Tuesday

Hallelujah

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
If only time flew like a dove
Well God, make it fly faster than I'm falling in love

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

Holding onto patience wearing thin
I can't force these eyes to see the end
If only time flew like a dove
Well, we could watch it fly and just keep looking up

This time we're not giving up
Let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah"
We'll make it last forever

And we've got time on our hands
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
Got nothing but, got nothing but
(We've got time) Got nothing but time on our hands

This time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever
Screaming "Hallelujah" (Hallelujah)
Hallelujah

by Paramore

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     Today was an alright day. Not much happened. So I did the usual as always in the morning. Then I got ready at 11 AM to go to my meeting with Royce at 12 PM. I kinda early leaving the house to PCI so I drove a little slower, till I found out that I was getting later by the second, so I sped up more. I made it a little late but it doesn't actually matter does it? Anyways, as I arrived, I saw that one girl from my competition. I forgot her name, but she was from Ohio or something. Somewhere far. I found out later that today was their first day. I wish I could've spoken to her, but I didn't because I was in a rush to get to the meeting.
     The meeting went well, just signed/filled out papers. Royce told me that my dish cost 27 grand, if anyone asks, and that the students currently taking class are having the most difficulty with the sugar cage. More bonus points to me! Yay! So yea, I just signed everything and chose an orientation date. Exciting. I'm officially in! After PCI, I headed off to Target to do some shopping. OMG they have the first aid kit that I wanted! YEAYUH! I also bought a lot of $1 stuff like hand sanitizer, wet wipes, chap stick, and this new make up bag thingy. I also bought princess band-aids, cheap ipod speakers, and Scattergories! Yup. Exciting stuff. So anyways, after Target, I was planning to go to the picnic thing that Darren, Wilson, and I planned out, but then I decided not to go because I felt like I would be left out. Iono, I just felt like that. So I then decided not to go and I went home and slept.
     Work was alright. Some fun, a lot un fun. I taught Jaylene today, she's a pain but I want her to get better, that's why I'm making her rep out. I don't care if she gets frustrated and she hates doing it, that's the reason why she looks funky. She's not trying, she's lazy, and she thinks that I'm just gonna pass her the way she is. But I'm not. Anyways, she was rolling her eyes and stuff at me and I gave her a choice, I said, "I know you don't like doing this, but if your not gonna listen to me, we can just do conditioning for the rest of the class time. Do you want get better and work and listen to me? or do you just want conditioning?" She chose to work. No one likes conditioning. OJ came up to me at work today ordered some red velvets for his mom. He offered to pay me, but I didn't want the money. I enjoy doing stuff like this, that's why I want it to be my career one day, where I can rightfully charge people. I know I want the money, but I feel that it's wrong for me to take it. So yea, tomorrow I'm making red velvets with Kenny. Fun. Haha.
     It's like an itch that wont go away. You're just so annoying but I can't tell you, it's rude. No matter how much I want to tell you that you're bothersome I can't. I can't bring myself to tell you because you're a nice person; kind and caring. You make me laugh on the occasions and you listen to what I have to say. But honestly? Back off, please, I said please. I absolutely dislike nosy people. It's my pet peeve. I can't help but dislike it. But it doesn't mean I dislike you, don't get me wrong, I like you, you're a good friend. But yea. Back off. Please.
     -Banhzaii