Today was an alright day. I woke up and started cleaning my room. Kinda. Its still cluttered, I'm trying to de-clutter it. But it's not working out so well for me. Gosh. So yea. I just "cleaned" and listened to Paramore this whole time. I'm trying to poison my head with Paramore so I'll know it by heart. I swear that almost off of their songs are identical. I was like Didn't I hear this already? But I didn't. Anyways yea. I went to my other cousin's house today for her birthday, yet another boring party. The only thing I had was Thai tea with pearls. Yum. I wish I stole some togo, it's my favorite drink! So yea, I drove my grandma, and brothers home. Then two hours later we have to go back for the ice cream cake. That's delicious. Then I became a taxi driver and drove my brothers and cousin to my other cousin's house and I drove yet another cousin home. Rawr. I better be allowed to go to the concerts! Oh I vaccumed my car today. It's so clean! And I bought a basket for my car. Yay! I'm gonna bribe my dad into letting me go to the concerts if he says no. I'll tell him that i'll wash and clean (interior and exterior) his car and my mom's car if he let's me go. If he says no, then I'll ask him to at least think about it. Then i'll also come in to his shop and help him out and stuff. Yup! I'm really hoping that he'd let me go! I'd be mad if they didn't. But anyways. I wonder what the guys (Kenny, Wilson, Darren) are doing. I think they wanted to hang out today? Iono.
     -Banhzaii


Emergency

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[To talk about it]
To talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

But it's really not your fault
When no one cares to talk about it
[to talk about it]
To talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

Scars, they will not fade away

No one cares to talk about it, can we talk about it?

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive [deserved to be alive]
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserved to be alive, alive

by Paramore

"See, once in a while, once in a blue
moon, people will surprise you. And
once in a while, people may even take
 your breath away."
 
Grey's Anatomy
 
Yum
     So after I blogged yesterday, Wilson IMed me and him and Darren decided to kidnap me. Oh gosh. So I showered and Darren came to take me away... But  drove. We went to Wingstop, saw Wilson, and watched the news about the No Hitter for Giants. Then when Wilson left, Darren and I waited for our food then also left.
     As we were driving, we passed a car and Darren was like "OMG NISSAN GT-R" so I drove back around chucked my camera at him and kicked him out to take pictures. LOL jk, he wanted to take pictures. As he was about to take some stalker pics, the owner of

Nissan
the car walked out and Darren asked him if he could take pics and the owner was hecka chill about it. He even backed up the car and everything. Darren took so many pics but I think that only one came out really nice. That night blew Darren's mind. Lol.
    So we arrived back home turned on the sports news and ate our chicken. Good stuff. I kinda wanted more but I was so full after the meal, and I split it with Darren... Bleh. So yea, we just had a nice relaxing night and the guys left around 12 AM

Halo nerd
     So today, I had work. It was pretty easy and fun. Not bad I guess. After work, I went home watched Grey's and made friendship bracelets. Then I headed off to my cousin's house for his birthday party. It wasn't that fun so I left early and also took my Grandma home. Then Darren and Wilson decided to head over to my house. Wilson came first so we watched Grey's Season 3. Then Darren came and we just chilled for a little. They played Halo 3 as I was syncing my Ipod. YAY PARAMORE AND NO DOUBT! So after Halo 3, they got bored and we decided to play The Game of LIFE. We played 2 rounds. I got the crappy house the second time around but I also got a $100,000 salary card. YAY. First time, Darren won, second time I did. Poor Wilson, I seriously thought that he would've won second round but he got screwed over in the end when landing on all of those payment boxes. Lol. After LIFE, my family came home (around 11:30 PM) so we watched TV. We came across Mythbusters and they did an experiment on Popcorn so Darren started craving popcorn and I made some. Yum, satisfying. So the guys finally left at 12:30 AM or 1 AM I don't remember, around that time. Yup.
     -Banhzaii

 

     Today I was out of it, mostly because I was tired. So I do the usual as I wake up then do some laundry while watching Grey's season 4 and making friendship bracelets. I'm getting better at it! Then at 11:30 AM I decide to go to my dad's shop to help him out and stuff. Then when I finished, I picked up Jen, drove her brother to their Milpitas house, then headed over to Allyson's place. We got the windows done! We didn't do much there. Just windows and some closet. I also picked up Dee from Jen's house and we went to the Great Mall to collect more boxes. The boxes were larger this time so we were able to fit 3 large boxes in my car. So hazardous. Oh well. When we came back, more cleaning plus looking for Sapphire. I hope she didn't run away. So, I got home around 5 PM and started watching Grey's and making friendship bracelets. This season IS pretty boring. Then Hieu called me and wanted to come over but I didn't want company over. Sorry Hieu.

