you could be such a jerk sometimes. 

You should know how it feels like to put in hella effort for a friendship to blossom, yet you always fail to disregard me. 

You come to me for your problems, and I help you out. I give you my point of view. I listen. I never judge you. And when you ask for my help and opinions, I tell you. I tell you what to do, or what you should do, yet you NEVER listen to me. Why do you even come to me in the first place?

I know I do hella shit for people; people who I truly care about. I thought that you would’ve realize how much effort I put into our friendship.. but I guess you’re just like the others. 

I’m sick and tired of doing shit for people who don’t reciprocate the same back in return. What’s the fkn point? You made me really question my beliefs on karma… 

Can you stop? Everytime I have an issue with you, you always drag it out the extreme. 

I simply pointed out that you talked about cars a little too much. Cars that you see everyday, stuff that weren't unique. I told you that I was bothered and annoyed by it. 

For the longest time, I kept my mouth shut. I knew how much cars meant to you and that it was your escape. I KNEW, so don't go off about how I don't know. Why do you think I keep encouraging you to fix up your car? Only to just put you down on it afterwards? No. I love the fact that you love cars, that you dream of fixing up your baby completely. Why do you think that I discourage you to NOT sell your supra? I love that car, and that car make you happy, so don't go to the extreme of selling it. 

You can't simply drop the topic of cars and erase it from your memories. Cars were what brought us together in the first place. 

Babe, I love you. You know I do. You also know that if I had an issue with you, I would tell you. If I didn't, it would bother me so much to the point where I wouldn't be able to bear it. I'd would rather tell you and have you know than to have you completely oblivious and hurt in the end. 

I'm sorry that I said it with a harsh tone. I didn't mean for it to sound that way. What I said, just came out of my mouth, without any thoughts.