Blake, Kira and Amanda, who are all hanging out with each other, are also all texting me at the same time. LOL @ them! Haha. I must be an interesting person or something.
     I'm getting better. I downloaded a shitload of music. Now I gotta take down that list that Eugene gave me. It's 10 and I gotta do hw... which I probably won't do. This sucks. I gotta finish my laundry.
     -Banhzaii

     I went to this school place that hosted a buddhist thing. I don't know how to explain it. It was just super boring. There were kung fu/wushu people. I was like, "I could easily take them on" I had my uniform in the car and everything too! All in all, it was boring. I hung out with Chen and Calvin.
     After, I went to Blake's place. I bought chips. Geoffrey, Carlos, Kira, Amanda, and Blake were there. It was fun, we played rockband. Then Vlad came. He was really tired so he just left. I didn't expect him to return anyways. Asher was supposed to come! But he didn't... Blake made us dinner, Sky came home and we watched From Hell. Interesting movie. Carlos was texting me during the whole movie! Lol. He's such a cutie. He plays the guitar and his roomate is ALEC! After the movie, I had to leave so I took Carlos and Amanda home. Amanda and I got to go into Carlos' apartement and listen to him rock out on guitar. He played A Certain Romance - Artic Monkeys. I love Artic Monkeys! Haha. His one roomate was there, but Alec wasn't. Darn. After, I drove Amanda home and now I'm home. I'm so tired!
     I really don't know what to expect from you. I don't want to be Tom Hansen as you are Summer Finn. I don't want us to be friends with benifits only for your enjoyment. I want us to either be together, or just to be friends, nothing in between. You say you don't like me nor want to be in a relationship with me, but how can you say that to my face as you're calling me cute names, hugging me from behind, picking me up, holding my hands, and holding me in your arms. I don't want to be lied to.
     -Banhzaii

     So yesterday after De Anza, I went to Patty's house and went to the Mall with Daniel and Patty. We went to the American Apparel store. OMG! They have a friken American Apparel store!! We were all hecka excited. That store was really quiet though, not gonna lie. So we ended up buy nothing. Then I dropped them back at home.
     At PCI, we made hella cookies and pumpkin bread. Omg, someone drained 2 sinks at once so it started overflowing! Ughh. It was flooding in the hallway too. I think it was Thao, but her and Nancy TRIED to clean it, but ended up leaving all the towels there. Then they just went home. Serena changed, but when she got out, she helped Lynn and I and Chef clean it up. GG. Dirty dirty work.
     After PCI, I had so much time to kill so I stopped by Kira's. Amanda and Geoff were there. We played rockband. Lol... ANYWAYS. I was supposed to chill with Vlad that night because I was gonna get my mom a BDAY cake. But Vlad had to eat dinner with his family. Then he calls me up and tells me that he already made plans and all this other confusing stuff. So anyways, Kira drives us all the way to Milpitas to eat In and Out. Then we go to Walmart to look for flowers for my mom but they didn't sell any. On the way home, stuff happened. Drama.
     So we get back to Kira's place, and I go to Amanda's place. Amanda went home to get her things then we go back to my house and give my mom the cake. Amanda slept over and we just talked, chilled, drew sketches, etc. Man, talking to Blake and Vlad are hella funny. Vlad was drunk so I was messing wih his head, and Blake is just Blake. Haha. We eventually fell asleep at 1 in the morning.
     So this morning, we were both pretty late. Good thing there wasn't any traffic! So this morning, Lynn and I thought of our gingerbread house. It's gonna be a Pagoda. Hella awesome! So we took carboard and started cutting and stuff. and also making the shape of everything. It's funny because she was talking about her son. Lol. So, we didnt really get much done, but we just decided to go back to her place and finish. I love talking to the guys. Blake, Ameet and Greg were there. I'm gonna be sad when they graduate..
     After PCI, I drive Amanda home and I head over to Lynn's house. She showed me a pic of her son. Lol. He's alright looking. Apparently he plays the drums, got a label deal, is 6'1", and he cooks. Lol. Funny. So yea, we get everything done. We built our gingerbread pagoda out of cardboard! Whoo! Lol. I hope that we actually pull this off. I dont care if I win or not, this is just a pretty fun experience.
     So now, I'm at home, waiting for Jen and Allyson to come over so we could hang out. I'm so exhausted! But I can't wait. Tomorrow, I think I'm going over to Blake's with Vlad to go chill and stuff. If Vlad doesn't come with me, I'd just be like "WTH VLAD, WTF" Lol. Jkjk.
     -Banhzaii

