Yesterday, it was pouring rain! De Anza had a black out so after 10:30 PM, they cancelled classes. I met up with Patty and we decided to go to her house. We ate some ramen and talked and stuff. It was nice on a rainy day.
     I also finished the Almond Cake. I personally think it taste alright, but other people think it's pretty good. IONO. Lol.
     We made Bavarian "ice cream". It tastes hecka good! Especially with caramel syrup and fruit puree. YUM! I went by karate today and gave them 5. I have so many! I need to get rid of them! LOL. It's like a frozen mousse thingy. I call it ice cream. Anyways, I gotta clean my room and re write my notes and stuff. Bye!
     -Banhzaii

     We made Almond Sponge Cake and Swiss Meringue Cream today. We also practiced piping with the meringue. It's hella hard! But I'm getting better. I'm getting the hang of it. PCI is fun like always which is good.
     I came to you as a friend seeking help and guidance. That's the only reason why I tell you things. I trust you enough to open up to you in my life. The most you could've ever done was tell me the truth. I wanted your output on things good or bad. That's what friends do for each other. Even though I ask for your opinion on things, doesn't mean I don't listen to it. I keep it in the back of my mind. It may take me 100 reminders to actually get me to act upon it but you have to be patient with me. And honestly, if you're tired of having to remind me, just tell me to STFU and stop talking about my issues to you. I seriously would stop. I just wish that when you had problems with me, you would've told me instead of treating me like shit. I was oblivious to everything and being disrespectful to me didn't help at all. I thought that we were better than that. I thought that we wouldn't have stupid pointless drama in our lives because... well.. it's stupid and pointless. But I guess I was wrong.
     -Banhzaii

     I'm seriously sick and tired of your bullshit. When you crack jokes once or twice it's funny. But after a couple hundreds, it just gets excessive and annoying. Can't you tell by my tone of voice that I'm sick of it? It doesn't take a rocket science to figure that out. I specially asked you too, "Why are you so mean to me?" But you carelessly ignored me. And seriously? Why ARE you so mean to me? I don't understand. I never did anything wrong to you for you to taunt me like you did. What are you trying to do? Prove yourself? Prove that you're more MANLY than I am? Prove that you're not "scared" of me? Then fine. Congrats. You WIN. I thought we were gonna be bffs, but fuck it. Honestly, Grow The FUCK Up.
     And YOU. You of all people. I thought we had our differences settled. I thought we were cool again. I thought we were finally at that point where I could tell you everything. But no. I don't know what I did to you either for you to just bluntly ignore me. Honestly, You're becoming the she devil. Yea her, the one that walks out of a room when a person she doesn't like is in it. You can't stand me THAT much that you have to leave? It's not even subtle. I could tell. If this is your way of "getting over me" then you suck at it. You shouldn't have to IGNORE someone to get over them. You don't have to be such a DICK about it. You too need to grow up. You should TALK about your problems instead of running away from them.
     This is why I don't like anyone at the moment. Guys are always so disappointing that I don't want to waste my time on them at the moment. Fuck you guys. I'm at the edge of the string deciding whether I should stay being friends with you guys, or just calling it quits. And I'm leaning more to calling it quits.
     -Banhzaii

     Obviously, the asian lady beat up the black lady. But who do you think is at fault? Can someone translate for me?
     -Banhzaii

