I figure I shouldn't write about my whole day in my blogs, it's getting uninteresting... Unless something interesting happens then I'll talk about it. But something kinda interesting happened today; Kenny and Jenann came over. We baked red velvets. The first batch, SOMEONE added one extra teaspoon, it came out alright, I had to give that to OJ because he ordered some. Sorry OJ, I still hope your mom likes them. The second batch was pretty good. After we made cream cheese frosting. I think it tasted alright, we added food coloring and stuff to make it different colors. We made Purple! After that, we just chilled, watch Is She Really Dating Him? and saw all the douche bags on that show (especially douch jockey) and we played Scattergories. Then they both went home. It was a pretty fun day, yet hot.
     Today, my sister also waxed one leg and one armpit. It hurt. She used 2 different waxes, one was a hot wax and the other wasn't. But yea, it hurt. After painful waxing and 1 hairless leg/armpit later, Wilson and I went to Darren's to rockband till 12 AM. We went back to RB 1 and I played Bass/Guitar on Expert! I still suck, and I still die. Bleh. Singing IS so much easier, only if you knew the song though.
     Random thoughts in my head:
-I wonder if I'm still making that ice cream cake. I feel like I'm being too pushy, but that's because I still want to make it. But I'll be fine if I do. How are you supposed to have a cake, if you don't tell the cake maker all the info? Bleh.
-Yes guys, I'm totally talking about you guys. You guys are terribly annoying...
-I hope OJ's mom doesn't hate me for those cupcakes. I KNEW I should've made a new batch. Bad Jessica
-Clover needs a girlfriend. Anyone? Female Yorshire Terrier thats CUTE and possibly under $600? Anyone?
-When are you guys taking me to watch Harry Potter 6? I wish Kim was here to watch it with me! Nooo....
     -Banhzaii


I Caught Myself
Twilight Soundtrack


Down to you
You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

You got it, you got it
Some kind of magic
Hypnotic, hypnotic
You're leaving me breathless
I hate this, I hate this
You're not the one I believe in
With God as my witness

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you, of you

You're pushing and pulling me down to you
But I don't know what I want
No I don't know what I want

Don't know what I want
But I know it's not you
Keep pushing and pulling me down
But I know in my heart it's not you

Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought
Now when I caught myself, I had to stop myself
I'm saying something that I should have never thought of you
I knew, I know in my heart it's not you
I never know what I want, I want, I want
Oh no, I should have never thought
by Paramore
 

Hallelujah

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
Well, we could watch it fly and just keep looking up

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

And we've got time on our hands
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands

This time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah" (Hallelujah)
Hallelujah

by Paramore

     Today was an alright day. Not much happened. So I did the usual as always in the morning. Then I got ready at 11 AM to go to my meeting with Royce at 12 PM. I kinda early leaving the house to PCI so I drove a little slower, till I found out that I was getting later by the second, so I sped up more. I made it a little late but it doesn't actually matter does it? Anyways, as I arrived, I saw that one girl from my competition. I forgot her name, but she was from Ohio or something. Somewhere far. I found out later that today was their first day. I wish I could've spoken to her, but I didn't because I was in a rush to get to the meeting.
     The meeting went well, just signed/filled out papers. Royce told me that my dish cost 27 grand, if anyone asks, and that the students currently taking class are having the most difficulty with the sugar cage. More bonus points to me! Yay! So yea, I just signed everything and chose an orientation date. Exciting. I'm officially in! After PCI, I headed off to Target to do some shopping. OMG they have the first aid kit that I wanted! YEAYUH! I also bought a lot of $1 stuff like hand sanitizer, wet wipes, chap stick, and this new make up bag thingy. I also bought princess band-aids, cheap ipod speakers, and Scattergories! Yup. Exciting stuff. So anyways, after Target, I was planning to go to the picnic thing that Darren, Wilson, and I planned out, but then I decided not to go because I felt like I would be left out. Iono, I just felt like that. So I then decided not to go and I went home and slept.
     Work was alright. Some fun, a lot un fun. I taught Jaylene today, she's a pain but I want her to get better, that's why I'm making her rep out. I don't care if she gets frustrated and she hates doing it, that's the reason why she looks funky. She's not trying, she's lazy, and she thinks that I'm just gonna pass her the way she is. But I'm not. Anyways, she was rolling her eyes and stuff at me and I gave her a choice, I said, "I know you don't like doing this, but if your not gonna listen to me, we can just do conditioning for the rest of the class time. Do you want get better and work and listen to me? or do you just want conditioning?" She chose to work. No one likes conditioning. OJ came up to me at work today ordered some red velvets for his mom. He offered to pay me, but I didn't want the money. I enjoy doing stuff like this, that's why I want it to be my career one day, where I can rightfully charge people. I know I want the money, but I feel that it's wrong for me to take it. So yea, tomorrow I'm making red velvets with Kenny. Fun. Haha.
     It's like an itch that wont go away. You're just so annoying but I can't tell you, it's rude. No matter how much I want to tell you that you're bothersome I can't. I can't bring myself to tell you because you're a nice person; kind and caring. You make me laugh on the occasions and you listen to what I have to say. But honestly? Back off, please, I said please. I absolutely dislike nosy people. It's my pet peeve. I can't help but dislike it. But it doesn't mean I dislike you, don't get me wrong, I like you, you're a good friend. But yea. Back off. Please.
     -Banhzaii
 

