I want to donate my hair to Locks Of Love! It's a non-profit organization and they will turn my hair into a wig for people that are unfortunate. Maybe I'll get it trimmed, keep it healthy and chop it off. Lol.
     I also want to buy this from INVISIBLE CHILDREN. It's a support group that I'm part of (sorta). I have this DVD of what the support group is about (children of Uganda). It's an amazing thing to be a part of, honestly. If you want, I'll show you the video, it'll change your life as it has to mine.
     I'm also thinking about donating blood, probably at Stanford or something. Blake was talking to me about it and it sounds like a good idea. I should call in and ask about tatoo length limits and stuff though. So apparently, his ritual is to get some Jamba, drink loads of water and have a pb&j sandwich. Lol. So if we go, that what I'll be doing. 
     I have a french and Trig exam tomorrow! I'm thinking about skipping out on french since I've done so well on the previous test, this one will just be dropped. After school, Patty and I went over to Chipotle's for some lunch. Yum! Lol. We talked A LOT! Then I went to Quickly's to use the internet. After, I drove Patty to school. RIGHT when we stopped at the light right across from school, a cop in a motorcycle pulled up next to me and tapped my window. He told me that he was about to ticket me for not stopping for pedestrians. Oops! I totally did not see them. He was really nice though, I thanked him for telling me that and not ticketing me. What a cool cop.
     After, I went to school and talked to the ladies for a bit. We made Biscotti and Basque cake today. It was pretty fun. I was seriously exhausted though. I only ate 2 of the cakes that the other BP Class made for me so I was kinda running on sugar. After class, I picked up Blake, Amanda and Kira and we went to Chili's for dinner. I need real food!
     Our waiter was SUPER AWESOME! He's really funny and cool. He's a good waiter, not going to lie. Dinner was fun. I feel bad for Kira, I don't spend 1 on 1 time with her. It's kinda good that I don't because we usually just talk about HER and I'd have to pay for everything since she doesn't have money, but then again, I did meet her first before everyone else. She says she feels used, but honestly, I can't help making friends with her friends. Really.
     After Chili's we spent almost an hour in Urban looking at random stuff and reading the books and everything. It was awesome. Blake bought this 2010 calendar "The things white people like" or something like that. It's funny because he was flipping through it and the first thing he fliped to was "Beards" LOL. He has a little thing growing there. Haha. I had a pretty fun time that night.
     I went to karate, dropped off a bunch of Biscottis for the black belt class and took my brother home. I need to study for 2 exams tomorrow! Bleh.
     I think I have a thing for Blake. I'm not really sure because I'm not sure what he feels about me. I honestly don't want to wear my heart on my sleeve and be hurt again. I told Amanda and she claims to be fine with it. I'd rather have my friendship with her than have some guy ruin it of course. I'm being completely honest with her too. What to do... What to do...In the words of Chef Alex, "We'll see." I guess time will just have to tell.
     I have had such an awesome and productive 4 day weekend. It saddens me that it's now ending. I have finals and exams all this week. I also have that gingerbread competition. Oiy. I think Amanda wants me to go to Vacaville with her this weekend. We'll have to see how this week is like. If it's good, then my momma might let me go. Hopefully I won't be busy!
     Monday: Trig quiz, work on gingerbread house (maybe)
     Tuesday: French Exam, Trig exam (?), Pizza Night
     Wednesday: French Oral exam (I'm going to fail!!), Gingerbread?
     Thursday: Nothing!!!
     Friday: Gingerbread competition day!!!!!!
Yup.. That's my week so far. I'm pretty sure that there will be tons to do.. Oh joy. I need to go back to doing homework though. Fun stuff right there. I also seriously need to jump on my oral exam. I'M GOING TO FAIL!

What a Weirdo!!!

Darren: i thought your elike
allergic to mcdonalds
Jessica: did you really?
Darren: no
Darren: i thought you were like
Darren: where you refeuse to step into one
Jessica: hahaha
Jessica: your so weird...
Darren: HEY
Darren: theres a reason why weve been friends for so long!
Darren: im weird and you tolerate it
Darren: :]
Jessica: haha
Jessica: yet you make fun of me and i sorta tolerate it!
hells yeah
Darren: 5+ minutes of you searching through my house for something thats not in my house

YoMommaFat264314: hey ... you're hot. and you have no clue who this is
Wilson Cheah: block it....
Wilson Cheah: jessica!
Wilson Cheah: do it!
Wilson Cheah: dont let your curiousity get the best of you
BUTitsMEEjessica: im a good child
BUTitsMEEjessica: and i listened to you
Wilson Cheah: thats right
Wilson Cheah:
im yo daddy

Darren: tell him you have a dick
Wilson Cheah: i think darren just wants you to tell the truth
Why do I always attract the creepers???

