I have a french and Trig exam tomorrow! I'm thinking about skipping out on french since I've done so well on the previous test, this one will just be dropped. After school, Patty and I went over to Chipotle's for some lunch. Yum! Lol. We talked A LOT! Then I went to Quickly's to use the internet. After, I drove Patty to school. RIGHT when we stopped at the light right across from school, a cop in a motorcycle pulled up next to me and tapped my window. He told me that he was about to ticket me for not stopping for pedestrians. Oops! I totally did not see them. He was really nice though, I thanked him for telling me that and not ticketing me. What a cool cop.
After, I went to school and talked to the ladies for a bit. We made Biscotti and Basque cake today. It was pretty fun. I was seriously exhausted though. I only ate 2 of the cakes that the other BP Class made for me so I was kinda running on sugar. After class, I picked up Blake, Amanda and Kira and we went to Chili's for dinner. I need real food!
Our waiter was SUPER AWESOME! He's really funny and cool. He's a good waiter, not going to lie. Dinner was fun. I feel bad for Kira, I don't spend 1 on 1 time with her. It's kinda good that I don't because we usually just talk about HER and I'd have to pay for everything since she doesn't have money, but then again, I did meet her first before everyone else. She says she feels used, but honestly, I can't help making friends with her friends. Really.
After Chili's we spent almost an hour in Urban looking at random stuff and reading the books and everything. It was awesome. Blake bought this 2010 calendar "The things white people like" or something like that. It's funny because he was flipping through it and the first thing he fliped to was "Beards" LOL. He has a little thing growing there. Haha. I had a pretty fun time that night.
I went to karate, dropped off a bunch of Biscottis for the black belt class and took my brother home. I need to study for 2 exams tomorrow! Bleh.
I think I have a thing for Blake. I'm not really sure because I'm not sure what he feels about me. I honestly don't want to wear my heart on my sleeve and be hurt again. I told Amanda and she claims to be fine with it. I'd rather have my friendship with her than have some guy ruin it of course. I'm being completely honest with her too. What to do... What to do...In the words of Chef Alex, "We'll see." I guess time will just have to tell.
I woke up at 8:30 AM and immediately started cleaning. Around 9:45 ish, I asked my mom if I could go over to Blake's pad to watch movies. She said yes of course, unless I clean, which I did. I could read her mind. Buahaha.
So I get there around 10:10 and we decide to go out and eat some brunch (because I skipped breakfast). We walked to Santana Row, went to LB Steak and had brunch. It was pretty awesome! It was as if we had the whole restaurant to ourselves. I ordered waffels with berries while Blake got some french toast and bacon. The meal was basically on the house since Blake works there. Lol, his chef came out and gave us a 20 after Blake paid. So yea, on the house.
Then we walked around and ended up in Borders and Fantasia. I introduced him to pearl drinks also. He thinks that pearl drinks are weird, but he liked the thai tea with pearls. Then, we went back to his apartment and watched No Reservations and Beerfest. No Reservations
is a pretty good movie! It's about cooking and romance and everything. Go watch it! Beerfest
made me want to use the bathroom about 100 times! Not going to lie, super funny movie. About halfway through the movie, Kira come home so it was Kira, Blake and I.
After the 2 movies, I had about an hour to kill until I went home so Blake and I drove back to Santana Row to get some Pinkberry. Of course, the line was super long so we ended up going to Ben & Jerry's and getting some ice cream. I got Berry Berry Extraordinary while he got brownie cheesecake (?). It was nice, we sat on the table outside and chatted for a long while. Then I let him drive my car back to his place and I left to go home.
We got a Christmas tree! Yay! I love authentic trees with the smell of PINE! Yum! haha. My family is having dinner together. We have a small get-together with family friends. I'm actually starving!
"Pearl milk tea, also known as "boba milk tea", is traditionally made by adding boba balls (made from a mixture of Tapioca and carrageenan powder), large or small, to shaken milk black tea."
Blake, Kira and Amanda, who are all hanging out with each other, are also all texting me at the same time. LOL @ them! Haha. I must be an interesting person or something.
I'm getting better. I downloaded a shitload of music. Now I gotta take down that list that Eugene gave me. It's 10 and I gotta do hw... which I probably won't do. This sucks. I gotta finish my laundry.
I went to this school place that hosted a buddhist thing. I don't know how to explain it. It was just super boring. There were kung fu/wushu people. I was like, "I could easily take them on" I had my uniform in the car and everything too! All in all, it was boring. I hung out with Chen and Calvin.
After, I went to Blake's place. I bought chips. Geoffrey, Carlos, Kira, Amanda, and Blake were there. It was fun, we played rockband. Then Vlad came. He was really tired so he just left. I didn't expect him to return anyways. Asher was supposed to come! But he didn't... Blake made us dinner, Sky came home and we watched From Hell. Interesting movie. Carlos was texting me during the whole movie! Lol. He's such a cutie. He plays the guitar and his roomate is ALEC! After the movie, I had to leave so I took Carlos and Amanda home. Amanda and I got to go into Carlos' apartement and listen to him rock out on guitar. He played A Certain Romance - Artic Monkeys. I love Artic Monkeys! Haha. His one roomate was there, but Alec wasn't. Darn. After, I drove Amanda home and now I'm home. I'm so tired!
I really don't know what to expect from you. I don't want to be Tom Hansen as you are Summer Finn. I don't want us to be friends with benifits only for your enjoyment. I want us to either be together, or just to be friends, nothing in between. You say you don't like me nor want to be in a relationship with me, but how can you say that to my face as you're calling me cute names, hugging me from behind, picking me up, holding my hands, and holding me in your arms. I don't want to be lied to.