     You know, no matter how much you guys apologize, it still hurts that you said it, but I'm pretty much over it. I can't let comments like that affect me. I know that it was a joke to you guys and you probably didn't mean it, but you guys don't mean a lot of things, does that mean you don't mean it when you apologize? I guess it affected me so much because I'm not used to you guys making fun of me. Well like I said, I'm over it. I know this won't affect our friendship because we're such a tight group and we hold such a close bond. I can't stay mad at you guys forever. Sorry for making the night shitty.
     -Banhzaii


Wilson Yu: you're one of the funniest people ive ever met
Haha.. Thanks cousin...?

Mylifeisaverage.com
" Today, as I was biking home, I high fived all the tall weeds along the side of the road, pretending that I had just won the Tour de France and they were cheering fans. It made the bike ride seem more
exciting. MLIA "

Best Book Place Ever!

Half Priced Books

Half Priced Books

 
Wilson and Allyson
     So today, Kenny called to wake me up so we can go jogging. I did the usual then headed off to the track to jog. When I got there, Kenny was stalking me in his car! Creeper. Anyways, we were at the track for the longest time ever. We saw Hieu and Steven and Allyson, who came late. So we were sitting there and sitting there, till it was almost 10 AM and Wilson hadn't arrived yet. So then I decided to just continue running without him. So Kenny, Allyson and I both started running on our own. Allyson ran one lap. It's alright Allyson, your body isn't used to the physical fitness. Wait till Marching Band!
     Anyways, as I was running, I kept thinking OMG I HATE RUNNING my legs were sore and I was out of shape, but that didn't stop me. I kept reminding myself that I need to get back into shape. I can't stop because I never did stop to begin with.
     So, with that mindset, I made it to the finish line. Probably not as fast as I would hope, but I made it and I'm proud. I plan to run at least 3 days a week.

     Ok, I'm gonna skip some things.. uhh, Steven wrapped my tennis racket, I went to Jamba, saw Jen and the guys... Anyways.
     Allyson and I went to her house and ate and watched some of her asian drama, then Maggith and Perry came and we started to clean. I taught Allyson how to do the laundry. She has so many loads of clothes. Oh gosh, we got pretty far though, we cleaned out the bookshelf, cleaned more of her floor and under her bed and some of her closet. Allyson has so many books it's crazy. Allyson's mom sent us out to get boxes from groceries and stuff so we went all over the place to find boxes. We couldn't get any so we just went to Save Mart and got some, Safeway, and FedEx. We got so much that my car was filled! I was scared to drive back to her house because I couldn't see the back, but we made it back alive then headed out to Tapioca Express after dropping off our load. When we got back to her place, we started cleaning more, putting all the books in the boxes, we used 10 boxes. OMG. Then we finished cleaning most of her room. Her mom made us dinner so we stayed and ate dinner. SO YUMMY. I was full but I kept wanting more. It was addicting. We also watched more of her Drama. OMG I love the cousin, I wish I could marry him (from the drama). Allyson taught me how to make a friendship bracelet! Yay! I'm gonna make one for everyone now! Lol. I'll try to learn new patterns too when I get alot better. But yea.
     After Allyson's house, Perry and I went to Eugene's place and played more munchkin with Callum and Todd. That was basically my day. Not much when I got home. But yea. Byee.
     -Banhzaii

 

     So after I finished blogging yesterday, Hieu IMed me and wanted to hang out. We finally agreed on going to the park.