Aww yay! I'm currently teasing him now. He's going to attempt to make me "unmad" at him.
     I woke up at 8:30 AM and immediately started cleaning. Around 9:45 ish, I asked my mom if I could go over to Blake's pad to watch movies. She said yes of course, unless I clean, which I did. I could read her mind. Buahaha.
     So I get there around 10:10 and we decide to go out and eat some brunch (because I skipped breakfast). We walked to Santana Row, went to LB Steak and had brunch. It was pretty awesome! It was as if we had the whole restaurant to ourselves. I ordered waffels with berries while Blake got some french toast and bacon. The meal was basically on the house since Blake works there. Lol, his chef came out and gave us a 20 after Blake paid. So yea, on the house.
     Then we walked around and ended up in Borders and Fantasia. I introduced him to pearl drinks also. He thinks that pearl drinks are weird, but he liked the thai tea with pearls. Then, we went back to his apartment and watched No Reservations and Beerfest.
     No Reservations is a pretty good movie! It's about cooking and romance and everything. Go watch it! 
     Beerfest made me want to use the bathroom about 100 times! Not going to lie, super funny movie. About halfway through the movie, Kira come home so it was Kira, Blake and I.
     After the 2 movies, I had about an hour to kill until I went home so Blake and I drove back to Santana Row to get some Pinkberry. Of course, the line was super long so we ended up going to Ben & Jerry's and getting some ice cream. I got Berry Berry Extraordinary while he got brownie cheesecake (?). It was nice, we sat on the table outside and chatted for a long while. Then I let him drive my car back to his place and I left to go home.
     We got a Christmas tree! Yay! I love authentic trees with the smell of PINE! Yum! haha. My family is having dinner together. We have a small get-together with family friends. I'm actually starving!

For Blake:
     "Pearl milk tea, also known as "boba milk tea", is traditionally made by adding boba balls (made from a mixture of Tapioca and carrageenan powder), large or small, to shaken milk black tea."
     I know it's Sunday, but let's pretend it's Saturday.
     I had to go to PCI for the gingerbread house competition practice at 7 AM. Not that many people were there. It was so empty! I literally felt like I was in Resident Evil or something! It was awesome.
     Amanda and I ended up just making more gingerbread dough. It takes a LONG time! Anyways, I took home a bunch of gingerbread dough and went to Lynn's house around 10 AM. I stayed there till 6 PM working on the project. It's so time consuming! I have to say though, the base looks awesome! I should've taken pictures. But anyways! We bought LED lights so now our house lights up! Super amazing! I hope this turns out really well.
     After Lynn's, I went to Amanda's place and we went to Valley Fair, had Pizza My Heart, and went to Santana Row. I introduced her to pearl drinks! Lol. It was super fun. I'm exhausted though! We also went to this small mall near her house. I bought new shoes and a small portable speaker from Ross! Lol. Ohchess! After, I drove her home and went home myself.
     When I got home, I showered and cleaned up the room a bit. Then I went to Darren's house to rockband with Kenny, Wilson and Darren. I miss playing rockband with these fools! I'm going to miss you Wilson!! It was a lot of fun though.
     I'm at home and yes, I'm talking to Blake. Lol. We're going to have a movie day "tomorrow". I'm so going to win this challenge. Buahaha.
     I basically stayed home this whole day. I webcammed with Eugene for over 2 hours, I think 3. I was going to take a nap but I kept getting distracted. It's good that I didn't take a nap because I got so much done. I washed Clover, took out the trash, made dinner for my brothers, re-write PCI notes, update my music, do the laundry, etc. I'm super exhausted at the moment. Wilson invited me to go to tap X with them, but you know... I don't want to INTRUDE or anything. Instead, I'm going to head to bed as I talk to Blake and fall asleep.
     Is it wrong for me to talk to a guy that my friend likes? I say "talk" as in talking as friends. She IMed me today and said, "I heard you hung out with Blake yesterday" I'm not going to lie and say "No I didn't", I did tell her that we hung out though, strictly hanging out. I hope she doesn't think differently of me.
     This is my first official Black Friday shopping day. Wilson Picked me up around 7, along with Albert and we went to the Great Mall. We met up with Darren and had Chipotle's for breakfast. I got a free bowl! I don't know why though, the guy was like "It's on the house!" Lol. He's pretty cool, he gave us free chips and salsa. We stayed at Chipotle's for an hour. Alan also met up with us. It was nice. After, Alan and Darren went home to sleep so Wilson, Albert and I walked around the mall and went into the new Forever 21. It's HUGE! (that's what she said). I didn't buy anything though. It's alright, next time...
     We then went to Wal-Mart and then to Best Buys where Wilson bought an Itouch. I'm inspired to buy an Itouch now too! Mainly because it's cheapers AND you get a gift card along with it. Yay! Lol. I hope they still sell them because I want my sister to take me shopping, but she's sleeping now. Maybe I'll wake her up later or something.
     Anyways, my parents are going to go off partying/gambling. Maybe I'll clean the house again for their sake. My parents want to give me the beamer, but because it has leather seats, I'm iffy about it. I'd rather redo my room though, of course. I have so many plans for it, you don't understand.
     I am currently challanging Blake to something. I don't really know what it is, something with sarcasm. Now we're planning the punishment. LOL. Ok, our "prize" is going to be a date, Winner chooses where, Loser pays. I hope I win!!  Buahahahaha.

