LOL @ Eugene. You're hecka funny. I'm happy for you. I truly am. I really hope that something good comes out of your relationship with her. If not, someone's gonna get a big ass beating, and I'm not talking about you... Lol.
Today, I talked to Asher for a bit. I so want to show him that I'm upset, but I can't bring myself to do it. He's such a happy go lucky person with the dreamiest eyes ever. Every time I look at his face, I see sadness and I can't bring myself to be upset at him. It's truly unexplainable.
I kinda agree with Jimmy now. You Win... Our teacher is sightly more awesome than our old teacher. Everything is 10 times more easier. Mainly because she does problems straight from the book.
After class, I went to the library and did trig hw. Omg, be proud! After, I found Clare and we chilled for a bit. We walked around the whole campus. OMG! We walked next to my trig class and we saw Cecilia walking the other way. OMG! We waved to her of course. Lol. After, I just left to go to PCI.
I feel so popular there. Lol! I'm friends with a lot of people. We just made cranberry bread, applegingerbread cake, and coconut haystacks. Yum! Class was pretty slow today. I got to walk out of class about a hundred times.
After class, I was supposed to meet up with Asher to work on trig, but he had to hang out with his dad. The sucky thing was, I was heading towards his house, so I ended up making a little detour and taking the wrong freeway entrnce (101 North). First off, I took 101, I was supposed to take 237. And second, I took 101 North, going to SF. So I had to make a U turn and go south. Anyways, some bitch cut me off as I was merging and she flipped me off. I should've highbeamed her. Bitchass.. I was tailgating her though.
It took me about an hour to get home. Longer than usual. I went home, dropped off some stuff, then went to mountain mike's for Pizza night. There were 9 people; Alex, Vince, Alan, David, Wilson, Darren, Elizabeth, Basil and I. We ordered 2 mountains, ate, chilled, loitered outside, played with the football, chilled some more, then ended up going to my house to chill some more. Long story short, everyone was gone by around 10.
After they left, I talked to Jimmy Bui and he helped me with test corrections. I'm so glad he has so much patience with me. He's really helpful. Right now, I'm just talking to Blake. It's 12:23 AM... I need to sleep so I can go to school. Good night!
I didn't really talk to Asher today. He kinda just left us after class. Wilson came with us to De Anza! YAY! I gace him a BIG FAT hug. Lol. We all went to Chipotles; Darren, Wilson, Donald, Alex, Vince, David, and David's friend. I just got chips, ate it, and left for school.
I gave Jude my Goldfish. He was starving and was picking off all of the mussel from the morning culinary class and eating it. Class was fun. We made Banana Bread and Guelgoph. The banana bread tastes hella good! I love it! Lol. After class, Lynn and I stayed back for a bit to work on our gingerbread house. We didn't get much done. We just sheeted some dough and baked some. We baked it for too long so when we tried to cut it, it was already hard, but we got some pieces cut out of it. No biggie. I burned myself terribly today. I thought it was smart to melt white chocolate and try to carry the hot bowl with my bare hands back to my table. Let's just say the bowl fell to the ground after 2 seconds (but it didn't spill). Now my fingers are burnt.
I was supposed to take karate today with Kim but I got home about 15 minutes before it began and I'm hella tired. Plus, I gotta do my laundry so badly, find my uniform, do hw and test corrections, rewrite more PCI notes and try not to think of Asher. Alright, I'm going to go pursue my goals.
I went to this school place that hosted a buddhist thing. I don't know how to explain it. It was just super boring. There were kung fu/wushu people. I was like, "I could easily take them on" I had my uniform in the car and everything too! All in all, it was boring. I hung out with Chen and Calvin.
After, I went to Blake's place. I bought chips. Geoffrey, Carlos, Kira, Amanda, and Blake were there. It was fun, we played rockband. Then Vlad came. He was really tired so he just left. I didn't expect him to return anyways. Asher was supposed to come! But he didn't... Blake made us dinner, Sky came home and we watched From Hell. Interesting movie. Carlos was texting me during the whole movie! Lol. He's such a cutie. He plays the guitar and his roomate is ALEC! After the movie, I had to leave so I took Carlos and Amanda home. Amanda and I got to go into Carlos' apartement and listen to him rock out on guitar. He played A Certain Romance - Artic Monkeys. I love Artic Monkeys! Haha. His one roomate was there, but Alec wasn't. Darn. After, I drove Amanda home and now I'm home. I'm so tired!
I really don't know what to expect from you. I don't want to be Tom Hansen as you are Summer Finn. I don't want us to be friends with benifits only for your enjoyment. I want us to either be together, or just to be friends, nothing in between. You say you don't like me nor want to be in a relationship with me, but how can you say that to my face as you're calling me cute names, hugging me from behind, picking me up, holding my hands, and holding me in your arms. I don't want to be lied to.