Picture
So we just chilled at the park for a little, then Eugene called and decided to come join us. I think we stayed there for about an hour or so, then we sat in Eugene's car for about half and hour then decided to go to Darren's house. So, we're sitting on Darren's driveway and we just talk some more, then we decide to go to Eugene's house to play Munchkin. It's a pretty confusing game, but I got used to it towards the end. Omg, I was hecka scared of Eugene's dog because I heard she bites, so when she came up to me, I guess I smelled like Clover, so we started sniffing me and sitting on me. Then she liked me. Lol. So after that game of Munchkin, I won, we decided to head home, so Eugene drove Hieu and I back to my house where Eugene brought his dog with us. She kept crawling on me! Oh

Clover and Precious
gosh. So when I got home, Eugene and Hieu decided to go inside, so we chilled inside while watching Malcolm in the Middle. Clover and Precious met for the first time. Lol. It was funny, Clover was sniffing her the whole time, but they didn't fight which was good. Clover kept freaking on her because she kept putting her paw on him or something. Weird dog. So yea, the guys left around 12 AM. Clover was crying when Precious left. Poor him. After, I talked to Kenny on the phone, then went to sleep.


No darren!
     I woke up at 6:30 AM today and got ready to head off to school at 8 AM. So I got ready really fast and decided to go back to sleep for about 20 more minutes. Then I went and picked up Kenny and we headed off to school.
     At school, Kenny and I waited for Wilson, then we ran a mile. I haven't ran in such a long time, I felt so out of shape. I was heavily breathing after that run, but I feel good, accomplished sorta. So we just chilled at the field for about 2 hours, we also saw Eugene running. After that, we went to the tennis courts and played a little bit of tennis with Hieu. I suck... So when Jen's class was over, Kenny and I went to visit her and the guys. We talked for a little bit, then left.
     So we went to the track chilled, saw Steven, then left to go to Jamba. Kenny bought me a Power Strawberry Surf Rider. Yum.

Picture
     So I went home, went grocery shopping for the Choco Chip Muffins and the Red Velvet cake that I'm about to make, right when I got home, Jen called me and asked if i was hanging with them today because I said that I will. So I met up with Jen and the guys at q-cup where we stayed for about an hour and a half. Then I took them all to Allyson's house where Jen and I stayed at to help Allyson clean her room. We made progress! It's a little cleaner now! Yay. I think I got sick from cleaning, her room was really dusty so I started getting allergies and now my nose is red and it hurts and I have a headache. Oh boy...
     So I baked the Choco chip muffins. Yum! I can't wait to give it to Jen and the Guys. I hope they love it. It's pretty good. I don't think I can help Allyson clean today because I have work, I might still be sick though, iono. But yea, I'm getting sleepy. Night
     -Banhzaii

The Monster
Before

          Kenny Ngo: TYLER SHIRAMIZU COUNTS
          Kenny Ngo: because
          Kenny Ngo: he always wanted to fuck you
          Kenny Ngo: so thats
          Kenny Ngo: 1
          Kenny Ngo: wowowow wrong window

 
" I always hope for the best.
Experience, however, has taught
me to expect the worst.
"
- Garak from DS9

          Wilson Yu: oo sex
     My friends are Hilarious
          Kenny Ngo: i have a leopard skin boxer
          Kenny Ngo: but really it was dirty


Lol
     Today, I woke up to the annoyance of my sister's phone alarm that she put in her bathroom. I forced myself to get out of bed because I absolutely cannot sleep with that racket on. As I went back into bed after completing that mission, I was unable to fall back asleep.
     My family and I went to Pho today, like always. We also went grocery shopping and then back home. Maggie, Remi's mom, called me and asked me if I wanted to go swimming with Remi, I agreed and then went to her house and headed off to the pool.

Remi
     When we got there, it was completely empty. We had the pool to ourselves. Kinda, another family of 3 were there also but they left earlier than we did. We swam for about two hours and had a "tricks" competition. It was pretty fun. I tried to make a beard out of the bubbles from the hot tub. Haha. Yeaa.
After Swimming
     Afterwards, Remi wanted to get Jamba Juice so then we showered, got changed, then headed out. We both ordered an Original Strawberries Wild. Then we both headed back to my house and now we having a house party. It's alright. I had to go to Kenny's house to put games in this R4. KENNY I want to see your room!! Quel Jerk. Nice house Kenny. After Kenny's I went to the basketball courts to see Wilson and Hieu. Brian, Steven, Jay, Sishey, Andrew, and Linh were there. I think there was more, but I don't remember who else. Oh well. Suprisingly, I'm blogging this in the Daytime. Well not really, more like nightish sorta. It's 7:35 PM right now.
     YES! I have 25 new songs for Kenny. I hope he likes it! I think I'll make myself a copy for the road.
     -Banhzaii


