Hallelujah

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
Well, we could watch it fly and just keep looking up

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

And we've got time on our hands
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands

This time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah" (Hallelujah)
Hallelujah

by Paramore

     Today was an alright day. Not much happened. So I did the usual as always in the morning. Then I got ready at 11 AM to go to my meeting with Royce at 12 PM. I kinda early leaving the house to PCI so I drove a little slower, till I found out that I was getting later by the second, so I sped up more. I made it a little late but it doesn't actually matter does it? Anyways, as I arrived, I saw that one girl from my competition. I forgot her name, but she was from Ohio or something. Somewhere far. I found out later that today was their first day. I wish I could've spoken to her, but I didn't because I was in a rush to get to the meeting.
     The meeting went well, just signed/filled out papers. Royce told me that my dish cost 27 grand, if anyone asks, and that the students currently taking class are having the most difficulty with the sugar cage. More bonus points to me! Yay! So yea, I just signed everything and chose an orientation date. Exciting. I'm officially in! After PCI, I headed off to Target to do some shopping. OMG they have the first aid kit that I wanted! YEAYUH! I also bought a lot of $1 stuff like hand sanitizer, wet wipes, chap stick, and this new make up bag thingy. I also bought princess band-aids, cheap ipod speakers, and Scattergories! Yup. Exciting stuff. So anyways, after Target, I was planning to go to the picnic thing that Darren, Wilson, and I planned out, but then I decided not to go because I felt like I would be left out. Iono, I just felt like that. So I then decided not to go and I went home and slept.
     Work was alright. Some fun, a lot un fun. I taught Jaylene today, she's a pain but I want her to get better, that's why I'm making her rep out. I don't care if she gets frustrated and she hates doing it, that's the reason why she looks funky. She's not trying, she's lazy, and she thinks that I'm just gonna pass her the way she is. But I'm not. Anyways, she was rolling her eyes and stuff at me and I gave her a choice, I said, "I know you don't like doing this, but if your not gonna listen to me, we can just do conditioning for the rest of the class time. Do you want get better and work and listen to me? or do you just want conditioning?" She chose to work. No one likes conditioning. OJ came up to me at work today ordered some red velvets for his mom. He offered to pay me, but I didn't want the money. I enjoy doing stuff like this, that's why I want it to be my career one day, where I can rightfully charge people. I know I want the money, but I feel that it's wrong for me to take it. So yea, tomorrow I'm making red velvets with Kenny. Fun. Haha.
     It's like an itch that wont go away. You're just so annoying but I can't tell you, it's rude. No matter how much I want to tell you that you're bothersome I can't. I can't bring myself to tell you because you're a nice person; kind and caring. You make me laugh on the occasions and you listen to what I have to say. But honestly? Back off, please, I said please. I absolutely dislike nosy people. It's my pet peeve. I can't help but dislike it. But it doesn't mean I dislike you, don't get me wrong, I like you, you're a good friend. But yea. Back off. Please.
     -Banhzaii
 

     Today was an alright day. I woke up and started cleaning my room. Kinda. Its still cluttered, I'm trying to de-clutter it. But it's not working out so well for me. Gosh. So yea. I just "cleaned" and listened to Paramore this whole time. I'm trying to poison my head with Paramore so I'll know it by heart. I swear that almost off of their songs are identical. I was like Didn't I hear this already? But I didn't. Anyways yea. I went to my other cousin's house today for her birthday, yet another boring party. The only thing I had was Thai tea with pearls. Yum. I wish I stole some togo, it's my favorite drink! So yea, I drove my grandma, and brothers home. Then two hours later we have to go back for the ice cream cake. That's delicious. Then I became a taxi driver and drove my brothers and cousin to my other cousin's house and I drove yet another cousin home. Rawr. I better be allowed to go to the concerts! Oh I vaccumed my car today. It's so clean! And I bought a basket for my car. Yay! I'm gonna bribe my dad into letting me go to the concerts if he says no. I'll tell him that i'll wash and clean (interior and exterior) his car and my mom's car if he let's me go. If he says no, then I'll ask him to at least think about it. Then i'll also come in to his shop and help him out and stuff. Yup! I'm really hoping that he'd let me go! I'd be mad if they didn't. But anyways. I wonder what the guys (Kenny, Wilson, Darren) are doing. I think they wanted to hang out today? Iono.
     -Banhzaii


Emergency

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[To talk about it]
To talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[to talk about it]
To talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

Scars, they will not fade away

No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

by Paramore

"See, once in a while, once in a blue
moon, people will surprise you. And
once in a while, people may even take
 your breath away."
 