Eugene comes home in 20 days!!!

     I didn't get to write about my day yesterday! Quick summary:
     Went to Cousin's house to eat food. Watched 4 episodes of Grey's Anatomy. Went home. Watched TV. Drove Blake over. Chilled and watched TV some more. Drove Blake home at 1 in the morning. Slept. That was mainly my Thanksgiving. The highlight would probably be chilling with Blake. Lol.
     The things I am oh-so thankful for:
     I am thankful that my current friends are my close friends. You know for a fact that these are the people who will stay by your side, the people that if you haven't seen in ages will still make conversation with you as if you saw them yesterday.
     I am thankful for all the good things that have been blown my way. I believe that everything happens for a reason and that my life has been drawn out for me. I'm not much of a drama person (anymore) and I'm glad that I've been staying out of BAD drama. It's not my thing anymore.
     I am very thankful for winning that PCI scholarship, without it, I would have second guessed my decision onto attending PCI. I also have made tons of new friends. Although we may not be super close towards the end, I'm glad that I've met them. PCI is just like another family to me. We all watch out for each other's back.
     I am thankful that Kim and Darren are my super close best friends, I know that you guys will be there to have the deepest conversations ever, although Darren will always accuse me of being pregnant. Excuse me? Have you LOOKED in the mirror recently Darren? Lol.
     I am also thankful for all my readers. Whenever I blog about the most boring/stupid/random shit ever, I'm glad that I still have people reading what I say. It makes me feel important in way.
     Lastly, I am thankful for my parents. For putting up with me constantly annoyed at them. They have given me everything I've always wanted. Although they get on my nerves almost everyday, it's part of growing up and being human. I know that they will always forgive me if I commit any wrongdoing. This is why I constantly want to clean. I want to make it easier for my parents. I want to clean the house so they don't have to worry about it, it's the least I can do for them since they provide me so much. They are my providers and without them, I'd surely be lost.
    Those are the things I'm thankful for. I have those little things in life too, but then this blog will be too long. Lol.
     It was nice playing rockband with the group for old times sake. We got up to 2 million fans! We also gold starred 2 songs and 5 starred a bunch other. I got flawless on one of the Rage Against the Machines song! Yes! It was all just spoken lyrics though, that's why.
     If you guys were wondering, I was texting Blake all night. I really enjoy talking to him. We get into these really deep discussions and everything. I hope he gets a job at where he externs at. Then he'll stay longer in San Jose. It's interesting because these were the last things we were talking to each other about;

J: It would make a really big difference
B: It would, I wouldn't mind a little more time to hang out with friends
J: yeaa of course. plus you still have the lease for a little longer
B: And it would make dating a lot simpler lol, yea, I don't know what i want to do anymore
     I find his last comment quite interesting. The part with the dating. I'm not gonna expect anything to come out of our friendship this time, really. Whatever happens, happens. I don't mind being his friend of course, we have the best convos ever. I think he fell asleep on me... Oh well. It's bedtime for mee too! (1:13 AM)
For Darren

     De Anza was boring as usual. After, I went to Blake's pad and we played Halo ODST until Sky woke up. I got motion sickness so I had to stop. The guys stopped playing a few minutes after. Blake made us some delish pancakes. It was super filling though, no lie. We just chilled, then Blake and Sky had to go to work so I ended up leaving. I got back in Milpitas, filled up gas, then went to Wilson Yu's place to pick up my orders. I still need my black jacket! Rawr. It's cool though. Let's see... I took Wilson to the new Quickly's. The burnt my thai tea and they didn't sweeten his green tea. He's such a bitch! He told the lady and she fixed it for him, but then the lady bitched at the girl who made the drink. I felt so bad for her. LOL. Then we went to school and I chilled with some bandies. Funfun. Rockband tonight!! Hell yea!I need to clean my room!
     Oh! Before I forget, I finally found someone who has the same odd music interest as me. Blake! I was looking through his Ipod (he let me) and he has A LOT of similar songs like me. Shocking! Okay, that's all I wanted to say...