" Today, Calvin told my brother and cousin about Mylifeisaverage.com. Now they can't stop talking about it. GODDAM YOU CALVIN! " MLIA

          BUTitsMEEjessica: go wash your leapord boxers
          Kenny Ngo: they aren't dirty -_-
          Kenny Ngo:
i haven't worn them in forever
 

     I didn't get much sleep last night. I slept around around 12 to 1 AM and Kenny called me around 1:45 AM but I don't remember that phone conversation that much. I was also awakened by Clover's obnoxious barking because my sister just arrived home that morning, not too happy.
     As I was laying in bed overhearing all the details in my head on what happened, all I could think of was Why? She was crying in her boyfriend's arm trying to explain the situation to my mom.
     My sister had recently been back from a friend's party but she left with an unexpected surprise. She found out that someone had stolen her Burberry Purse and it contained her wallet with her credit cards and her cell phone.
     I absolutely Hate liars and stealers. I don't understand why they exists because there is no point in what they do.
     I believe that my sister didn't deserve that. She has been a giver in my family. She spends her money on us, buying us junk food, renting movies, and buying clothes. Whatever you wanted, she'd get it for you. Maybe this is a sign telling her to not spend so much money. I don't know, but what I do know is that she doesn't deserve this. If anyone, I did. I'm the one being mean to other people and being straight up with them whether they liked it or not, but a lot of bad karma hasn't blown my way, I hope it stays that way too. But yea. As I was laying in bed, thoughts appeared in my mind. I honestly wanted to grab my sister's hand, drive her to the BITCH that stole her shit's house, castrate them (thanks to Wilson Cheah) and maybe drive my car into their house. But I didn't do that for many reasons, one being the fact that my sister's boyfriend drove back to her friend's house that night and was searching for her purse which was then found well hidden in the laundry room. I'm happy that she has a boyfriend that cares so much for her. At first I didn't like him, but as long as he keeps her happy, that's all that matters. She deserves someone in her life that will seriously care for her no matter how gross and smelly her room is. Lol. I swear that if he beats my sister, he'd get one hell of a beating.


Chink
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     So we just came back from San Luis Creek. It was nice but boring. All I did was swim for a little, cut my foot, eat food (unappetizing) and played the DS. So productive huh? I wish I had cousins that were older and a lot more fun and active and stuff. We'd be playing beach volleyball or football or something. OMG Hot bodies everywhere! And I don't mean gross sweaty fat old man bodies, I mean hot, good looking, chisiled abs guy body! It was a nice view. Lol. The lake was boring though and Clover met tons of new dogs, one tried to run him over because it was so huge.
     Omg! Fireworks! It's rght in my backyard! At first I was like. Oh.. fireworks, but now I'm like WOW! So pretty. I wish I could watch them with someone though. Someone special. But anyways, I'm all gross and disgusting, I need to shower.
     -Banhzaii
Clover
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          [22:32] Wilson Cheah: i like taco
          [22:32] Wilson Cheah:
taco > burrito

`Nuff said.


     I feel very accomplished today. I wrote in Jenann's yearbook. Took Clover for a walk, washed my car and baked cookies. All the things I needed to do was finished. Yay! Too bad I didn't go to Smash City today, or Wingstop. It's alright though. Accomplishment equals Happiness. I need boxes for my room.
     -Banhzaii
 

     "Jessica! Wake up and take care of the baby!" That was the first thing I heard at 8 in the morning as my mom was rushing to get my brother to summer school. My morning was filled with birthday wishes from my Facebook friends and Wilson, who came and visited me as I was still in my jammies enjoying an episode of Grey's Anatomy.
     The last thing I did as a minor was sharing a 3-way phone conversation with Kenny and Darren because Kenny and I wanted to keep Darren company as he waited to board his plane for China. They were the first ones to wish me a happy birthday.
     Anyways, as 10:25 AM came around, I jumped out of my moon chair, clicked the pause button on my DVD player, turned off the TV and got ready to head out and pick up Jen at school. I left the house at 10:30 AM. As I arrived at school, my timing was perfect as Jen and Kirsten came walking to the front parking lot.  After a few hugs and birthday wishes from Kirsten, we headed out to the Great Mall. Once we arrived, we were greeted by Kim, Patty, and Daniel. I spent the morning with them watching an action packed movie known as:

Transformers 2
It was a really good movie that kept you at the edge of your seat (well for Daniel and Jen it did). Here's the trailer:
The movie ended around 1:30 PM. We shared some laughs and conversed until Patty and Daniel went off to visit their uncle. Kim went to Borders and waited till we were finished because Jen and I went to the Great Mall to search for a Vans shoe store so I could pick up my Warped Tour ticket. We walked through the entire mall until we reached it, but once we got there, the cashier told us to head off to the info table just a few feet down and they will provide the service for me there. In my head I was just thinking Wow... But it's alright because I think we burned off all the calories from the pop corn and candy. So at the info table, it took them about another 10 minutes until I finally got my tickets.
     After I was finished, Jen, Kim and I headed over the BJ's for lunch. The service was slow but the food was delicious! I ordered a grilled chicken sandwich with potato wedges. Kim ordered a baked potato stuffed with broccoli and cheese. Jen ordered some type of pasta, I forgot what it was but it looked good. We also ordered Brochette bread as an appetizer. Yum. Everything was mouthwatering, until we got full. Then it was just too much. I also got a Pizookie that looks like this (It's not my picture by the way):
Pizookie
It's ice cream on top of a freshly baked cookie. Super filling, free and delicious. Yum. After BJ's, Kim went her separate ways while Jen and I took a stroll in New Park Mall to work off all that food. I was so bloated. Then I dropped Jen off and headed to work. Once I arrived at work, more birthday greetings, I was so exhausted that I could have fallen asleep on the floor right then and there. Allan Dale just told me to rearrange the belts and buy him a new drink. Sorry Allan Dale, I complain too much. It took me forever to get it in order, I wanted it to be a certain way. People think I have OCD or whatever, but I don't, I just like SOME things to be in order in life so it makes sense. So after that, I taught the little dragon class and the adult class then I took black belt class. We had a fun day today. We split up into teams and battled it out. We had competitions, played BKJN says, and played Gladiator. Then more birthday wishes and class was over.
     I just wanted to thank everyone who wished me a "Happy Birthday" especially to everybody on Facebook (40+ people?) I had to individually comment them back. Thank you everyone for the gifts. I LOVED them.
     Today was a fun, yet tiring, day. Tomorrow holds an interesting day for me. Then... Warped Tour with Jen! I'm so excited. And I just can't hide it!
     -Banhzaii

 

     Yay! Trampoline day! This morning was totally unproductive. I was supposed to go to my dad's shop to help out and stuff, but I had to stay home and baby sit. Oh well. Today, I just stayed home, wandered around the house and watched Grey's Anatomy Season 3.
     At around 2:30 PM, I headed off to Erin Pang's house for a fun-filled day of trampolining. There was, of course, a trampoline, rock band, computer, piano, and fooooood. YUM. It was pretty fun. Jen and I left for a little to head off to Nob Hill. She bought Arizona and I got some sex in a cup (Peach Sorbet). While we were walking back, Allyson and her mom drove up in a car next to us and we talked for a little bit. It was pretty funny. Her mom was like "I can't miss an opportunity like this!" Her mom's funny, but I think she thinks I'm a creeper. O gosh. Anyways... After Erin's party, we just wen our separate ways.
     At 7:00 PM Kenny, Wilson and I went to Darren's house to rock band one last time before Darren goes to China. I MISS DARREN ALREADY! Tear. Rockband was fun.
     I don't understand how much damage one person can do to so many lives. I seriously hope you get pulled over by a cop for ILLEGALLY driving people around when you don't have a license let alone a permit. Why would you put the lives of the ones you love in jeopardy no matter how small a distance you are going? Think about it, if you get pulled over, you have to pay a fine, your insurance goes up, you don't get to drive till your 18, and your dad will be in deep shit. Seriously, I KNOW your doing this to become "cool" but seriously? I've never known such a selfish person before. You DUMBASS.
     -Banhzaii