it's a long thinking process which I'll save for possibly another blog.
     Santana Row was fun. I went with Kim and no Patty. We just walked around and shopped for a bit. Then ate dinner at Chili's. My treat. It was great and I'm glad I went out. Too much stress. Good night.
     -Banhzaii