     OMG, today was sweltering hot! Why.. I had to wake up at 7:30 AM for Monday Morning Meeting at WC Campbell. I got there really early so I just sat in my car listening to Paramore songs. Believe it or not, BUTTFACE was about 5 empty parking spots over. I didn't see him in his car because he was sleeping. But yea. I just chilled in my car and waited for it to be 9 AM and for Allan Dale to arrive. When him and Shelby pulled up right next to me at 9 AM, we headed off inside to begin the 1 hour workout following the meeting. I partnered up with KJN Tanika and we learned the clinch pattern and I taught her the MMA pattern. Yup. After that workout, we went into the XPT room and had the meeting. I learned a lot, but I don't know if I can contain any of it. Plus I don't think that most of it had to do with me. It was more of the head instructor/program director/school owner's job.

Twistaa
     After the MMM, I drove Patty, Daniel, and Daine home. We hung out for a little, then I took them all (including Bianca) back to my house. From there we baked a cake. I ran out of eggs so I had to go to the neighbors, I rang 2 house doors and no one opened the door, so I went across the street with Patty. We rang the door bell and accidentally woke up the guy. I felt so bad but we offered him a slice, but he didn't want any. Its alright I guess. So while the cake was baking, We played Twister and LIFE. Lol. It was hecka fun. We played two rounds of LIFE. Friken Patty made over a million both rounds because she was the technician and her

Tres Riche
sister's kept messing up the spinner. It was pretty funny. During the second game of LIFE, we filled the cooled cake with ice cream and put ice cream on the top of the cake, and froze it. Gosh, we have too many frozen food in the freezer, I had to take some things out to fit it in. So, we just completed our 2nd game and decided to go to Karate to visit. We stayed there longer than expected and talked to Shelby and Michelle. There wasn't enough time afterwards to go anywhere so I just took them back home and we just chilled for a little more. Then they all had to go home.
     After they left, I was so tired, so I ended up watching Grey's Anatomy. I need to find that missing DISC! Rawr. I'm almost coming up to that disc.  Today was really hot and warm. Bleh. While watching Grey's I got bored and started to eat cherries. I tried tieing the cherry stem with my tounge and I DID IT! It was hard and took me a long time. LOL.
     -Banhzaii

I'm a good kisser!

For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

So what'd you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay, well did you?
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away


by Paramore
 

     Today was an alright day. I woke up and started cleaning my room. Kinda. Its still cluttered, I'm trying to de-clutter it. But it's not working out so well for me. Gosh. So yea. I just "cleaned" and listened to Paramore this whole time. I'm trying to poison my head with Paramore so I'll know it by heart. I swear that almost off of their songs are identical. I was like Didn't I hear this already? But I didn't. Anyways yea. I went to my other cousin's house today for her birthday, yet another boring party. The only thing I had was Thai tea with pearls. Yum. I wish I stole some togo, it's my favorite drink! So yea, I drove my grandma, and brothers home. Then two hours later we have to go back for the ice cream cake. That's delicious. Then I became a taxi driver and drove my brothers and cousin to my other cousin's house and I drove yet another cousin home. Rawr. I better be allowed to go to the concerts! Oh I vaccumed my car today. It's so clean! And I bought a basket for my car. Yay! I'm gonna bribe my dad into letting me go to the concerts if he says no. I'll tell him that i'll wash and clean (interior and exterior) his car and my mom's car if he let's me go. If he says no, then I'll ask him to at least think about it. Then i'll also come in to his shop and help him out and stuff. Yup! I'm really hoping that he'd let me go! I'd be mad if they didn't. But anyways. I wonder what the guys (Kenny, Wilson, Darren) are doing. I think they wanted to hang out today? Iono.
     -Banhzaii


Emergency

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[To talk about it]
To talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[to talk about it]
To talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

Scars, they will not fade away

No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

by Paramore

"See, once in a while, once in a blue
moon, people will surprise you. And
once in a while, people may even take
 your breath away."
 
