Today was one of the shittiest day of this entire year. I felt alone and unwanted. I felt as though I couldn't talk to anyone about it. I cried to myself many times today. I just want to be able to talk to you, to hear your reassuring voice that everything is okay. I want to smile again.
I'm not going to lie, I really considered driving my car into a solid brick wall. That's how shitty my day was.