I didn't get to blog yesterday because I got home around 11 and slept around 12. I didn't even get to touch my macbook because my sister took it.
Yesterday, I had such a fun day! So I over slept till 7:30 AM and hecka rushed out of the house. I got to Alex's house around 7:45 AM and waited at his house for Darren till about 8 AM. Apparently Darren woke up at 7:55. So we didn't leave till 8:10 AM and got to school hella late. I missed a little of the French exam review. I took that stupid trig exam yesterday too. Fuck. I think I failed but Asher was like, "That shit is easy!" He's supposed to tutor me! That jerk. Hah. Anyways, I just hung out with the guys in the library. Then we all decided to go to Curry House so I drove a carful of people while David drove Donald. Haha. So when I got there, I ordered my food togo. It didn't some out in time so I just left and told the guys to drop it off at school.
PCI was alright. We just preped for our final. I also baked my croissants. We also made Breadsticks and wheat crackers. Yum! Lol. So during class, He was texting me asking me to watch a movie with him. But was like, "FUCK! I told Amanda and Kira that I'd hang with them" So I just told him that I wasn't sure. Long story short, Kira and Amanda waited for me at school, I had to call Him and tell him I couldn't watch the movie with him. So, Kira and Amanda followed me home where I dropped off my car and food and went with them back to Valleyfair where we went to Safeway and bought cookies, cupcakes, juice, ice cream and milk. Then we went to Kira's place and dropped it off. Then I called Him and told him that we're picking him up because he ended up not watching the movie. So we picked him up, went back to the apartement and watched Pathology. Carlos and Blake were there and Blake made us spaghetti. Yum! Lol.
I'm so glad the ladies forced me to get him to hang out with us. I had a good time spending time with him. Pathology was a hella good movie! Yum, Milo Ventimiglia! As we were about to leave, Sky comes home and tells Kira that her car is blocked off, so He called Vlad who came and chilled with us. Sky made them fried rice and Vlad drove me home around 11. Hella late... So I quickly showered and did all my french hw and slept.
So this morning, I toasted some croissants for Him. I hella winged that French exam. We had a sub for Trig. She's hella slow at teaching. I feel bad for her though. He wasn't there for class. I was pretty bummed out, but it's alright. After class, I went to the library and helped Tiffany with math, then we went to Tartinis and bought some crepes. Hecka good! Then I dropped Tiff at school and went to PCI.
I got there a little earlier so I hung out with everyone outside. Then I went and changed and got ready for my final. Let's just say I passed. Lol. I also made croissant dough. Yay, more croissants. I'm so glad breads section is over. That section was so boring! I'm excited for the next section. A lot more goodies are coming out.
My credit card bill came. I'm scared... Pizza night with the guys minus Alan. I'm hella full. Well... I gotta do hw and sort out my life because something just came up...
Man! I've done so much in 2 days. It's pretty crazy! Lol. Ok. quick recap on today and yesterday.
Yesterday at PCI, we made flower bread. Nothing really special. Oh, I went to Jeff's house before and we chilled for a bit. Then I drove to PCI. After school, I drove him home and I went to Mountain Mikes for Pizza night. I ordered 2 Mountains; Club Chicken and The Everest. Then I went home, dropped off food, went to karate, dropped off food, then went back to Mountain mikes and met up with the usual 4. Then we got seated and David, Joanne, Elizabeth, Alex and Jocelyn joined us. It was pretty fun. We chilled there for the longest time, then we decided to go to Marina's Grocery. I found some mochi and decided to buy some for Asher. We hella were walking around Marina's. Then we went to karate, and took some pics outside of Quizno's. I need to upload the pictures and the video Elizabeth took! Lol. Anyways, I went home after and started doing homework. Which was hella easy.
Today, I gave Asher the Mochi. He was about to eat them, but it all melted! POO! I was like WHAT THE! Lol. I'll just buy him more tomorrow. Anyways, Darren, David, Alex, Vince, Donald and I went out to Chipotle's for lunch. Mother! I gotta stop spending money! I had to cut my lunch short because I had to leave for PCI.
We just made Francese and Sourdough. Nothing really special. Sarah was supposed to audit my class but she got put into Chef Sam's class. BOO! Lol. Tomorrow, Serena and I are gonna come early to class so we can bake all of our friken puffed pastries! Lol. I'm ready for all the chocolate! Hehe.