     I didn't get to blog yesterday because I got home around 11 and slept around 12. I didn't even get to touch my macbook because my sister took it.
     Yesterday, I had such a fun day! So I over slept till 7:30 AM and hecka rushed out of the house. I got to Alex's house around 7:45 AM and waited at his house for Darren till about 8 AM. Apparently Darren woke up at 7:55. So we didn't leave till 8:10 AM and got to school hella late. I missed a little of the French exam review. I took that stupid trig exam yesterday too. Fuck. I think I failed but Asher was like, "That shit is easy!" He's supposed to tutor me! That jerk. Hah. Anyways, I just hung out with the guys in the library. Then we all decided to go to Curry House so I drove a carful of people while David drove Donald. Haha. So when I got there, I ordered my food togo. It didn't some out in time so I just left and told the guys to drop it off at school.
     PCI was alright. We just preped for our final. I also baked my croissants. We also made Breadsticks and wheat crackers. Yum! Lol. So during class, He was texting me asking me to watch a movie with him. But was like, "FUCK! I told Amanda and Kira that I'd hang with them" So I just told him that I wasn't sure. Long story short, Kira and Amanda waited for me at school, I had to call Him and tell him I couldn't watch the movie with him. So, Kira and Amanda followed me home where I dropped off my car and food and went with them back to Valleyfair where we went to Safeway and bought cookies, cupcakes, juice, ice cream and milk. Then we went to Kira's place and dropped it off. Then I called Him and told him that we're picking him up because he ended up not watching the movie. So we picked him up, went back to the apartement and watched Pathology. Carlos and Blake were there and Blake made us spaghetti. Yum! Lol.
     I'm so glad the ladies forced me to get him to hang out with us. I had a good time spending time with him. Pathology was a hella good movie! Yum, Milo Ventimiglia! As we were about to leave, Sky comes home and tells Kira that her car is blocked off, so He called Vlad who came and chilled with us. Sky made them fried rice and Vlad drove me home around 11. Hella late... So I quickly showered and did all my french hw and slept.
     So this morning, I toasted some croissants for Him. I hella winged that French exam. We had a sub for Trig. She's hella slow at teaching. I feel bad for her though. He wasn't there for class. I was pretty bummed out, but it's alright. After class, I went to the library and helped Tiffany with math, then we went to Tartinis and bought some crepes. Hecka good! Then I dropped Tiff at school and went to PCI.
     I got there a little earlier so I hung out with everyone outside. Then I went and changed and got ready for my final. Let's just say I passed. Lol. I also made croissant dough. Yay, more croissants. I'm so glad breads section is over. That section was so boring! I'm excited for the next section. A lot more goodies are coming out.
     My credit card bill came. I'm scared... Pizza night with the guys minus Alan. I'm hella full. Well... I gotta do hw and sort out my life because something just came up...
     -Banhzaii