Grey's Anatomy
 
Yum
     So after I blogged yesterday, Wilson IMed me and him and Darren decided to kidnap me. Oh gosh. So I showered and Darren came to take me away... But  drove. We went to Wingstop, saw Wilson, and watched the news about the No Hitter for Giants. Then when Wilson left, Darren and I waited for our food then also left.
     As we were driving, we passed a car and Darren was like "OMG NISSAN GT-R" so I drove back around chucked my camera at him and kicked him out to take pictures. LOL jk, he wanted to take pictures. As he was about to take some stalker pics, the owner of

Nissan
the car walked out and Darren asked him if he could take pics and the owner was hecka chill about it. He even backed up the car and everything. Darren took so many pics but I think that only one came out really nice. That night blew Darren's mind. Lol.
    So we arrived back home turned on the sports news and ate our chicken. Good stuff. I kinda wanted more but I was so full after the meal, and I split it with Darren... Bleh. So yea, we just had a nice relaxing night and the guys left around 12 AM

Halo nerd
     So today, I had work. It was pretty easy and fun. Not bad I guess. After work, I went home watched Grey's and made friendship bracelets. Then I headed off to my cousin's house for his birthday party. It wasn't that fun so I left early and also took my Grandma home. Then Darren and Wilson decided to head over to my house. Wilson came first so we watched Grey's Season 3. Then Darren came and we just chilled for a little. They played Halo 3 as I was syncing my Ipod. YAY PARAMORE AND NO DOUBT! So after Halo 3, they got bored and we decided to play The Game of LIFE. We played 2 rounds. I got the crappy house the second time around but I also got a $100,000 salary card. YAY. First time, Darren won, second time I did. Poor Wilson, I seriously thought that he would've won second round but he got screwed over in the end when landing on all of those payment boxes. Lol. After LIFE, my family came home (around 11:30 PM) so we watched TV. We came across Mythbusters and they did an experiment on Popcorn so Darren started craving popcorn and I made some. Yum, satisfying. So the guys finally left at 12:30 AM or 1 AM I don't remember, around that time. Yup.
     -Banhzaii

 

     Today I was out of it, mostly because I was tired. So I do the usual as I wake up then do some laundry while watching Grey's season 4 and making friendship bracelets. I'm getting better at it! Then at 11:30 AM I decide to go to my dad's shop to help him out and stuff. Then when I finished, I picked up Jen, drove her brother to their Milpitas house, then headed over to Allyson's place. We got the windows done! We didn't do much there. Just windows and some closet. I also picked up Dee from Jen's house and we went to the Great Mall to collect more boxes. The boxes were larger this time so we were able to fit 3 large boxes in my car. So hazardous. Oh well. When we came back, more cleaning plus looking for Sapphire. I hope she didn't run away. So, I got home around 5 PM and started watching Grey's and making friendship bracelets. This season IS pretty boring. Then Hieu called me and wanted to come over but I didn't want company over. Sorry Hieu.

     You know, no matter how much you guys apologize, it still hurts that you said it, but I'm pretty much over it. I can't let comments like that affect me. I know that it was a joke to you guys and you probably didn't mean it, but you guys don't mean a lot of things, does that mean you don't mean it when you apologize? I guess it affected me so much because I'm not used to you guys making fun of me. Well like I said, I'm over it. I know this won't affect our friendship because we're such a tight group and we hold such a close bond. I can't stay mad at you guys forever. Sorry for making the night shitty.
     -Banhzaii


Wilson Yu: you're one of the funniest people ive ever met
Haha.. Thanks cousin...?

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Wow.. Look what Daniel said...

          Daniel Nguyen: it's still hard for me to picture you angry
          Daniel Nguyen: my idea of you being angry right now would
                              be you singing at me
Haha, He is so wrong...

Jack's Mannequin

     My mom woke me up today around 8 AM to wait for the repair man to leave. I didn't even have to wake up, he left before she did. Wow. Anyways, I just downloaded music and stuff. Oh, I bought The Fray and Jack's Mannequin Concert tickets today! I'm gonna go with Kenny and Darren also!