So after class, I got a text from Amanda. She wanted to hang out. I finished all my homework so I was definately up for it. We stopped by Crystal's apartment and woke her up. Then us 3 went to Valley Fair. We just walked around and wandered into stores. Amanda bought a cupcake on the way out and she thinks she bit into a penut so I was like, "OMG!" And took her to Long's. She's deathly allergic to peanuts of everykind. It was bad. She got some medication though, and we all headed off to Chili's for dinner. Yum! It was really nice. They were telling me stories of themselves. MAN! I swear! They're lives are 10 times more interesting than mines. We stayed there for a hecka long time. Lol. There was a cute waiter and they were gonna whole whistle him, but they didn't. Haha. Good times though. After dinner, we headed back to Crystal's place. I got to play with her snake. It likes me! Haha. I got to hold it too. It's a tiny boa, hella cute. Oh! Amanda has the most amazing voice ever! I was mesmerized! It seriously is hella good! Lol. Anyways, I was waiting for Crystal's roomie, Blake, to come home so I could meet him, but he never showed up and I left around 9:30.
Now I'm here! I gotta do that stupid "Sometimes, Always, Never" question. Bleh. I seriously can't wait till tomorrow! Tomorrow's gonna be a good day, I can feel it. I really hope something comes up or else I'd be disappointed. The more I think of it now, I'll be disappointed, but probably not depressed or anything. If you're confused, you'll find out tomorrow, AND you'll find out about the GUY tomorrow. Maybe...
Even though it's technically 12 right now, I'm gonna blog as if it were yesterday.
Today has been such a busy day for me. All I gotta say about De Anza is, I met up with Asher before school and he gave me his hw to copy and stuff. Then as I'm sitting in French, he texts me saying that someone stole his book, so he basically made me feel like shit. I was like OMG I'm Hella SORRY! After Trig, Jimmy, Asher and I went to Asher's first class to check if his book was in there and Low-and-behold, it was. I was like, "ASSHOLE!" Lol. Funny. Jimmy and I went to Pho Wagon and had some pretty delicious Pad Thai. Yum yum. I hella showed you up at eating Jimmy! Lol, jk.
After I dropped off Jimmy, I went to Jeff's place and chilled for a bit. It's pretty nice and relaxing. We just chilled and talked and stuff. Then he drove me to PCI. We made whole wheat bread and baguettes. It was a hella relaxing day today. The culinary class made hella food so it was like a buffet there. I chilled with Jeff and Jude for a bit. I hella stole Jude's food and started eating it. LOL! Sarah Le came in today too! It was nice seeing her. I think she's auditing a class next wednesday. Anyways! Hella chill day.
After class, I waited till Jeff was done and then we headed out to his car. OMG! Jude, Jeff and I were in the elevator and Jude was talking to his gf (Strike 2) and he was hella rude to her and stuff (strike 3!) I was like, "Total turn off". Whatever, I told you I didn't like him Wilson! LOL. He's still hella cool though, just pretty disrespectful. Anyways, Jeff dropped me off at my car and I decided to then go to Bed Bath and Beyond.
I seriously didn't want to go home so I was wandering around there. I swear! I was like texting and walking around and looking at random stuff. Yea, I'm hella random. In the end, I decided to go to the Cambrian party, but Jeff called telling me to chill with him so I went to his place again. It was hella nice. We just talked for hours! Then his gf came. She seems like an angry person! LOL. It was cool though. After Jeff's I met up with the guys at the mall.
They wanted to watch a movie apparently. It was Alex, Hieu, Perry, Alan and Darren. We just hella messed around and played tag and stuff. Hella fun. We just decided to go back to my place and watch a movie. We ended up watching Marley & Me. Hella sad! I was trying not to cry but I think a single tear escaped from my eyes. Anyways, I'm hecka exhausted right now. I'm going to go to sleep then go to PCI in the morning to help out with a Hobby Class. Then, Folsom! Whoo whoo! Lol, I didn't even ask my parents yet and I'm just going... Terrible. I just hella forgot about it. Anyways, NIGHT.
I'm talking to Asher right now. He's trying to help me on trig but I'd say it's a lost cause...
I had lunch with Jeff today! We went to TGI Sushi. They hella hooked us up, but they were rude to us when hella people started coming. Jeff was treating me out so he only tipped them like 2 dollars. LOL.
PCI was hecktic today! It was our final. I got 100 though. Woot! I was so scared of my bear claws, but I guess it turned out fine. I just gotta work on the croissants. Friken Nancy brough a shitload of things for her presentation! Lol! I SHOULD do that, but it's too much work.. LOL. Maybe, maybe.
I dropped off a bunch of food at karate, stopped by Darren's house. Chilled with him and Alan, and now I'm at home where Asher is helping me on hw. Friken Jimmy is at the gym. Ugh.
