I don't know why I did, but I just did. Non stop tears streaming from my eyes. 
     I suppose it's from all of the pent up sadness, anger, disappointments in my life. Finally released. 
     This weekend has been pretty shitty for some reason. No matter how great I made it sounded, I feel like it was shitty. 

     Well, you know what they say, The ones that smile the most are the ones that are sad the most. 
   
     I hate crying. Why can't I just stop? I'm like a friggen broken faucet right now. 
 
Friday:
     School! It started to sprinkle. Clarice freaked out. I was amused. Lol!
     Chilled at home for a bit. Cleaned the bathroom. Sort of cleaned my room. 
     Met up with Patty at Vfair. Pretzels and Lemonade! Pee break at Nordstroms
     Santana Row. Beiber tickets! 'Nuff said. Not for me though, for Patty and Sabrina.
     Picked up Sabrina. Pranked her. Priceless. 
     I picked up Bianca and Diane. We got lost. Boiling Crab!
     The wait was 1h30mins so we went back to Patty's. Went back to boiling crab. Met up with Allison, "Cherokee", Christie, Troy, and Katelyn. 
     I'm a messy eater... Crawfish and clams! Next time I'll order the shrimp. Nom nom!
    1hr later. Chilled outside, took some pictures. fun fun. 
     Went back to Patty's picked up my car. Went back to vFair to chill. 
     Bought a LOVE necklace at F21 and some Starbucks. Lots of talking went on. Future plans for black friday shopping and roadtrips!
     Drove Sabrina home. Went home. Txt'd babe. KO


Saturday: 
     Woke up. Cleaned the room. Watched some Bones. Took care of Wayne. Went to the Milpitas Community Center's Halloween Haunted house event at 5:30. Watched Wayne play some games, win some candy, decorate a cookie, pick out a pumpkin, wait in line for balloon animals and eat popcorn. Fun!
     SJS VS EDM! 6-1 EFF YEAHH! <3
     -Banhzaii
 
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     I haven't had time to watch a Sharks game this entire season. So Eff Yeahh!! From my tumblr

EDM: J. Eberle (1st)

SJS: D. Heatley (1st)

       L. Couture (2nd)

       J. Pavelski (2nd)

       R. Clowe (3rd)

       D. Boyle (3rd)

       J. McCarthy (3rd)

 
Sunday: 
     Dad bought a fish from Lucky 7, then sped all the way home just to put it in the pond. LMAO! 
     Did some grocery shopping to make some Chinese Chicken Salad. Went over to Maggie's house, had dinner (yum! Hotpot!) then got some ingredients from her. 


Monday: 
     Polisci was fun. My reading notes group wasn't too bad.
     Met with babe after school. Him and Nikko almost made me late for my meeting! I had to buy drinks so we sped over to NobHill, I ran inside, got some soda and juice, then quickly paid and ran out of there. We still made it there early. FacePalm. Lol!
     Good discussions today. I got to talk to Sonny a lot. Very enjoyable convos with her. 
     Went home, chilled with Babe for a bit, then went to bed.


Tuesday:
     Vince drove today. I left my car at Darren's so Timmy could borrow it. School was okayyyyy. I got a C on my ACCT midterm... Not bad.. I guess. lol! I thought I failed, but I didn't. We watched a Michael Moore movie in english. Very educational and amusing. 
     Babe came over, then I quickly got my stuff. Then we went to Ohlone to drop him off, I took the car and went to Starbucks. Ordered the usual and got some homework done... Finally! Lolol. I sat next to a kid there who KO'd so badly. His dad came up to him and whispered to him that his hair was on fire and that he had to wake up to put it out. That didn't work. Then he gently slapped the kid's face and kept moving his head for the next 5 minutes... Then he finally woke up and acted like nothing happened. Lol! Funny. 
     Timmy met me at Starbucks, then we went to Jo-Anns but didn't buy anything, then to Pizza Night. OMG! MM's doesn't have that 50% pizza on Tuesdays anymore! So lameee! We waited till everyone came, then we left to go to In N Out. Fun fun fun. We played truth, dare, or make it dirty with the guys. hehehe. 


Wednesday:
     Nothing much happened at school.
     When I came home, Timmy surprised me and took me out on a date to Santa Cruz. It was so nice, no one was there. We walked around Boardwalk. He made me cross those friggen train tracks! Facepalm... We got to walk along the shore and did a mini photoshoot. It was enjoyable. Then... Timmy spent friggen 20 bucks in the arcade, on accident. So we were there for an hour racing on Initial D, dancing on DDR, and playing random ticket games. We ended up getting prizes for Timmy's little brothers. So cute!
     Then we went to the pier and ate dinner at this restaurant. The food was Meh... but the company was great. Timmy was having such a lucky day, after a crappy morning of course, because we didn't have to pay for parking at the boardwalk AND at the pier. Hecka sweet! 
     So we drove back home, got lost a little, then chilled at my house for a bit.
 