The Fray
     At 10:30 AM I went to school, I had to drive back home to get Steven's jacket for him because he keeps telling me to give it back. So I finally did. I also went to school to give out Choco Chip Muffins. Yum. Jen and the guys seemed to really like it. So I hope it tastes really good. I wish it was fluffier. So I drove Wilson and Steven home today and ended up going home. I finished re burning Kenny's CD and decorating the CD and it's case and stuff. Hecka cute.
     Around 1 PM, I took a really long nap, I had nothing else to do. Then at 5 PM, I headed off to work. Work was easy and fun today. I gave some of my muffins to Allan Dale. Shelby went home sick today so Allan Dale let me hang with him just in case the phone rang. It only rang once surprisingly. It was a good day though, I only taught the adult class, Cosmo and Malcolm. We did sticks.
     I left work when black belt class started because I was going to go play Munchkin at his house but he didn't come home till late so I just chilled at Kenny's house. OMG he didn't pick up his phone so I was unsure of coming over. Jerk. So I went over to his house anyways and he was there! We went to his room, chatted a little, then made a list of things he needs for his dorm. I wish I could remodel his room but they might sell the house. So yea. Sad.
Munchkin
     Around 10 PM I picked up Hieu and headed off to Eugene's house. We met Perry and played Munchkin. Eugene's sister tried feeding us this spiked drink. She thought it was apple cider. LOL. It was 12% alcohol. Eugene and his sister seemed to really like it. So we played Munchkin till 11 PM then my mom called and we played Munchkin Warped Speed. I was winning but they all used their cards on me so then Perry ended up winning. Darn. It's alright though.
     Jen called me today, I guess I'm driving people to the campsite. Yay! Funness. I'll get gas money too! Anyways, I'm off now. I'm not sleepy but I'm gonna run a mile tomorrow morning. Fun.
     -Banhzaii


          Hieu: but yeah my mind is too complex for simple humans

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     "Jessica! Wake up and take care of the baby!" That was the first thing I heard at 8 in the morning as my mom was rushing to get my brother to summer school. My morning was filled with birthday wishes from my Facebook friends and Wilson, who came and visited me as I was still in my jammies enjoying an episode of Grey's Anatomy.
     The last thing I did as a minor was sharing a 3-way phone conversation with Kenny and Darren because Kenny and I wanted to keep Darren company as he waited to board his plane for China. They were the first ones to wish me a happy birthday.
     Anyways, as 10:25 AM came around, I jumped out of my moon chair, clicked the pause button on my DVD player, turned off the TV and got ready to head out and pick up Jen at school. I left the house at 10:30 AM. As I arrived at school, my timing was perfect as Jen and Kirsten came walking to the front parking lot.  After a few hugs and birthday wishes from Kirsten, we headed out to the Great Mall. Once we arrived, we were greeted by Kim, Patty, and Daniel. I spent the morning with them watching an action packed movie known as:

Transformers 2
It was a really good movie that kept you at the edge of your seat (well for Daniel and Jen it did). Here's the trailer:
The movie ended around 1:30 PM. We shared some laughs and conversed until Patty and Daniel went off to visit their uncle. Kim went to Borders and waited till we were finished because Jen and I went to the Great Mall to search for a Vans shoe store so I could pick up my Warped Tour ticket. We walked through the entire mall until we reached it, but once we got there, the cashier told us to head off to the info table just a few feet down and they will provide the service for me there. In my head I was just thinking Wow... But it's alright because I think we burned off all the calories from the pop corn and candy. So at the info table, it took them about another 10 minutes until I finally got my tickets.
     After I was finished, Jen, Kim and I headed over the BJ's for lunch. The service was slow but the food was delicious! I ordered a grilled chicken sandwich with potato wedges. Kim ordered a baked potato stuffed with broccoli and cheese. Jen ordered some type of pasta, I forgot what it was but it looked good. We also ordered Brochette bread as an appetizer. Yum. Everything was mouthwatering, until we got full. Then it was just too much. I also got a Pizookie that looks like this (It's not my picture by the way):
Pizookie
It's ice cream on top of a freshly baked cookie. Super filling, free and delicious. Yum. After BJ's, Kim went her separate ways while Jen and I took a stroll in New Park Mall to work off all that food. I was so bloated. Then I dropped Jen off and headed to work. Once I arrived at work, more birthday greetings, I was so exhausted that I could have fallen asleep on the floor right then and there. Allan Dale just told me to rearrange the belts and buy him a new drink. Sorry Allan Dale, I complain too much. It took me forever to get it in order, I wanted it to be a certain way. People think I have OCD or whatever, but I don't, I just like SOME things to be in order in life so it makes sense. So after that, I taught the little dragon class and the adult class then I took black belt class. We had a fun day today. We split up into teams and battled it out. We had competitions, played BKJN says, and played Gladiator. Then more birthday wishes and class was over.
     I just wanted to thank everyone who wished me a "Happy Birthday" especially to everybody on Facebook (40+ people?) I had to individually comment them back. Thank you everyone for the gifts. I LOVED them.
     Today was a fun, yet tiring, day. Tomorrow holds an interesting day for me. Then... Warped Tour with Jen! I'm so excited. And I just can't hide it!
     -Banhzaii

