Answer: I guess only time will tell...
I promise
to wait for you,
Unless you promise
to wait for me too.

i am not cinfusing! ≤3




Confuse me.

`Nuff Said
Today, was one of the most spontaneous day ever.
     Timmy came over around 7; meaning I had only 4 or so hours of sleep. It's so worth it though. At first, we were just chilling, he cleaned his car a bit but it was a failed attempt. Then he was like "Get in" so I did and he took me to Wal Mart to go shopping. Cute much? I was all in my pjs and everything walking around with him in Wal Mart. So effin random. He just bought windex for his car. After Walmart, he took me to his uncle's house and made me a milkshake. It was delicious! We hung out for a bit, then he took me back home.
      He said Hi to my mom, then we just chilled in my room. (When I mean chill, I mean talked and litterally CHILLED. We enjoyed each other's presence). Keep in mind that it was about 9 in the morning at this time. After he left, I cleaned my room for a bit, then CRASHED till 12.
      I had PHO with my family today. After that, we went to Pebble Beach to check out my Apartment. I met my room mate! Her name is Anna. The apartment is pretty nice too! I'm so excited. I can't believe that the moment is near. I can almost taste it!
     When we got home, I had a sudden urge to go shopping. I called up Sharon and I picked her up and went to Crossroads. I had so much to sell, but they only bought a few items. Oh wells! Better than nothing!
     We then went to Guitar Center where I bought a guitar strap ($45), a pic holder thingy, new injection molds, and a brand new set of strings. Sweet! I'm set for Pebble Beach now.
     Apres, we went to Ross so Sharon can get a Yoga mat. Then we went to Barns and Nobles where I bought the book "Eat this, not that", and to Yogurtland. They never have friken Dole Whip! Eff Yogurtland now! Ughh. FAIL.
     Apres, I took her home, helped her clean her room a bit, then took her to visit Timmy at little Ceasers. I bought him a soda! It was so embarassing! We hung around a bit, then left. I got a hug! Hehe.
     I just took Sharon home afterwards. Nothing else eventful happened that night. I just texted Timmy all day and night though.
     So we did end up going to the hills! All the guys came over, then around 1 or something, we headed off to the hills. Bob taught me some sign language! The night sky is so beautiful. An almost perfect way to end my birthday. I didn't get home till about 3! If only you were there to enjoy it with me...
     Cotillion practice! My last one! As of now of course. When I got home, I cleaned up a bit. When 1 hit, only Eugene and Timmy came. Then Chris Vu and Karen, but they left later. Cosmo also came! We got to play with his robot. Eventually, Alan, Wilson, Kim, and Darren arrived. Cosmo was giving photo tips to Alan, Darren and Timmy! Lol.
     Long story short, everyone else eventually came. At first, we just kinda sat around and chatted. Then we played apples to apples and mafia. At a point, all the guys went outside to play while I talked to Kim and Jenann.
     Thank you Kim, Darren, Jenann, Jennifer, Maggie, Shian, Sharon, Wilson, Alex Tu, Alex Nguyen, Akash, David, Perry, Hieu, Timmy, Kenny, Alan, Vince, Albert, Eugene and Calvin for all coming to my party! It wasn't as big as usual, but it was still fun.
      After cake, we all went outside and played hide and seek and sardines and cops/robber. We also sat and around and chilled for a bit. It was so fun! We were out till like 1 or 2 in the morning running around and playing in the dark.
     In one game of the sardines game, Alex Nguyen was hiding one street over, so we went on that street to look for him. We trolled the whole street, but couldn't find him. So Shian and I went back to the beginning to look for him. At one of the corner houses, there was a car parked on the sidewalk and there was a guy in the car watching us! So effin creepy! We hella ran out of there. We told the guys and they decided to call it off. Sardines is hecka fun though, kind of scary, but still fun. Oh! I met my neighbor! He's Shian's friend. His name is Alex Nguyen. Lol!
     After being creeped out, we then just went back to my place and played 2 rounds of mafia. I eventually kicked everyone out of my house by 3 though. So effin tired!
     Thanks again for coming guys! I had a fun time. You guys should just sleep over next time or something. Lol!
You're the highlight of my day. I haven't felt my heart skip a beat in the longest time. I don't know what to make of it though...
Wednesday: (6/23)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIMMY NGUYEN! My friend since birth! No lie!!!
      I woke up. Studied for Math/Poli. Ate TK Noodle with Timmy. Crashed at Darren's place. Went to School. Took Math final. Which sucked balls.
     I hung with Clarice and Parween for a bit afterwards. Then I went to la Bibliotheque to study for business as the 2 ladies left to Taco Bell.
     When It was time for our test, only Jonathan and Guilnor showed up. Nick went to do something, but he came back just in time! If we only had 3 people in our group, Nicky wouldn't have let up taken it! The girls were late though, by 7 problems, but Clarice quickly jumped into it.
     After the test, I got to talk to Richard (hehe) then Nicky talked to me about the TA thing. After that, he pulled Nick, Clarice and Parween and talked to them about how he didn't like our set up of the test and how we took it and stuff. We basically got into trouble and he wasn't sure if he should give us the points b/c some people really worked and knew their stuff while others just sat back. At first I was like "I dont need those points, oh well" but then I was like "OH SH*T, what if he takes the TA position away from me? I got pretty scared. To end it on a good note though, I got a hug from Richard!