Grey's Anatomy
 
Yum
     So after I blogged yesterday, Wilson IMed me and him and Darren decided to kidnap me. Oh gosh. So I showered and Darren came to take me away... But  drove. We went to Wingstop, saw Wilson, and watched the news about the No Hitter for Giants. Then when Wilson left, Darren and I waited for our food then also left.
     As we were driving, we passed a car and Darren was like "OMG NISSAN GT-R" so I drove back around chucked my camera at him and kicked him out to take pictures. LOL jk, he wanted to take pictures. As he was about to take some stalker pics, the owner of

Nissan
the car walked out and Darren asked him if he could take pics and the owner was hecka chill about it. He even backed up the car and everything. Darren took so many pics but I think that only one came out really nice. That night blew Darren's mind. Lol.
    So we arrived back home turned on the sports news and ate our chicken. Good stuff. I kinda wanted more but I was so full after the meal, and I split it with Darren... Bleh. So yea, we just had a nice relaxing night and the guys left around 12 AM

Halo nerd
     So today, I had work. It was pretty easy and fun. Not bad I guess. After work, I went home watched Grey's and made friendship bracelets. Then I headed off to my cousin's house for his birthday party. It wasn't that fun so I left early and also took my Grandma home. Then Darren and Wilson decided to head over to my house. Wilson came first so we watched Grey's Season 3. Then Darren came and we just chilled for a little. They played Halo 3 as I was syncing my Ipod. YAY PARAMORE AND NO DOUBT! So after Halo 3, they got bored and we decided to play The Game of LIFE. We played 2 rounds. I got the crappy house the second time around but I also got a $100,000 salary card. YAY. First time, Darren won, second time I did. Poor Wilson, I seriously thought that he would've won second round but he got screwed over in the end when landing on all of those payment boxes. Lol. After LIFE, my family came home (around 11:30 PM) so we watched TV. We came across Mythbusters and they did an experiment on Popcorn so Darren started craving popcorn and I made some. Yum, satisfying. So the guys finally left at 12:30 AM or 1 AM I don't remember, around that time. Yup.
     -Banhzaii

 

     Today I was out of it, mostly because I was tired. So I do the usual as I wake up then do some laundry while watching Grey's season 4 and making friendship bracelets. I'm getting better at it! Then at 11:30 AM I decide to go to my dad's shop to help him out and stuff. Then when I finished, I picked up Jen, drove her brother to their Milpitas house, then headed over to Allyson's place. We got the windows done! We didn't do much there. Just windows and some closet. I also picked up Dee from Jen's house and we went to the Great Mall to collect more boxes. The boxes were larger this time so we were able to fit 3 large boxes in my car. So hazardous. Oh well. When we came back, more cleaning plus looking for Sapphire. I hope she didn't run away. So, I got home around 5 PM and started watching Grey's and making friendship bracelets. This season IS pretty boring. Then Hieu called me and wanted to come over but I didn't want company over. Sorry Hieu.

     You know, no matter how much you guys apologize, it still hurts that you said it, but I'm pretty much over it. I can't let comments like that affect me. I know that it was a joke to you guys and you probably didn't mean it, but you guys don't mean a lot of things, does that mean you don't mean it when you apologize? I guess it affected me so much because I'm not used to you guys making fun of me. Well like I said, I'm over it. I know this won't affect our friendship because we're such a tight group and we hold such a close bond. I can't stay mad at you guys forever. Sorry for making the night shitty.
     -Banhzaii


Wilson Yu: you're one of the funniest people ive ever met
Haha.. Thanks cousin...?

Mylifeisaverage.com
" Today, as I was biking home, I high fived all the tall weeds along the side of the road, pretending that I had just won the Tour de France and they were cheering fans. It made the bike ride seem more
exciting. MLIA "

Best Book Place Ever!