Thursday:
     Math Midterm! I hope I did well!!!
     I got my PCI coat and tickets today! I saw Serena so I got to talk to her for a bit. She gave me 6 baking magazines to look through! After that, I went back to school for English.
     When I got home, I chilled for a bit. Then babe came over and we ended up napping for a few hours. Then we woke up and talked... a lot. I told him a lot about myself, things that I would never tell ANYONE no matter how much I trusted them. It was weird telling someone things that I suppressed so deeply inside myself. It was difficult, but I got through it. 
     Thank you for listening babe, I really appreciate. 
     -Banhzaii
 
     As you all probably know by now, I went to Halloween Haunt. My experience? It wasn't too scary, but it was still super fun. Here's the story:
     Friday... Carpooled with Clarice and John to school. Bleh at math. After class, Clarice and I met up with Allan, Alan, and Josephine in the school library to do HW together. Actually.. Allan was supposed to go, but he didn't. Anyways, we got some homework done.
     I dropped off Clarice, then I dropped off John and headed to The Stanford Shopping Center for my Appointment with Apple. It was a pretty good wait this time (only because I made the right appointment. Lol!)
     When the guy called me up, he brought out the beautiful new battery case for my macbook and put it on. Omggg. Paying for it was a pain! Lol Jkjk, he actually gave it to me for free! I dunno why though. It really was going to cost about $28, but he said I don't have to worry about it. Nice guyy! Apple is probably just trying to get rid of those old battery cases or something, that's why. 
    Anyways, traffic on the way home. Blehhhh. Eventually, Chris Vu came over and we talked. Sorta. I'm so mean to him. Buahaha. He brought me back to my childhood with those super old school songs. After he left, I cleaned up.. a bit.. Then went to shower. 
     After I showered, my mom asked me to drive somewhere to drop off something, so I rolled down the windows and blew dry my hair that way! So awesome. It stayed straight down! hehe. When I came home, I chilled a bit, then got ready for Halloween Haunt!!!
     It's really funny texting someone you don't know. What do you say to them, really? Lol. I feel like I know this girl pretty well from just a few text messages. Okay, so.. At the last minute, Allison wanted to go, so Patty had to ask her friend to get us discounted tickets. So I was texting her friend about the plan, which is to go to the employee locker and get the ticket, but leave the money. 
       So I picked up Sabrina, talked and sang some Wicked in the car, Picked up Allison, Jarmin and Katelyn, talked and sang some more Wicked in the car, then went out on a frantic search for the employee parking lot. 
                                     IT TOOK FOREVER TO FIND!!!
      But once we got there, we went on ANOTHER frantic search for "post 4". Yeah.. it took us about 10 minutes to find it.. I felt like we were on some burried treasure TV show... obviously, we wouldn't win. Lawls. 
     So we got everything, then zoomed to the real parking lot, everyone pitched in to help pay for the toll fee, then we found patty and parked. Yaya!
     When we got in, we immediately walked through scare zone 1. It was pretty scary at first. Bianca clung on to me like no tomorrow, lol. Our first ride was top gun. It's so much better at night! The guy that was there doing all the saftey talks was hella energetic! I gave him a high five. Lol. 
     After Top Gun, we then went through Scare Zone 2. Our first maze was Corn Stalk! It was kind of scary, only because people keep popping up out of no where. It was also pretty long. 
     Apres, we ate, then we went to Toy House. That was pretty interesting. There was a girl holding the chucky doll that scared me, I swear, she called my name! (in the end, I found out that it was Lisa Ryland. LOL!)
     We then loitered around for a bit, went to Grizzly, people were high and drunk and whatever. 
     Then, scare zone 3. Played some games, I won a special prize! :D Kekekekekekekeke. Scare zone 4, chilled and waited for Patty and Sabrina to meet up with us again (they played some more games). OMG! When they FINALLY came, Patty brought back this small stuffed animal... while Sabrina brought back this ENOURMOUS PIKACHU! Lololololol! Hella funnyyyy. We just kind of chilled for a bit, then went to Club Blood, then went homeee. 
     I had to shove that friggen Pikachu in my car. So hilarious. But Anywaysss, I had such a great time/experience. I felt so appreciative that I didn't really know how to respond. Everyone keeps offering to pay me back and stuff. Lol. I'm so thankful that I got to chill with these people. Such a great time. 
     I didn't get home till 1.. didn't sleep till 2. It's so worth it!
     -Banhzaii
 
