I went to this school place that hosted a buddhist thing. I don't know how to explain it. It was just super boring. There were kung fu/wushu people. I was like, "I could easily take them on" I had my uniform in the car and everything too! All in all, it was boring. I hung out with Chen and Calvin.
After, I went to Blake's place. I bought chips. Geoffrey, Carlos, Kira, Amanda, and Blake were there. It was fun, we played rockband. Then Vlad came. He was really tired so he just left. I didn't expect him to return anyways. Asher was supposed to come! But he didn't... Blake made us dinner, Sky came home and we watched From Hell. Interesting movie. Carlos was texting me during the whole movie! Lol. He's such a cutie. He plays the guitar and his roomate is ALEC! After the movie, I had to leave so I took Carlos and Amanda home. Amanda and I got to go into Carlos' apartement and listen to him rock out on guitar. He played A Certain Romance - Artic Monkeys. I love Artic Monkeys! Haha. His one roomate was there, but Alec wasn't. Darn. After, I drove Amanda home and now I'm home. I'm so tired!
I really don't know what to expect from you. I don't want to be Tom Hansen as you are Summer Finn. I don't want us to be friends with benifits only for your enjoyment. I want us to either be together, or just to be friends, nothing in between. You say you don't like me nor want to be in a relationship with me, but how can you say that to my face as you're calling me cute names, hugging me from behind, picking me up, holding my hands, and holding me in your arms. I don't want to be lied to.
Oh man, I love talking to Carlos. Even though I've only met him once, I feel like I can have the most randomest conversations with him ever. So Jen and Allyson came over today. We just talked and watched 500 Days of Summer. Then we made some cookies and went out to buy stuff for pizza. We came home and started making pizza. Omg. Hella big! We undercooked it though so now my tummy kinda feels funny. I won't get sick. Don't worry. We also watched The Number 23 at the same time. Hella trippy movie. Even though I've seen it already, it was nice to watch it again. After the movie, we just talked some more, cleaned up and then they both went home. Fun night with the ladies. I'm hella tired right now. All I want to do is to clean my room and shower. I really wish I had a guy to look forward to talking to. If only...
“ You can try to hide your feelings, but they won’t disappear just like that, and if they don’t go away, then there must be a reason why they’re t h e r e.”
I didn't get to blog yesterday because I got home around 11 and slept around 12. I didn't even get to touch my macbook because my sister took it.
Yesterday, I had such a fun day! So I over slept till 7:30 AM and hecka rushed out of the house. I got to Alex's house around 7:45 AM and waited at his house for Darren till about 8 AM. Apparently Darren woke up at 7:55. So we didn't leave till 8:10 AM and got to school hella late. I missed a little of the French exam review. I took that stupid trig exam yesterday too. Fuck. I think I failed but Asher was like, "That shit is easy!" He's supposed to tutor me! That jerk. Hah. Anyways, I just hung out with the guys in the library. Then we all decided to go to Curry House so I drove a carful of people while David drove Donald. Haha. So when I got there, I ordered my food togo. It didn't some out in time so I just left and told the guys to drop it off at school.
PCI was alright. We just preped for our final. I also baked my croissants. We also made Breadsticks and wheat crackers. Yum! Lol. So during class, He was texting me asking me to watch a movie with him. But was like, "FUCK! I told Amanda and Kira that I'd hang with them" So I just told him that I wasn't sure. Long story short, Kira and Amanda waited for me at school, I had to call Him and tell him I couldn't watch the movie with him. So, Kira and Amanda followed me home where I dropped off my car and food and went with them back to Valleyfair where we went to Safeway and bought cookies, cupcakes, juice, ice cream and milk. Then we went to Kira's place and dropped it off. Then I called Him and told him that we're picking him up because he ended up not watching the movie. So we picked him up, went back to the apartement and watched Pathology. Carlos and Blake were there and Blake made us spaghetti. Yum! Lol.
I'm so glad the ladies forced me to get him to hang out with us. I had a good time spending time with him. Pathology was a hella good movie! Yum, Milo Ventimiglia! As we were about to leave, Sky comes home and tells Kira that her car is blocked off, so He called Vlad who came and chilled with us. Sky made them fried rice and Vlad drove me home around 11. Hella late... So I quickly showered and did all my french hw and slept.
So this morning, I toasted some croissants for Him. I hella winged that French exam. We had a sub for Trig. She's hella slow at teaching. I feel bad for her though. He wasn't there for class. I was pretty bummed out, but it's alright. After class, I went to the library and helped Tiffany with math, then we went to Tartinis and bought some crepes. Hecka good! Then I dropped Tiff at school and went to PCI.
I got there a little earlier so I hung out with everyone outside. Then I went and changed and got ready for my final. Let's just say I passed. Lol. I also made croissant dough. Yay, more croissants. I'm so glad breads section is over. That section was so boring! I'm excited for the next section. A lot more goodies are coming out.
My credit card bill came. I'm scared... Pizza night with the guys minus Alan. I'm hella full. Well... I gotta do hw and sort out my life because something just came up...