    I'm gonna skip all the boring De anza stuff unless somthing interesting happens now.
     So on Thursday, Chef Stephanie was our chef. She's hella funny. I totally forgot my shoes at home! FML. I asked chef if i could wear my black and white flats but she was like "NOOOO you have to get your shoes or you cant take class" So I'm like CRAPP. And I call hella people. I called my mom but she couldnt bring it to me because she was at a funeral. Then I called a bunch of other people WHO DIDN'T PICKUP THEIR PHONES! Ugh... Anyways, yea. So I just told chef that I wanted to stay for the demo, then I'll run home and get my shoes and come back. So, It was like 2 hours before the demo. She just talked and lectured and stuff. Right after the demos, I immediately left to go home. There was TRAFFIC! FML. It took me almost 50 minutes to go to and from school. But when I got back, I immediately started on my Pate A Choux. I finished pretty fast I must admit. I need to practice my piping more though, forsure. We made Eclairs, Swan heads/bodies, Paris Brest, Profiterals, and Cream Puffs. Then we made pastry cream to fill the puffed pastries with. This was a 2 day thing. So that day, I didn't get to bring home any goodies. Tear. It was all good though. I worked pretty fast but also carefully.
     The next day, we were taught how to make 3 different pastry creme fillings and 1:1 ganauche. We did Creme Chantilly, Quick Bavarian and Pastry Creme (custard). Then, we just filled our Pate A Choux and learned how to assemble a Swan. It was fun. I also plated it and took pictures. After, we had extra time, so chef gave us a Pop Quiz on the metric system. It wasn't graded though, it was just to see if we knew our conversions and everything. I got 3 wrong out of 30. Yay?! Lol.
     After class, I was trying to call all of the karate people to see where Night of Integration was at. No one picked up their friken phones. It's so annoying! I hate it when people don't pick up their phones, you have a phone for a reason, so use it! Damn. Anyways, I went to USC and it was almost empty. So I was kinda like "WTF?" I didn't know where it was! But on the bright side, there was USC Soccer Practice, shirts Vs skins. Yum, abs... So yea, I decided to just go home then because no one was responding to my calls. When I got back on the freeway, I couldn't make it into the other lanes because it was all trafficy, so I was forced to take the next exit. FML. It took me to DTSJ. I got kinda lost, but I saw Chicken Coop, and then 7th street. I got really lost after that, I just ended up calling Darren who tried to help me, but didn't really. I somehow found my way to Falafel's Drive-In. From there, I found a way to get home. Yesh! Lol. Thanks anyways Darren. He tried his best. Then I called Kim and decided to go to her house to give her some goodies. I hate traffic. I took the exit to Kim's house, so I had to take the next exit, which was even worse! It took me forever to get to her house! But I finaly survived and made it.
     Kim and I just talked and had some of my goodies. Lol. It was really nice and relaxing. Then I was craving chips so we went out to Safeway and bought some chips. Yum. Then I got back to her house and stayed till 8:30 PM. I love Kim! Lol.
      At 8:30 PM, I then went to Darren's house because Alan was there. We just ate some of my goodies and watched TV. It was pretty nice and chill. Just sitting and watching TV. The Ghost Hunters show is hecka freaky! At 11:30 PM, I decided to go home because I was so exhausted.
     Now, I'm about ready to sleep. So good night! Plans for tomorrow:
-Clean and stuff
-Take Nicole to Ballet Class
-Black Belt Test?
-Band Competition @  Cupertino!!!
     -Banhzaii

     I forgot to blog about my day yesterday. That creeper was distracting me...
Anyways!
     I hate school. It's boring. Darren carpooled with me and right when we parked, Alex, Vince and Patty were there. Yay! Reunion much? Lol. We then went to the library as Alex and Vince went to get food and to class. So, I chilled in the library, reading my homework assignment for PCI. I was going to go to french class, but Patty and Darren somehow convinced me to just skip it. So instead, I stayed in the library doing homework. Then at 9:25 AM, I immediately left for trig. I hate trig, our teacher is ridiculous... Anyways. after, I went back to the library, did some trig homework, and just chilled with Darren, Patty, Alex, and Vince. Then, Kevin came out of nowhere. Then another Kevin came. Then David came. PARTAY! Lol. Jk. This random library lady scolded us for having "too much" people. We only had friken 5 at the time too. Anyways, Around 11:30 AM, I walked Patty to class and I left for PCI.
     PCI was fun that day. We cut our rapid puff pastry and made Palmiers, Pretels, Cinnamon Twists and Cheese straws. I say that the cheese straws are my favorite. We used parmesean cheese. My FAVORITE! Lol.
     After class, I went to the locker room again and saw the cute guy looking at me again. If he talks to me, I get 10 points! So, I got changed and everything and went home. When I got home, I decided to plate the things that I made today and take pictures of them. I need to be more professional with my plating so I can put them all into a nice portfolio. Then I went to karate and gave them some goodies. Good thing Shelby was in the office. I went there and chilled. Shelby ate some Palmiers (which is now her favorite) and a Cinnamon twist. Then Mariah and Patrick came in to eat some Palmiers (which they liked). Patrick proposed to me but I had to deny him. SORRY! I plan to marry a chef. Hopefully. Then OJ came in while us ladies were in the room (Shelby, Mariah and I). He went in, stood there, looked at the box and just stared. We were hecka giggling because I was trying to hide from OJ under Mariah's hair. Then he came and burst in. We were still giggling but we didn't say anything. After about 2 minutes of random silences + giggling he was just like "Oh, you guys are talking about me? OKAY" and he left. Whatever! I don't want to feed him stuff anyways. He makes me feel guilty so sometimes I HAVE to give it to him... Anyways, Allan Dale came in later and ate the last Palmiers. I left some extra pastries for the staff and I then I headed off to Darren's house. Alan was there. We had some cinnamon sticks and looked at Darren's China pictures. Then we watched some random videos. Then I left while the guys went to Costco.
     Not much when I got home, just did homework and slept early, around 11 PM. I need to sleep earlier!
     -Banhzaii

    Yet another creeper to add to my list. I was on Myspace minding my own business when I got a random Myspace IM. It was from this dude who I don't even know. I think I added him unintentionally. Anyways, it was a nice friendly chat for the first IM (literally) but then he started getting personal. These are the things I told him about me:
- I go to SJSU
- I like reading SCI FI
- I hate movies
- My BF is an overly protective jealous body builder
- I'm so definate that I'm gonna be marrying my "bf"
- I love heavy metal (Korn, System of a down.. etc)
- I take 4 classes at SJ
     Anyways, after a while of all my bs, he asked me to "hang out" with him. I was like, "Sorry my bf would kill you if he knew I was talking to you" but obviously he didn't buy it. He called me "fake" and a "lyer". Well. DUHH. I'm hella just saying random shit that pops into my head. But yea. He asked for my number and to hang out but I refused to. Anyways, I got tired of this fool so I just blocked him. Thanks to Albert though for helping me bullshit this creeper. I should've told him to Fuck Off huh? Darn.. Oh well.. Creeper. Go add him on Myspace and send him porn! Here is the fucking creeper:

     And here is his myspace link:

     Send him porn and hate mail! Please and thank you!
     -Banhzaii

     De Anza was boring. After class, I just chilled with Tiffany in the library. She kept talking to me as I was doing my hw... ANYWAYS. After I finished hw, I left pretty early and headed towards PCI.
     When I got there, I got changed and went to get my books and toolkit. The toolkit is HEAVY... kinda. It's heavy when your hands are all full of books and other stuff. So, I went to my class and 2 adult ladies were already there. Then the rest came in. We have a class of all Adult women except this one girl who I think might be my age. She's pretty quiet though so iono. I have too much hair. I had to redo my hat like a bajillion times! So frustrating...
    So my chef instructor is Chef Alex. He's lived in France for 12 years so he has this super heavy french accent. The good thing is that I can talk to him in french. Yay! Lol. Today, we just made the beginning of Rapid Puff Pastry and we made Shortbread cookies for the "Three Sisters" cookie. Which is where you take 2 cookies and spread jam in between them. You might also want to make a window in the top cookie so that you can see the color. It tastes hecka good! Yum! Lol. I like my class. We all work really well together as a team. Yea, it was just enjoyable overall.
     So after class, I had to go to the lockers to get my stuff, but I had way to many things to carry so I took 2 trips. So embarassing. On the second trip, I was kinda following this lady back to the locker, but then I was like, "Ughh I don't want to follow her like I'm a creeper, I'm gonna turn right at this corner." So I turn right, but then 2 steps laters I'm going the wrong way so I make a Uie and it looked hella funny. Then I "casually" look into the culinary arts class and I see this pretty cute guy looking at me. SO embarassing. The locker room was right in front of that class too! So when I got out, I just swiftly exited and didn't look into the class again... I'm such a dork...
     After PCI, I was going to go home, but then I decided to go to Karate to drop off some cookies. I'm obviously not going to finish it. When I got there, I originally didn't want to give OJ ANY. But then he "casually" went to the front desk to tell Shelby something. Then he looked in the box and started gasping so loud... Then I kinda HAD to give him some. FML. Oh well. After, I went to Darren's house and gave his family some cookies. Then Darren and I went to give Alan some cookies. We just stayed there and chilled. Then we decided to go to the mall. I had to take Darren to Nob Hill first so he could buy stuff for his mom. Then we went to the mall. We walked around, looked at stores, got hella job applications and bought Kernal POP. Then we went back to Darren's place and had some tacos/burritos. We were also watching the Hockey game. SJ SHARKS VS LA KINGS. Friken Sharks lost though! Ughh. My favorite hockey player is #44 - Mark Edouard Vlasic. Iono, he just reminds me of a pickle, that's why I like him. But friken Sharks! Hockey is basically the only sport I really like. I think I'm gonna be more of a hockey fan now. Definately.
     -Banhzaii

     Woah, Kevin (the guy from my dreams) walked by. LOL. I'm so proud of myself, I waved at him!
     I'm in the library right now. Bored. Good thing I have Grey's. I seriously think that I failed the Trig test. It was pretty confusing and hard...
     -Banhzaii

     So you know Allan Dale's girl friend? Let's just call her the she devil for today. I'm kinda ticked off about her. She expects too much from me and I barely even know her! First off, at KJN's party for Jen, she came along with Allan Dale (because it was their 4 months). I said HI to her but that was it. Instead of talking to her, I talked to my other friends. I didn't purposely ignore her. I just didn't have anything to say to her. Doesn't mean I don't like her. So this morning, Patty and I hung out for a little until my class started. She invited me to lunch with the she devil, Allan Dale and herself. She told me that the she devil had insisted on me to come along. So of course, I agreed. But then Patty was talking to her this morning and she was saying how she doesn't really want me to go anymore because I "ignored" her at the party. I honestly feel like I don't have any obligations to her. I don't HAVE to talk to her. Also, the fact that she is such a quiet person doesn't really help. This is a 2-way thing so if she's not going to spark a conversation with me, I won't be saying to her back in return. I don't know why she's making up stupid excuses like that. If she didn't want me to go in the first place, then she shouldn't have invited me. But whatever. She's just being hella stupid about it. I don't NEED to talk to her 24/7, I have other friends to talk to. If she wanted to "prove" herself to Allan Dale's friends, then she shouldn't be expecting me to do all the work. Bitch.
     Thank you Wilson and Kim for listening to my stupid rant. I'm just fed up with this girl. I gave her a chance and was nice to her to start with, but then she turned into an over protective bitch, so what else do I have to say to her?
     -Banhzaii