Sunday was such a chill day for me. All I did was bake red velvets and cookies.  That's all I can remember


Monday: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIMMYYYYYY!!!! <33333
     School! Bleh. My class discussion group in Poli went surprisingly well. We actually got some conversation going. Nicky let us go out to register people, our group won, we got five in total; 5 extra points for them! 
     In english, we looked at some Ads. Crazy good stuff. After school, Timmy came over, I made some frosting for my red velvets and we took a nap. 
     While Timmy went to SmokeEaters to do the 911 challenge, I went to the weekly group meeting. It went pretty well. I wish it could have ended earlier though... 


Tuesday: 
     Schooool... Accounting Midterm.. I think I did alright.... In english, we just talked about stuff on ads and how to pretty much decipher them. 
     When I got home, Darren, Vince and Timmy were having a party in the front of my house... wtf? Lawls. After the guys left, Timmy and I just chilled at my place. He opened my gift! I made him a penguin card and bought him this tripod. Keke, I hope he liked itttt! So, we ended up skipping out on pizza night and going to Qcup and golfland instead. Man! friggen Timmy.. He's a hustler when it comes to golfing... I demand a rematch babe! Keke, we cheated and played 2 rounds... I lost by 10 points... 


Wednesday:
     Schoooollll. Math, ehh. Poli, not baddd, we just watched a bunch of videos. The help session after class went by pretty well. We talked a lot! English was kinda boring.
     I got to finally send Kim those cookies! I also did other random stuff and started on my essay for Engligh. Timmy came over and we hung out for a bit. We went to Shabu Shabu for some noodos. I've never been there, but Timmy said that it's not as great as it used to be. NO TIP. lol. I just chilled with Timmy for the rest of the night (till 10). 


Thursday:
     Math. EH. I got a study room with Patty, I wanted to recheck it out, but the friggen people didn't let me. SCREW THEM! I had to finish my essay in Nicky's office though. GAHH, my acct teacher hates me... He made me stress out this entire day;
     So, we're supposed to do an online assignment for class instead of coming in for class. So basically, we have to register and he'll send us a confirmation email. Well, I applied like RIGHT after class on tuesday, and I waited 24 hours for an email that I never recieved. So I sent him an email today at 12AM asking him why I never got it. I also reregistered. So the next day, he didn't get back to me and I was flippin out. I called him and went to his office, but he wasn't there.. facepalm. So yeah... he didn't send me a confirmation email till 1ish and RIGHT when I got that, I filled out the little survey thingy and submitted it to wait for YET ANOTHER email to actually allow me into the system... he didn't get back to me till 7... eff my teacher. 
     But anyways... I had a huge time gap from 9:30 - 2:30. I filled it up by chillin with Patty and the guys, and doing my essay and chilling in Nicky's office with Efran. I ended up just surfing the web as well waiting for that friggen email. Eventually, Clare came by to chill. We just looked up youtube stuff and talked. Then it was time for class!
     We had to partner up with someone new today and they had to read our essay and correct it and stuff. The guy that I read was... okay... at writing... yeah.. That took up the entire class though. 
     After class, I talked to Nick a bit and I got to talk to his mom through the phone. I was expecting this fobbish lady, but in fact, she sounds like she's in her 20's or something, with no accent! Crazyyy. I'm excited to meet her on saturday.
     So yeahh, I drove everyone home, then started flipping out and stressing over accounting hw. UGHH. I've never really felt so shitty my entire life. I had to cancel on the sports day thing too! I was just soo stressedddd. So Timmy came over and calmed me down and did random stuff while waiting for me to finish accounting hw. It took forever to do!!! So we ended up napping and Timmy tried to sneak away from me! Jerkkkkk. Good thing I woke up though! kekeke.  
     Anyways, I seriously need to get some sleeeppppp. I stayed up till like 1 or 2 because of crazy facebook marriage drama (lol) that included Timmy's cousins and a bunch of Timmy's friends. hella random, but hella funny. 
     Darren brought back the "facepalm a day" thing. 
     NOW I'm getting super sleepyyyy.... Bed time!
     -banhzaii
 
OMG! Today was such a busyy dayy!!!

     I picked up John, went to Clarice's then headed out to school. Nothing important happened. On the way home, I saw an NSX! DROOLSSSS.

     Then, I dropped off John at home and headed to the Stanford Shopping Center for my appointment with Apple.