 

     Yay! Trampoline day! This morning was totally unproductive. I was supposed to go to my dad's shop to help out and stuff, but I had to stay home and baby sit. Oh well. Today, I just stayed home, wandered around the house and watched Grey's Anatomy Season 3.
     At around 2:30 PM, I headed off to Erin Pang's house for a fun-filled day of trampolining. There was, of course, a trampoline, rock band, computer, piano, and fooooood. YUM. It was pretty fun. Jen and I left for a little to head off to Nob Hill. She bought Arizona and I got some sex in a cup (Peach Sorbet). While we were walking back, Allyson and her mom drove up in a car next to us and we talked for a little bit. It was pretty funny. Her mom was like "I can't miss an opportunity like this!" Her mom's funny, but I think she thinks I'm a creeper. O gosh. Anyways... After Erin's party, we just wen our separate ways.
     At 7:00 PM Kenny, Wilson and I went to Darren's house to rock band one last time before Darren goes to China. I MISS DARREN ALREADY! Tear. Rockband was fun.
     I don't understand how much damage one person can do to so many lives. I seriously hope you get pulled over by a cop for ILLEGALLY driving people around when you don't have a license let alone a permit. Why would you put the lives of the ones you love in jeopardy no matter how small a distance you are going? Think about it, if you get pulled over, you have to pay a fine, your insurance goes up, you don't get to drive till your 18, and your dad will be in deep shit. Seriously, I KNOW your doing this to become "cool" but seriously? I've never known such a selfish person before. You DUMBASS.
     -Banhzaii

 
Mission Peak Panoramic
In the Middle of Nowhere
The Group
     Mission Peak. We started around 7 AM and ended at 10:41 AM. We're pretty slow. As I took my first two steps towards Mission Peak, I was thinking to myself OMG, What have I gotten myself into? It was a nice sunny, yet hot, morning. Before we reached the first bridge, I was already panting heavily. Oh gosh, I'm so out of shape. Every step I took, I was just wishing for it to be over, to be in bed, at home, sleeping. I kept wondering why I got dragged into this and If i was going to make it out alive; I'm deathly afraid of cows and falling. But the real reason lies within my friends. As I was struggling to continue on, my friends were there to help me along the way. I know that once college is over, I might not be as close to my best friends as I am now. I learned that I must cherish every moment with them because Wilson is going away to Cal Poly and Darren and Kenny are going to San Jose State. While with Kim, she still has her senior

Yeah!
year to go while I attend culinary school. I have learned to be happy with their company, no matter how perverted they can be. It just shows their unique personality. I know that these people, my best friends, will always save me. As we reached the top, the scene was amazing (as

always.) As we were hiking down, my feet started aching. Painful stuff.  This was a fun experience. I am glad that Wilson, although he slept in, planned this trip out. I have the best friends ever.
     After we finally reached the end, thank goodness, we decided to head off to Pacific Commons and have lunch. We went to Jamba Juice, Panera Bread, and Wendy's. After lunch, we went our separate ways and headed off home where I slept soundlessly for almost 4 hours.
     Anyways, today was a fun day. Too much sweat plus tanning do not go together. But all-in-all I'm glad that I hiked up Mission Peak. It's about time I went out and exercised.

     Haha, Patty is funny:
          Me: Thank you for calling West Coast Martial Arts, this is Jessica
                 how may I help you?
          Patty: Hey, It's CGN Patty from Cambrian. Did BKJN Allan Dale
                   leave for training already?
          Me: Yo Patty, Yes he did.
          Patty: Thank you M'am... Here's Danyelle
          Danyelle: Hello... Ok bye.

They're so random. Anyways, time for bed. I'm kinda hungry though so maybe I'll grab a bite to eat. Anyways. Good night! 2 More Days till I'm legal! YAY!
     -Banhzaii

     P.S. Check out my Mission Peak Pictures by clicking on any of the
           pictures above.