Today was an extraordinary day. Trig was boring as usual, but after class, Jimmy, Jimmy, Asher and I went to the library for a little study group. We did the trig hw and kinda understood it. Dude! Asher is actually pretty smart! Only because he goes to tutoring though. Anyways, yea. They're all hella funny. Yum yum. I felt lucky to be in a locked room with 3 guys. Hehe. LOL jkjk. When Asher was leaving, he gave me hug. LOVE! Us 3 just left minutes after when we finished hw. I should've given them both hugs too! Darn. It's a happy hugging day!
I went to PCI a little later than usual today. I just chilled outside like usual but Jude wasn't there. Darn. So yea, class was fun. We made Brioche a Tete, Tropezienne, and Fruit Brioche. Lol. I put rum in my fruit Brioche, which I think tastes ehh.. The others, I havn't really tried yet. Today was my day to take out the trash! I'm hella glad I went out! So I went downstairs, and kinda peeked outside and I saw Jude and his friends all smoking and what not. So I take out the trash and I walk back in and so I wave at Jude and he comes with me into the elevator. LOL! He's hella funny and nice. But super sarcastic. He's a very comfortable person to talk to because he's hella chill and everything. So yea, I'm like wheeling this massive garbage thing around and we're talking and everything. It was nice. he's hella scared of Chef Alex. I told Chef Alex to scare him next time. Hehe. So yea, he was like "Bring us food!" So I was like Yeah! Sure! And I brought his class one of the Fruit breads without the rum. I don't think he was there, I dropped off food, saw Jeffrey and was like "Merry Christmas!" And left. LOL. I think I was blushing or something. Lynn, this adult in my class, was like, "Gosh Jessica, You're such a flirt!" Because I told her that I liked to take down the garbage because I made new friends. LOL.
We got out earlier today, but everyone was already gone by then. Darn. Oh wells, next time! I stopped by karate and gave Allan Dale and Mrs. Alino some of my "rum" bread (fruit brioche) and chilled for a while, then we left. It was nice. I hella want to go hang out with Kim and Patty right now. I hope they're not busy!
I hate trig. Good thing I sit next to Jimmy! Lol. After trig, Jimmy and Asher walked me to the library. Oh chess! What a lucky duck I am. Lol. Tiffany and I went to Starbucks and Tartini for lunchish. I just got a drink at Starbucks and she got a crepe from Tartini.
So, when I got to PCI, I immediately went to chill with the girls. Some other guys were there and we just talked and stuff, then I went upstairs to change, dropped off my stuff and went back down. Then... I saw him! We both smiled and said "hey". Then the worst thing in the world happened, he started to smoke. Bleh! So yea, I was just chilling there then I stood up and I was like, "BTW! I'm Jessica!" with a big smile and he immediately responded to "I'm Jude!" LOL. Oh chess. I got his name. Then his friend and I were talking and his friend was like "You have a really nice smile" and I'm like THANKS! And Jude was like "You stole my parking spot you noob!" And I was like "WTF, you're too slow! You gotta fight for what you want" and his friend was all backing me up and everything. LOL. Then he started smoking and I felt awkward so I slowly inched my way around. I didn't have anything else to say so I was playing with my phone and calling Patty and stuff. Then he left. I guess I'll hang with them tomorrow so it doesn't seem like I hate them or anything. He's a pretty cool/chill guy. I'm not gonna judge him.
We made a lot of breads today. All braided. I did a 3 braid, 4 braid, and even a 5 braid! Hells crazy right? 3 and 4 are both easy. The 5, I have to remind myself what I'm doing. I didn't see them for the rest of the day which is kinda upsetting, but it's alright. When I went down, I saw Jeffrey from FB! LOL. We were hella talking. It was nice. It was like we were friends to start with and stuff.
I dropped by karate and gave them a loaf of bread. KJN Ernie was there and he took a piece of my sugar bread. When I went home, Shelby called me 5 minutes later telling me that KJN Ernie DEMANDED more bread. LOL! Everyone was honestly shocked by what he said. Everyone says he eats really healthy and he's pretty picky. So having him want MORE of my food makes me feel happy. YAY! So I came back to karate, dropped off bread and chilled for a while. Then Kavin came and picked me up and we went to the theaters to watch Paranormal Activity.
I got motion sickness. It was really bad. I'm still pretty bleh right now. There were some scary parts but also hella funny parts. After the movies, Kavin took me back to the studio and Allan Dale was still there so we all just chilled. Brandon was there too and I rode on his longboard for a while. I miss longboarding, really. So yea we just chilled and stuff. Then I went home. Now I'm here, talking to the teeo Jimmy's in my trig class. It's late (12:34 AM) I'm gonna sleep soon.