     So, once I got checked in, I waited for an hour before I got served... Here's the story...
     -I was just chilling in the back table, messing with the laptops and other random stuff waiting for the people to call my name to help me. So as I was waiting, I got to talk to this one lady who needed her macbook air to be fixed. I asked her when her time was and she said 12:30 and I told her that mines was at 11 and they haven't even served me yet!
     -I got so lucky though. So, one of the reps was gonna go help her, but she told them that I was waiting there first and I never got helped on. The thing was, when I set up my appointment, I accidentally signed myself under "personal shopping" instead of whatever else. Yeah.. Face. Palm. Oh well. She was nice enough to let me take her spot in the meantime.
     -So I got my macbook checked up on; They're gonna get me a new battery case! yaya!

     After that, I immediately went straight to Walnut Creek. Stupid GPS doesn't work so I had to use my phone. It was a nice drive. Walnut creek is like Stanford Shopping + Santana Row combined! It's a nice area. I got there around 1:30, but it took me about half an hour to find parking. Once I got parking, I stepped into the back of the super long line. It felt like it wasn't moving! Lucky for me, I got to talk to these 2 moms all the way up there, so that definitely killed time. So, after 2 hours, we finally made it to the front, but then, the lady told me that I had to buy a new book, specifically from Williams Sonoma. Facepalm.. So I just quickly bought a new book (which I'm so gonna return tomorrow or something) and got back in line, the ladies were nice enough to let me get my spot back.

     So finally... After 2 and a half hours of waiting, I finally got to meet Bakerella. I told her that she was like a celebrity and she said she liked my necklace. LOL! YAYAYAYAYA! So Happyyyyyyyy! What a good day this has been.

     The ride home was traffic free too! woots! When I got home, I just chilled, watched some episodes of Bones and cleaned my sister's room.

     I haven't recovered from the book signing yet... Ahh <3
     -Banhzaii
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Monday:
-MiniQuiz in Precalc. Blehh.
-Breakkkk! I chilled with Colleen and Will in Nicky's office
-Polisci: Nicky wasn't there so we had to lead our own mini group discussions...
-Break! Lunch with Albert. They hella shrunk the sizes of curly fries. I DISLIKE
-English: Nick brought a redvelvet cupcake his mom made. I told him I went to culinary school and he told me that she wants to open a catering business, he's gonna try to hook me up.
-Timmy came over and we napped for about an hour and a half.
-TA Meeting: Pretty fun, Nicky wasn't there so Colleen led the discussions herself. She let us out half an hour early!

Tuesday:
-Precalc: Same 'ol same 'ol
-Break! Chilled with the guys in the library. (I think)
-Acct: So CONFUSINGGG and tedious! Blehh
-Break! Chilled in the library, bought an apple danish from the caf for Nick.
-English: Pretty good discussion!
-Home! Napped for a little, then went to eat Greek food with the guys-My neighbor Alex came! I felt bad that I couldn't sit near him to talk to him.. I hope he didn't feel too awkward.
-Yogurtland Apres. Nomnom. So full though.

Wednesday:
-Someone stole my quiz in math! LOLOLOL
-Window shopped at Urban with Patty, then we went to Borders and I bought CAKE POPS by BAKERELLA <33333
-Patty went to buy cupcakes and I got some Javachip. Yumm
-Fun breakdate with Patty
-Polisci! We just watched videos all day, Nicky was still MIA.
-Break! Chilled with Efran, Colleen and Will again.
-English. Hella good convos today. Nick brought in Cereal. Lol!
-I got my essay back. I got all "strongs" and the teach put "You're 1A ready... I think..."
-Went home, Timmy was there. We just napped. It was so peaceful.

Thursday:
-Math; I found my quiz, the girl next to me took it.
-Chilled with the guys at break
-Went to Acct with Clare, quiz on Tuesday!!! EEK!
-Chilled with Clare, Alex N, and David at break. Blogrushh???
-Carpooled with Darren and Albert home. Chipotle?! I didn't eat any though, I'm trying to save up some moneyyyy.
-Went back homee. Timmy picked me up from Darren's.
-We went back to my place and napped some more. Then, Timmy went to school.
-Just showered and cleaned my room in the mean time.
-When 7 hit, Timmy came over and I got ready to go to BAC; we met up with Brian and Nikko at Mervyns and headed out there.
-Not a lot of people today.
-I'm soo full of wingstopp. Bleh.
-I got to talk to Bob today! That was really pleasant. He's giving me tips on how to mod my car a bit.
-Chilled with everyone for a bit. I didn't really understand their car talk... I'm getting there... slowly.
-now I'm at home. I'm excited for tomorrow! YAYAYAYAYYAY. BAKERELLAAAA <3!!
     -Banhzaii