So yesterday after De Anza, I went to Patty's house and went to the Mall with Daniel and Patty. We went to the American Apparel store. OMG! They have a friken American Apparel store!! We were all hecka excited. That store was really quiet though, not gonna lie. So we ended up buy nothing. Then I dropped them back at home.
At PCI, we made hella cookies and pumpkin bread. Omg, someone drained 2 sinks at once so it started overflowing! Ughh. It was flooding in the hallway too. I think it was Thao, but her and Nancy TRIED to clean it, but ended up leaving all the towels there. Then they just went home. Serena changed, but when she got out, she helped Lynn and I and Chef clean it up. GG. Dirty dirty work.
After PCI, I had so much time to kill so I stopped by Kira's. Amanda and Geoff were there. We played rockband. Lol... ANYWAYS. I was supposed to chill with Vlad that night because I was gonna get my mom a BDAY cake. But Vlad had to eat dinner with his family. Then he calls me up and tells me that he already made plans and all this other confusing stuff. So anyways, Kira drives us all the way to Milpitas to eat In and Out. Then we go to Walmart to look for flowers for my mom but they didn't sell any. On the way home, stuff happened. Drama.
So we get back to Kira's place, and I go to Amanda's place. Amanda went home to get her things then we go back to my house and give my mom the cake. Amanda slept over and we just talked, chilled, drew sketches, etc. Man, talking to Blake and Vlad are hella funny. Vlad was drunk so I was messing wih his head, and Blake is just Blake. Haha. We eventually fell asleep at 1 in the morning.
So this morning, we were both pretty late. Good thing there wasn't any traffic! So this morning, Lynn and I thought of our gingerbread house. It's gonna be a Pagoda. Hella awesome! So we took carboard and started cutting and stuff. and also making the shape of everything. It's funny because she was talking about her son. Lol. So, we didnt really get much done, but we just decided to go back to her place and finish. I love talking to the guys. Blake, Ameet and Greg were there. I'm gonna be sad when they graduate..
After PCI, I drive Amanda home and I head over to Lynn's house. She showed me a pic of her son. Lol. He's alright looking. Apparently he plays the drums, got a label deal, is 6'1", and he cooks. Lol. Funny. So yea, we get everything done. We built our gingerbread pagoda out of cardboard! Whoo! Lol. I hope that we actually pull this off. I dont care if I win or not, this is just a pretty fun experience.
So now, I'm at home, waiting for Jen and Allyson to come over so we could hang out. I'm so exhausted! But I can't wait. Tomorrow, I think I'm going over to Blake's with Vlad to go chill and stuff. If Vlad doesn't come with me, I'd just be like "WTH VLAD, WTF" Lol. Jkjk.
I didn't get to blog yesterday because I got home around 11 and slept around 12. I didn't even get to touch my macbook because my sister took it.
Yesterday, I had such a fun day! So I over slept till 7:30 AM and hecka rushed out of the house. I got to Alex's house around 7:45 AM and waited at his house for Darren till about 8 AM. Apparently Darren woke up at 7:55. So we didn't leave till 8:10 AM and got to school hella late. I missed a little of the French exam review. I took that stupid trig exam yesterday too. Fuck. I think I failed but Asher was like, "That shit is easy!" He's supposed to tutor me! That jerk. Hah. Anyways, I just hung out with the guys in the library. Then we all decided to go to Curry House so I drove a carful of people while David drove Donald. Haha. So when I got there, I ordered my food togo. It didn't some out in time so I just left and told the guys to drop it off at school.
PCI was alright. We just preped for our final. I also baked my croissants. We also made Breadsticks and wheat crackers. Yum! Lol. So during class, He was texting me asking me to watch a movie with him. But was like, "FUCK! I told Amanda and Kira that I'd hang with them" So I just told him that I wasn't sure. Long story short, Kira and Amanda waited for me at school, I had to call Him and tell him I couldn't watch the movie with him. So, Kira and Amanda followed me home where I dropped off my car and food and went with them back to Valleyfair where we went to Safeway and bought cookies, cupcakes, juice, ice cream and milk. Then we went to Kira's place and dropped it off. Then I called Him and told him that we're picking him up because he ended up not watching the movie. So we picked him up, went back to the apartement and watched Pathology. Carlos and Blake were there and Blake made us spaghetti. Yum! Lol.
I'm so glad the ladies forced me to get him to hang out with us. I had a good time spending time with him. Pathology was a hella good movie! Yum, Milo Ventimiglia! As we were about to leave, Sky comes home and tells Kira that her car is blocked off, so He called Vlad who came and chilled with us. Sky made them fried rice and Vlad drove me home around 11. Hella late... So I quickly showered and did all my french hw and slept.
So this morning, I toasted some croissants for Him. I hella winged that French exam. We had a sub for Trig. She's hella slow at teaching. I feel bad for her though. He wasn't there for class. I was pretty bummed out, but it's alright. After class, I went to the library and helped Tiffany with math, then we went to Tartinis and bought some crepes. Hecka good! Then I dropped Tiff at school and went to PCI.
I got there a little earlier so I hung out with everyone outside. Then I went and changed and got ready for my final. Let's just say I passed. Lol. I also made croissant dough. Yay, more croissants. I'm so glad breads section is over. That section was so boring! I'm excited for the next section. A lot more goodies are coming out.
My credit card bill came. I'm scared... Pizza night with the guys minus Alan. I'm hella full. Well... I gotta do hw and sort out my life because something just came up...