Meh

I'm kind of sad.. hearing about this stuff. Well, it shouldn't concern me, but it still makes me feel blahh anyways. I dunno what to do.. I'm pacing my room back and forth, I'm getting a friggen anxiety attack. I want to go with you, in the off chance that you DO invite me. Which is doubtful. Why? B/c I was away for almost a week without seeing ma famille. I do hope you invite me though. I'd be sad if you didn't, but I would understand. 

I just.. I dunno. I just.. want to be... with you. That's all I'm asking for