SLO

10/7/2010

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SLO BOUND: Friday, Approx. 5:00 PM.
-Darren picked me up and we went to pick up Vince, then headed out to SLO
-We got there about 4 hours later... stupid traffic + Wilson's terrible directions.
-We got lost in Avila beach trying to find Wilson. After FINALLY finding him, we went to Firestone's to eat dinner. Omg, the fries are so delicious! Definitely worth the money, it doesn't even need to have katsup or anything!!!
-Unpacked everything at Wilson's apartment, then went next door to Sheen's place to visit and talk and stuff.
-Kristine was extremely surprised that I was there, she let me stay in her room for the time being that I was going to be over. Yay!
-So, I went back to Wilson's apartment to move my things back and BAM! Wilson's roommate (Connor) and his friend (Dylan) were doing a photoshoot/music video thingy in there. I felt so awkward... Connor was really chill and nice though.
-So I moved everything back, then we went hiking to the "P". It was such a friggen steep hill with horses and horse poo! SO unexpected. Note to self: NEVER EVER EVER HIKE IN BOOTS. Not a good idea.
-The view was beautiful though, Good thing I had google sky maps! I got to find all the stars in the night sky.
-The hike down was pretty bad. We had to take a different path bc the horses stood in the middle of the first pathway. The second one was super steep!
-When we got back to the apartment, we chilled around for a bit, then I got ready and crashed on Kristine's bed. We slept head to foot.

Saturday:
-Kristine woke up super early, but once she left around 8, I immediately woke up. Then I got ready and got my homework done.
-Then I decided to visit Wilson and when I walked through those doors, his roommates were there, shirtless... I felt awkward so I ran back into Sheena's apartment to put on some decent clothes.
-I raided Wilson's fridge and drank all of his chocolate soy milk while chilling on his bed with the other two guys.
-We just chilled around until Alex Tu came.
-Once he came, we immediately left and went to Santa Rosa Park to visit some people and to Splash for some lunch. Yum clam chowder! So delicious!
-We walked around downtown SLO for a bit. Went shoppinggg! I bought this shirt from Kwirkworld that said "Bazinga!" on it. Ahhhh, so awesome <3
-We also went and visited that great gum ally way thingy. So nasty yet so cool! Let's start one in Milpitas!
-So we walked around and bought some water so we'd be prepared to hike up Bishop's.
-Sorry that I kept complaining about it...
-We ended up not going because we heard the loudest and randomest thunderclap ever! It was sunny, yet it was still thundery... so random.
-So we went back to the apartment, chilled for a bit, then changed and went to Avila beach instead for a chinese club beach bonfire party.
-It was alright, I met some new people, not enough for me to remember their names, but I tried to make small talk with them.
-Eventually, I joined in with Wilson and Vince; they were doing flips and tricks and stuff. I showed them the only thing I knew how to do... a Butterfly.
-The night got cold and foggy real quick. Totally random weather!
-We ended the night with shopping at Urban, eating Thai food and splurging at Powell's candy shop.
-I immediately KO'd when I got back to Kristine's

Sunday:
-Woke up early, showered, got ready, and packed my stuff.
-Chilled in Wilson's apartment. We were waiting for him to finish with his hw and stuff before we left.
-In the meantime, I went to talk to his roommate Connor. He's such a cool guy. I hope he doesn't think I'm weird. I asked for tips on guitar and stuff. Then we talked about majors and where we want to go and stuff. He's funny, he thinks that the girls in Sheena's apartment are hella weird. Other than that, he's nice and kind.
-We FINALLY left around 12ish... are lunch at Costco. Lol!
-Met up with Alyssa, Dinh and Kristine. I left the guys and went shopping with the girls instead. We went to Old Navy first, bought a bunch of stuff, then went to Forever 21. Omg... LOVE!
-Kristine and I bummped into the guys, as well as Thanh. Hella random!
-After splurging, we just went back to the apartments and got our bags and luggage ready, then it was time to go. Tearrrr.
-Vince drove back with Alex Tu while I went with Darren.
-3 Hours later, we got home and I went to visit Timmy, but then he told me to go home. MEANIE. Lol. jk.

SLO was such a fun trip. Kind of stressful, but it was nice seeing everyone again. SOLCAL next!
     -Banhzaii
 
Weebly had its own phone app to blog... then i'd be blogging quite often. It's pretty late tonight and I'm about to sleep soon, but I shall be blogging about the following:

- SLO trip; in detail
- my