Thursday (6/24)
     Woke up around 5:40. Went to Starbucks around 6:20. Got to school around 6:45. Took the test @ 7. Finished at 7:30. Went home. Walked Clover. Drove my brothers to school. Practiced guitar until one of my strings broke. I don't know how to change the string! Played Rockband. Ate Crepes with Timmy. Chilled at my place. Then Convinced Timmy to not go to class (hehe, such a bad influence).
     We ended up going to the movies and watching Toy Story 3 together in 3D. It's such an AWESOME MOVIE. I tried not to cry, I somewhat succeeded as a single tear let gravity pull it down across my cheeks.
    Apres, we decided to go walk around in the mall. I took him to Forever 21, where he was fascinated on how large it was! Then we went to Victoria's Secret. I was going to buy a bra, but I ended up not getting any. Then we went to Lids so he could buy another hat.
     After that, he drove us back to my place. We chilled a little more, then he went to work. After he left, I got ready for Cotillion practice.
     Practice is fun yet hard work. Ferly is such an awesome dance partner. Anyways, after practice, I visited the courts where the guys were playing bball, then I went to Nobhill, then home.
     I baked brownies and cupcakes till 11 something at night! Right when I was about to sleep, Darren and Alex Tu came over to wish me a happy birthday! So sweet!


It's my birthday! I believe it has been an official Year with Weebly too! I don't remember though.

Today was an alright day. I over slept. Went to pick up Clarice then Parween. Went to school. Dropped off my goodies. Starbucks run with Kevin! Went to school. Potluck for Nicky's class! OMG! I saw Alfonzo! We talked for a bit. I totally didn't know he went to De Anza. I'm so slow! haha. So yeaa.
     Will made me a clay rose for my birthday! It's so cute! It's blue and white, my favoriteee! He's so sweet! So yea, we had a potluck in class today. I didn't really eat anything, not hungry. Not much happened afterwards. OH! Donovan was asking me if I had a boyfriend. Lol! He thought I was with Kevin, but I'm not! Hahaha. Funnyfunny.
     So, I drove Parween and Clarice home and went home myself. I responded to all of my FB wall posts, then are Ban Xeo with Kevin. Yum!!! We then visited Timmy at work. We didn't stay for long though.
     Now I'm at home. Tired as hell. I think I'm gonna sleep, then clean the house or something. I think Darren said something about going to the hills tonight? Iono, we'll see.
     Everyday in class, Nicky always asks us "What's good in your life?" He makes us forget the negatives and revolve our world around something positive. I tend to forget the good stuff in my life when all this negative chi is around me. But all of this is messing up my mojo. So really, what's good in my life?

1. My family and friends, first and foremost. No explanation needed.
2. My Career. It's going on a slow and steady pace, but I'm ahead of the game!
3. The fact that De Anza is almost over, therefore I get to go to Pebble Beach!
4. I'm a 2nd degree black belt
5. I love to Bake
6. I love to play and listen to music
7. I have a dog.
8. I was raised up in an awesome stable family and household.
9. I was asked to TA for Nicky's class and lastly
10. I have a Droid.
     So going back to that Neo guy. Jenann texted me today telling me that her and Lisa went to Staples and saw him. Lisa thinks he's cute too! Lol!
     When I got home, Jenann and Lisa facebook stalked him. His name is Leo Woo and he's in a relationship. I checked out his fb and he dresses all gangster and everything. Gross! Haha. He's still cute though. Oh well, he's almost 30! So old...