Half Priced Books

Half Priced Books

 

     Today I decided to bake some red velvet cupcakes. It turned out absolutely perfect! After I baked, I had to go to work early, but then I got to leave by 6 PM because KJN Tony came in and said we had too many workers. So yea after, I visted Allyson's and gave her some cupcakes then went to Darren's who came back from HK! He got me a really cool stamp from there and Salt&pepper Pringles. Lol. Yea. We played rockband and I left around 11:30 PM. I just stayed up till 1 making friendship bracelets.
     -Banhzaii


Allan Dale: favorite red velvet ive ever tasted
 
Wilson and Allyson
     So today, Kenny called to wake me up so we can go jogging. I did the usual then headed off to the track to jog. When I got there, Kenny was stalking me in his car! Creeper. Anyways, we were at the track for the longest time ever. We saw Hieu and Steven and Allyson, who came late. So we were sitting there and sitting there, till it was almost 10 AM and Wilson hadn't arrived yet. So then I decided to just continue running without him. So Kenny, Allyson and I both started running on our own. Allyson ran one lap. It's alright Allyson, your body isn't used to the physical fitness. Wait till Marching Band!
     Anyways, as I was running, I kept thinking OMG I HATE RUNNING my legs were sore and I was out of shape, but that didn't stop me. I kept reminding myself that I need to get back into shape. I can't stop because I never did stop to begin with.
     So, with that mindset, I made it to the finish line. Probably not as fast as I would hope, but I made it and I'm proud. I plan to run at least 3 days a week.

     Ok, I'm gonna skip some things.. uhh, Steven wrapped my tennis racket, I went to Jamba, saw Jen and the guys... Anyways.
     Allyson and I went to her house and ate and watched some of her asian drama, then Maggith and Perry came and we started to clean. I taught Allyson how to do the laundry. She has so many loads of clothes. Oh gosh, we got pretty far though, we cleaned out the bookshelf, cleaned more of her floor and under her bed and some of her closet. Allyson has so many books it's crazy. Allyson's mom sent us out to get boxes from groceries and stuff so we went all over the place to find boxes. We couldn't get any so we just went to Save Mart and got some, Safeway, and FedEx. We got so much that my car was filled! I was scared to drive back to her house because I couldn't see the back, but we made it back alive then headed out to Tapioca Express after dropping off our load. When we got back to her place, we started cleaning more, putting all the books in the boxes, we used 10 boxes. OMG. Then we finished cleaning most of her room. Her mom made us dinner so we stayed and ate dinner. SO YUMMY. I was full but I kept wanting more. It was addicting. We also watched more of her Drama. OMG I love the cousin, I wish I could marry him (from the drama). Allyson taught me how to make a friendship bracelet! Yay! I'm gonna make one for everyone now! Lol. I'll try to learn new patterns too when I get alot better. But yea.
     After Allyson's house, Perry and I went to Eugene's place and played more munchkin with Callum and Todd. That was basically my day. Not much when I got home. But yea. Byee.
     -Banhzaii

 

Wow.. Look what Daniel said...

          Daniel Nguyen: it's still hard for me to picture you angry
          Daniel Nguyen: my idea of you being angry right now would
                              be you singing at me
Haha, He is so wrong...

Jack's Mannequin

     My mom woke me up today around 8 AM to wait for the repair man to leave. I didn't even have to wake up, he left before she did. Wow. Anyways, I just downloaded music and stuff. Oh, I bought The Fray and Jack's Mannequin Concert tickets today! I'm gonna go with Kenny and Darren also!

