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10/05/2009

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     Woah, Kevin (the guy from my dreams) walked by. LOL. I'm so proud of myself, I waved at him!
     I'm in the library right now. Bored. Good thing I have Grey's. I seriously think that I failed the Trig test. It was pretty confusing and hard...
     -Banhzaii
 
 
     The more I think about it, the more I wish it was real. I want everything to go as planned; I talk to him online, I find him at school, and we live happily ever after. But really? How often does "happy ever after" come? I wish I could talk to him. I wish he could just finally go on Myspace and add me. Lol. I wish I could be his knight in shining armor and save him like last time, but this time I'll introduce myself. This is weird. Me liking a guy I hardly know. Could it be his masterful skill of being a chef that draws me to him? All I could do right now is just stand afar and admire him, hoping that my "one day" will come.
     For the past 2 night, I've been having dreams of him. Well, more of me looking for him. The first one was when I was singing "Ordinary People" by Asher Book. Instead of him coming, Asher comes out of nowhere and sings with me. Of course I'm happy, but I'm not satisfied. Instead I am looking around as I sing, hoping that he is there. But he's not. The second one was when I'm in a certain type of building. I don't want to explain because you guys will just be confused. I see that Kevin guy from orientation and he gives me a kiss. It's weird I know. But at that second, we both love each other. But, when we depart I question myself. I ask myself why I am doing this. I like another person and that person isn't Kevin. Instead, I look out windows hoping to see him in his car, but he isn't.
    What is that supposed to mean? Looking for someone who isn't there? All I could say is 2 more days! My only fear of everything is:
1) He is actually gay, which would suck in my part but could be useful in the long run.
2) He falls for that Caitlyn girl. I would really be jealous though.
     I sound like a creepy stalker. I admire a guy who probably doesn't know I exist. Ahh well... That's life. 2 more days!
     On the bright side, I cleaned my sister's filthy room. It's really clean now. I also have a master plan on how I want my room to look like if I remodeled it. I kinda cleaned my room today, but then I stopped, like how I always do. Instead, I watched 3 episodes of Grey's Anatomy. I also picked up Jen from the mall and we went to Banana Republic to see Axell. I betcha one of the workers thinks we're weird. We were running around, peering behind corners and hiding behind manniquins. Lol. After that, we go to the Angel Pix place and take more pictures! Then I drive Jen home. Now I'm at home. Starving. I think Axell's mom wanted me to come over to have some food, but I'm not gonna go if Axell's not at home! That's weird! I guess his mom doesn't hate me anymore. Yay!
     -Banhzaii
 
 
     I took my french exam today. I know I did everything right EXCEPT for the articles of nouns. I don't remember which words are masculine or feminim. I hope I did well overall though.
    Trig was boring as usual. We had to work with a partner today. My partner is hecka smart! Lol. She was trying to explain how to do a certain problem to me but I was just like, "... What??" Lol, it's hecka confusing, but I think I get it now... Sorta.
     I went to the library and met up with Darren as usual. I just did all my trig homework. Then it was around 12 PM when we decided to go to Whole Foods Market to get some lunch. That place is my heaven! Seriously! Love. So we just met up with Donald and ate lunch. Darren and I decided to have a gaming point system. We need to make up more rules and stuff. What we have so far:

- If a member of an opposite sex comes up and talks to you, you get +10
   points
   BUT! You cannot make the first move.
   BUT! If that person is of the same sex, you receive -20 points
   BUT! If that person of the same sex is gay/lesbian, you recieve +20 points
- If you go to your car and another car is following you, you receive -5 points
   BUT! If you go to your car and no car follows you, you receive +5 points.

     That's all we came up with. I can't wait! When we went back to school, Adam was at his usual table while the rest of us were at a different table. We then started playing TAG in the library. How awesome are we! LOL. I saw that Kevin guy from orientation too! Aww, I should've said "hi" Darn.. Oh well. LOL. I just stayed in the library watching Full House. I'm almost done!
     I also went to work today for a little. Only for little dragons. It was nice to be back... Sorta. Lol
     I went to Panda Express today to support the band. I just chilled with Darren and Brian. It was really nice. We had funny conversations. I also saw Bernadette and Adith! LOL.
     -Banhzaii

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