     I felt kinda sick today, but I thought to myself "You're not sick!" and now, I feel tons better, honestly. Except for my throat of course.
     So I went to my uncles for a good 30 minutes, then my 2 aunts wanted to go shopping at GAP because they had a coupon, so I drove to the mall, followed this girl for a while because she couldn't find her car, and finally found a good parking spot. Once I walked into the mall, I spotted Kenny, Darren, Albert, Maggie and Sarah. We chilled and talked for a while, then started walking towards GAP. Then they left. So at first, I couldn't find anything I liked. Then I found Alan and started to chat with him during his break. Then I decided to just get a random ass thing because it was cheap, so I got PJ bottoms. Lol. After that, we went into Banana Republic. I don't shop there much so I just wandered around. I had a headache at the time so I walked out of the store and sat down outside on the ground. Everyone was friken looking at me. I was so annoyed! I was about to give them the dirtiest look back. Anyways, then I went back in just as they were paying. After that, we just went back home. I dropped them off, stayed for about 5 minutes, then went home.
     I put on more jackets, had a bowl of cereal, and met Blake through text. Lol. So then, I drove over to Crystal's and Blake's place where Blake (in his Mario Pj's) opened the door for me. I also met Sky for the first time too! It was kinda weird for me because this was the first time ever meeting them and Amanda nor Kira were there. But yea. Sky is actually a hella chill guy. I don't understand why Kira doesn't like him. Blake is definatley a down to Earth person. Anyways, the 2 of us just talked, then Amanda came and we ordered pizza and watched Psyc. Hella funny. Then we watched this other movie but I had to leave around 10ish. I drove Amanda back to her place and I headed back home.
     Now I'm at home. It's almost 12. I have a stupid Trig exam tomorrow. The good thing is that I'll get to see Him! It's been a while. I can't wait. We're talking about our favorite movies. Now I gotta watch I Heart Huckabees with him. Anyways, I'm gonna head off to bed now. Good night!
     -Banhzaii

     Man! I've done so much in 2 days. It's pretty crazy! Lol. Ok. quick recap on today and yesterday.
     Yesterday at PCI, we made flower bread. Nothing really special. Oh, I went to Jeff's house before and we chilled for a bit. Then I drove to PCI. After school, I drove him home and I went to Mountain Mikes for Pizza night. I ordered 2 Mountains; Club Chicken and The Everest. Then I went home, dropped off food, went to karate, dropped off food, then went back to Mountain mikes and met up with the usual 4. Then we got seated and David, Joanne, Elizabeth, Alex and Jocelyn joined us. It was pretty fun. We chilled there for the longest time, then we decided to go to Marina's Grocery. I found some mochi and decided to buy some for Asher. We hella were walking around Marina's. Then we went to karate, and took some pics outside of Quizno's. I need to upload the pictures and the video Elizabeth took! Lol. Anyways, I went home after and started doing homework. Which was hella easy.
     Today, I gave Asher the Mochi. He was about to eat them, but it all melted! POO! I was like WHAT THE! Lol. I'll just buy him more tomorrow. Anyways, Darren, David, Alex, Vince, Donald and I went out to Chipotle's for lunch. Mother! I gotta stop spending money! I had to cut my lunch short because I had to leave for PCI.
     We just made Francese and Sourdough. Nothing really special. Sarah was supposed to audit my class but she got put into Chef Sam's class. BOO! Lol. Tomorrow, Serena and I are gonna come early to class so we can bake all of our friken puffed pastries! Lol. I'm ready for all the chocolate! Hehe.
     So after class, I got a text from Amanda. She wanted to hang out. I finished all my homework so I was definately up for it. We stopped by Crystal's apartment and woke her up. Then us 3 went to Valley Fair. We just walked around and wandered into stores. Amanda bought a cupcake on the way out and she thinks she bit into a penut so I was like, "OMG!" And took her to Long's. She's deathly allergic to peanuts of everykind. It was bad. She got some medication though, and we all headed off to Chili's for dinner. Yum! It was really nice. They were telling me stories of themselves. MAN! I swear! They're lives are 10 times more interesting than mines. We stayed there for a hecka long time. Lol. There was a cute waiter and they were gonna whole whistle him, but they didn't. Haha. Good times though. After dinner, we headed back to Crystal's place. I got to play with her snake. It likes me! Haha. I got to hold it too. It's a tiny boa, hella cute. Oh! Amanda has the most amazing voice ever! I was mesmerized! It seriously is hella good! Lol. Anyways, I was waiting for Crystal's roomie, Blake, to come home so I could meet him, but he never showed up and I left around 9:30.
     Now I'm here! I gotta do that stupid "Sometimes, Always, Never" question. Bleh. I seriously can't wait till tomorrow! Tomorrow's gonna be a good day, I can feel it. I really hope something comes up or else I'd be disappointed. The more I think of it now, I'll be disappointed, but probably not depressed or anything. If you're confused, you'll find out tomorrow, AND you'll find out about the GUY tomorrow. Maybe...
     -Banhzaii