The Fray
     At 10:30 AM I went to school, I had to drive back home to get Steven's jacket for him because he keeps telling me to give it back. So I finally did. I also went to school to give out Choco Chip Muffins. Yum. Jen and the guys seemed to really like it. So I hope it tastes really good. I wish it was fluffier. So I drove Wilson and Steven home today and ended up going home. I finished re burning Kenny's CD and decorating the CD and it's case and stuff. Hecka cute.
     Around 1 PM, I took a really long nap, I had nothing else to do. Then at 5 PM, I headed off to work. Work was easy and fun today. I gave some of my muffins to Allan Dale. Shelby went home sick today so Allan Dale let me hang with him just in case the phone rang. It only rang once surprisingly. It was a good day though, I only taught the adult class, Cosmo and Malcolm. We did sticks.
     I left work when black belt class started because I was going to go play Munchkin at his house but he didn't come home till late so I just chilled at Kenny's house. OMG he didn't pick up his phone so I was unsure of coming over. Jerk. So I went over to his house anyways and he was there! We went to his room, chatted a little, then made a list of things he needs for his dorm. I wish I could remodel his room but they might sell the house. So yea. Sad.
Munchkin
     Around 10 PM I picked up Hieu and headed off to Eugene's house. We met Perry and played Munchkin. Eugene's sister tried feeding us this spiked drink. She thought it was apple cider. LOL. It was 12% alcohol. Eugene and his sister seemed to really like it. So we played Munchkin till 11 PM then my mom called and we played Munchkin Warped Speed. I was winning but they all used their cards on me so then Perry ended up winning. Darn. It's alright though.
     Jen called me today, I guess I'm driving people to the campsite. Yay! Funness. I'll get gas money too! Anyways, I'm off now. I'm not sleepy but I'm gonna run a mile tomorrow morning. Fun.
     -Banhzaii


          Hieu: but yeah my mind is too complex for simple humans

Mylifeisaverage.com
" Today, while exiting the bathroom, I tried to turn the lights off three time before I realized it was sunlight. MLIA "
 

     So after I finished blogging yesterday, Hieu IMed me and wanted to hang out. We finally agreed on going to the park.

Picture
So we just chilled at the park for a little, then Eugene called and decided to come join us. I think we stayed there for about an hour or so, then we sat in Eugene's car for about half and hour then decided to go to Darren's house. So, we're sitting on Darren's driveway and we just talk some more, then we decide to go to Eugene's house to play Munchkin. It's a pretty confusing game, but I got used to it towards the end. Omg, I was hecka scared of Eugene's dog because I heard she bites, so when she came up to me, I guess I smelled like Clover, so we started sniffing me and sitting on me. Then she liked me. Lol. So after that game of Munchkin, I won, we decided to head home, so Eugene drove Hieu and I back to my house where Eugene brought his dog with us. She kept crawling on me! Oh

Clover and Precious
gosh. So when I got home, Eugene and Hieu decided to go inside, so we chilled inside while watching Malcolm in the Middle. Clover and Precious met for the first time. Lol. It was funny, Clover was sniffing her the whole time, but they didn't fight which was good. Clover kept freaking on her because she kept putting her paw on him or something. Weird dog. So yea, the guys left around 12 AM. Clover was crying when Precious left. Poor him. After, I talked to Kenny on the phone, then went to sleep.


No darren!
     I woke up at 6:30 AM today and got ready to head off to school at 8 AM. So I got ready really fast and decided to go back to sleep for about 20 more minutes. Then I went and picked up Kenny and we headed off to school.
     At school, Kenny and I waited for Wilson, then we ran a mile. I haven't ran in such a long time, I felt so out of shape. I was heavily breathing after that run, but I feel good, accomplished sorta. So we just chilled at the field for about 2 hours, we also saw Eugene running. After that, we went to the tennis courts and played a little bit of tennis with Hieu. I suck... So when Jen's class was over, Kenny and I went to visit her and the guys. We talked for a little bit, then left.
     So we went to the track chilled, saw Steven, then left to go to Jamba. Kenny bought me a Power Strawberry Surf Rider. Yum.

Picture
     So I went home, went grocery shopping for the Choco Chip Muffins and the Red Velvet cake that I'm about to make, right when I got home, Jen called me and asked if i was hanging with them today because I said that I will. So I met up with Jen and the guys at q-cup where we stayed for about an hour and a half. Then I took them all to Allyson's house where Jen and I stayed at to help Allyson clean her room. We made progress! It's a little cleaner now! Yay. I think I got sick from cleaning, her room was really dusty so I started getting allergies and now my nose is red and it hurts and I have a headache. Oh boy...
     So I baked the Choco chip muffins. Yum! I can't wait to give it to Jen and the Guys. I hope they love it. It's pretty good. I don't think I can help Allyson clean today because I have work, I might still be sick though, iono. But yea, I'm getting sleepy. Night
     -Banhzaii

The Monster
Before

          Kenny Ngo: TYLER SHIRAMIZU COUNTS
          Kenny Ngo: because
          Kenny Ngo: he always wanted to fuck you
          Kenny Ngo: so thats
          Kenny Ngo: 1
          Kenny Ngo: wowowow wrong window